okay just for peace of my mind, is this story actually doomed yaoi and main couple don't end up together, or are people in comments just exaggerating???
please help I don't want to invest into such long read just to be disappointed and emotionally drained
SPOILERS: They're both in love with each other and it's reciprocated. But Pavel was so distraught from their past lives ending horribly, that he doesn't want his mistakes to happen again. He blames himself for what had happened and fully believes the only way for Sion to be happy and live a great life is if he commits to his role as the angel of justice and die. But Pavel's main conflict is that at the same time, he doesn't want to die because he wants to be with Sion. Sion knows this and is trying to make sure Pavel doesn't kill himself for him.
okay hear me out, really likely gray hair guy is actually unisex, that has womb and ovaries internally but on outside displays male genitals only, for that reason he has a feminine strike (as he mentions in childhood episodes) and possibly got raped in army, causing him to discharge early and once came back on island found he was pregnant. Also possible someone found out about that from minister's side (the black hair guy that was looking for him) and found it would be a good proof to convince other islanders to join his church as he has found a god-sent person/choosen one amongst them.
then obviously gray-hair guy gave birth twice, first got taken buy church people and on second time he managed to get away while pregnant and church still found him and gave him and his daughter (it could be because 2nd child was a girl, church didn't needed her as much as firsy boy, misogyny u know) guardian - that woman doctor.









oh how i wish this had a novel at least ╥﹏╥