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(TW: suicide) To those who've attempted, have you gained a new perspective on life?
a couple of weeks after my attempt I started to accept a lot of my self-indulgences, like eating more sugar than I should, or reading stupid ass shit. I used to feel like a failure when doing these things but now I just do them because I realize that it's keeping me alive.
Not really? Life is the same as always for me but some of my very heavy suicidal thoughts have become more dormant id say. I think the only thing that changed is that and my obsession with suicide becoming more intense than before (not in the sense of "ill do it rn" more in the sense of being fascinated by death itself).
Maybe its because im just...... reply