Literally not being emotionally there. He's physically here yeah but he doesn't even know my age, didn't know what grade I was in or what I get involved in at all. He doesn't know ANYTHING about me! Not even my favorite food, colors or things I hate... whilst my mom knows literally everything and anything about me ??? He just failed in that.
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Not really? Life is the same as always for me but some of my very heavy suicidal thoughts have become more dormant id say. I think the only thing that changed is that and my obsession with suicide becoming more intense than before (not in the sense of "ill do it rn" more in the sense of being fascinated by death itself).
Maybe its because im just...... reply
I've been in two before, they're nice honestly and the depiction people have of them due to cheaters always using the excuse of being "polyamorous" have practically ruined their reputation.
Plus, theres many forms of poly relationships too. Either way, i can get behind them. I love having two or more people to cherish, adore and spoil with gifts...... reply
