i know i’m taking this too seriously but the people that have been asking-no praying- for dan’s grandmother to die just for him to “move on” truly upset me. this is the woman that raised dan, he isn’t going to just say at least i’ve been unburdened post her death. was the medical debt an issue for him? 1000% yes. but that was his grandmother, the woman who cared and loved him all his life. the newest chapter seems to show that for dan, his grandmother is his person. and one doesn’t simply grieve and move on. her death doesn’t clear his debt.
I see the humor in them because we all know it was bound to happen but the ending moved me to tears again. I didn't think mingwa would be able to narrate the moments leading up to her death so beautifully and with full emotions. if Dan is so distraught and crying his eyes sore when she's still here we'll get a terrifyingly broken dan post death. now it's really painting it clearer just how long and difficult it will be for dan to start to move on. he thought once again in this chap that she's basically all that matters to him. what he's going through right now will prove to hurt more than any physical abuse the loan sharks put him through
I cried too. I wonder what his grandma told him.
Speaking of loan sharks, I really hope Dan doesn’t answer that text OR that he tells Namwook about it. Dan never tells anyone anything, so I’m hoping it’s not that again where he just secretly keeps this conversation going with (probably) the loan sharks and gets pulled away or indisposed somehow. That other guy definitely got his leg broken by thugs.
I wonder how Jaekyung knows the guy. I wonder if he’s from Jaekyung’s past?
Also, the fuck is with that hospital. They should’ve pulled her off of the new medication after the “unexpected side-effect” happened.
maybe it’s due to the initial semi-poor translations but i have no clue what’s the actual plot of the story. i understand that sia is made fun and she meets this mystical being that changes her life but there’s something that’s missing in the plot. i feel that there a lot of inconsistencies (e.g. the siblings and their chronic illnesses being brought up but never shown again until the scene where byul has an asthma attack) that happen. also the beasts being able to turn into gods being apparently a major thing but we don’t get a lot behind it (kind of). or the shaman? with the powers (the lady that fortune of ari and sia as children) to swap characteristics/personality traits from one person to another?
again maybe it’s because of the confusing translations that eventually got somewhat better that i’m a bit lost. or maybe it’s just me and everyone else gets it.
is it just me but are the faces get more pointier in the chin? and the FL’s face getting smaller?
A LITTLE JEALOUSY~
Monbebe???
Oh yeah... Have been a monbebe for a while
same exact thought mate lol
uwu
Bai Ming's "father" is what we call an asshole (╬￣皿￣)凸 and poor Bai Ming getting adopted by an asshole like him that only cares for his fame
everyone in this story is a mess. ina for knowingly getting into a relationship with a married man and being manipulative to both the others. yuki is a people pleaser- stemming from the fact that he’s had to repress himself his entire life- but that’s still an issue. as well as being the least communicative of the 3. and i’m sorry but the messiest person is misaki.
misaki has noticed this huge issue in her relationship with her husband (intimacy) that pretty much happened after their marriage. and after finding out her husband was cheating on her and comes out to her as gay, she doesn’t leave him because “there’s no one else” she’ll love. (that doesn’t excuse the fact he cheated, that’s still bad). she also refuses to divorce him after he asked for one because he knows that their relationship is not one based on romantic love. while i appreciate that she defends yuki with the debacle regarding his parents, she still is unwilling to let him go and still making him repress himself. it may not seem like it but yuki has already encountered people close to misaki that know them as a married couple, who have expressed that he was temporarily confused after he let them know he would no longer be seeing ina and continue his married life with misaki (as she refuses to divorce him).
misaki has put everyone into a hopeless situation because she is extremely idealistic and not considering that by doing so she is simply putting each of them in more pain. it’s a no-win situation. ina, who is polyamorous, will never be able to date both the people he loves as misaki doesn’t view him as a romantic partner. misaki will never be viewed “as a woman” or romantic/sexual partner by her husband as he is gay. and yuki is being repressed, intentionally or not, while also not being able to be with the man he loves as he knows it still makes misaki uncomfortable.
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i know people will say “he could file for a divorce” but the only way i could see that going would be the divorce would have to be either an admission of adultery or irreconcilable differences. both of which, he may have to admit he’s gay or that there’s been a lack of intimacy which led to adultery. which leads to both parties being ostracized, one more than the other in either scenario.