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(TW: suicide) To those who've attempted, have you gained a new perspective on life?
a couple of weeks after my attempt I started to accept a lot of my self-indulgences, like eating more sugar than I should, or reading stupid ass shit. I used to feel like a failure when doing these things but now I just do them because I realize that it's keeping me alive.
I had sort of an existential crisis for a while. I had this thought like "damn, If I was dead right now, I wouldnt be able to taste this food, or listen to this song, or smile with friends at this moment, or read this book." stuff like that, all throughout the day, I learned to appreciate everyday, mundane things. It isnt a permanent solution becau...... reply
yeup i tried killing myself on a few occasions and right now i gained consciousness that if i kill myself i legit cant read more yaoi the next day and i dont want to die fat right now so 4 reply
ive been struggling with depression since i was around 7-8 years old, and i swore up and down that i would die before i turned 18. Back to back id have attempted to end it just to end up in the hospital again. Therapist after therapist trying to undo damage caused by my environment.
one day i was sitting outside after having a particularly shit d...... 2 reply
I was 16 when I made my first serious attempt. Before that i had try to do it but was honestly too scared to do so. Then something big happened in my life that made me do it. I remember after i opened my eyes, the only person i saw was my father, staring at me, crying. That was the first time I had seen him cry. He hugged me and made me promise to ...... 1 reply
My mom found me screaming, crying, and hurting myself violently, she then slapped me full force across the face several times to try to "snap me out of it."
Bro at that point it was a 2v0
Genuinely baffling and realized if I was seriously going for it, all the way, intending to die, I'm on my own. My parents wouldn't know what to do or how to h...... reply
My responsibilities towards my family is what’s keeping me alive.
Ever since the passing of my brother I’m always ready to die at any given point of my life. But my responsibility is holding me back.
Whatever it is , no matter how small or trivial. As long as it’s keeping you alive, do it. I hope you keep winning against yourself. 1 reply
i attempted a year ago, my parents were totally unsupportive and stated that i might stab someone with the knife i used to try and kms?? anyway, i ran away from home and went to my hg's house. that day was the worst and best day of my life, it was her birthday and we went out and did fun things, her mom saw the scar on my wrist and just told me ''i...... 1 reply
No I was lowkey even more sad Im still here genuinely hate this world and the people in it. Being born woke in a world where they will kill you for the color of your skin is unbearable. Not to mention other personal things going on too I just hate it here. Ive accepted if I die I won’t be able to see more of my favorite things, so Im ok. 1 reply
Not really, but I don't attempt anymore because I saw how it affected my parents. Yes they caught me while doing it. So now even though I'm still suicidal, I just push through for them. 1 reply
