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(TW: suicide) To those who've attempted, have you gained a new perspective on life?
a couple of weeks after my attempt I started to accept a lot of my self-indulgences, like eating more sugar than I should, or reading stupid ass shit. I used to feel like a failure when doing these things but now I just do them because I realize that it's keeping me alive.
I had sort of an existential crisis for a while. I had this thought like "damn, If I was dead right now, I wouldnt be able to taste this food, or listen to this song, or smile with friends at this moment, or read this book." stuff like that, all throughout the day, I learned to appreciate everyday, mundane things. It isnt a permanent solution becau...... reply
