Gimme autumn song recs with witch-y vibes
92 by siouxsie and the banshees
nocturne by paralysed age
theme of laura by akira yamaoka
wolf moon by type o negative
planet earth by duran duran
laadli by darzi
this could build us a home by the garden
the killing moon by echo & the bunnymen
marian by sisters of mercy
serpentskirt by the cocteau twins
the black cat by london after midnight
unmade bed by sonic youth
starting over by lsd and the search for god
witches rave by jeff buckley
horror head by curve
hope ya like em, ‘cause i sure do :333
Hey reccomend me stories with the least amount of reads you've come across please (⌒▽⌒)
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/a_beautiful_tale_of_flower_stories/ (6 votes)
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/oni_no_iru_aida_ni_watashitachi_wa/ (7 votes, it was axed)
Both are GLs.
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/reiwa_hanamaru_gakuen/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/furou_kyoudai/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/yamaguchi_kun_wa_warukunai/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/onnanoko/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/nomura_nao_and_kyougoku_hina/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/like_a_dad/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/imouto_wa_neko/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/ano_ko_ga_tsuki_ni_kaeru_made/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/loveless_heroine/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/kanojo_wa_otou_san/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/edogawa_osamu_s_anthology/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/furyou_taimashi_reina/
Here are a few with less than 100 votes
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/rakuen_wo_mezashite/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/seizon_life/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/chichi_no_koyomi/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/hadashi_no_gen/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/zatsu_tabi_that_s_journey/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/eizouken_ni_wa_te_wo_dasu_na/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/tesso_no_ori/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/flower_girl_in_dystopia/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/ima_kako/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/keyman_the_hand_of_judgement/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/monstress/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/say_hello_to_black_jack/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/zombie_sagashitemasu/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/shoujo_jiten/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/kanda_gokura_chou_shokunin_banashi/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/roji_koibana/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/kamigami_no_itadaki/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/umimachi_diary/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/yomawari_sensei/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/helena_and_mr_big_bad_wolf/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/yokohama_kaidashi_kikou/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/yasuraka_monsters/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/shinjuku_swan/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/alice_dokomademo/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/undercurrent/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/shuna_no_tabi/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/tabi/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/rojica_to_rakkasei/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/the_terrarium_with_key/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/kisswood/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/hito_hitori_futari/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/hundred_ghosts_record/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/furitsumore_kodokuna_shi_yo/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/haha_o_suteru/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/menkui_1/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/land_of_monsters/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/kemuri_no_mukou_ni_koe_ga_kikoeru/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/qed/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/aoi_uroko_to_suna_no_machi/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/mikake_no_nijuusei/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/rojica_to_rakkasei/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/bus_hashiru/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/blade_girl/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/mathematics_golden/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/sanpo_mono/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/kyou_curry/
What to do when you feel yourself falling back into harmful thinking and having self harm thoughts?
Honestly, going on a walk has helped me a lot. I know it sounds like a pretty basic answer, but getting out to nature spots or parks and just getting some sun really helps clear my head. Calling a friend or playing games to distract myself helps shift my mood, too. Sometimes I even do a little online shopping to have something to look forward to and break the cycle. (⌒▽⌒)
I bake. Working with dough helps me let out some steam and also I find doing something creative with my hands quite helpful. And I can enjoy the results after I'm done. And and aaaanddd the whole trial and error thing helps with anger management in the long run.
I have a lovely 2 year old sourdough and she's helped me get through a lot.
My most healthiest way was genuinely finding distractions. manhwa really distracted me through hard times and also I have a kitty cat so like i saw responsibility in taking care of her so everytime a thought came up, i'd go play with her or i'd give her treats (prolly why she's so chubby lol). I've seen people do the same thing but with plants if you aren't in a situation for pets. one i'm kinda ashamed of but worked was imagining if my cat was getting hurt and like making myself believe if she saw me w like my cuts, it'd have the same affect on her. You can always search up helplines if you ever need them for more professional ways of dealing w self harm. Trust you can get through it
To be honest, when I have negative thoughts, I always try to distract myself as much as possible. Physical activity helps me, and I also often try to just blockout my thoughts with noise. Sometimes I have something playing in the background all day so I don't let any thoughts in. Hope things will get better for you soon
I hope you get better soon darling
Reading other people's comments I remembered some other stuff that might help. Something my therapist taught me was to always carry textured stuff, like necklaces and rings, so I can regulate my nerves fidgeting with them.
And also I agree with keeping pets too. My beloved cat turns 12 this year and I got her when I was at my lowest. I also rescued a turtle last year when it was in a reeeaaally bad condition, and just seeing it become big and strong day after day makes me feel like I've accomplished something.
Alsooo doing hand embroidery is very therapeutic for me. It's cheap, you can do it on your own clothes and wear them, and the possibilities are endless.
never listen to music that’s depressing or sad when having those thoughts. I listen to upbeat songs or other stuff if I do want to listen to music and I’m feeling like shit
do NOT believe TikTok or whatever social media app you have late at night (you WILL succumb to the depressing edits and the ‘no one cares for me’ videos which will make you feel worse) (they make you cry in bed and you feel like shit but you just keep scrolling. don’t do that.)
dancing is really fun, especially spontaneously. don’t be too caught up on doing it perfectly or feeling embarrassed (lol I’m guilty). do things you enjoy, and if you can’t find anything you truly enjoy or feel like you enjoy, get a change of scenery and look at pretty things. I like going on my roof but if you’re thinking you might jump off it don’t do that, and go outside for a walk. you can also draw, scribble, take your anger out or sorrow out on a paper then watch it get shredded, burnt, or soak it in water then see it disappear.
dress cute or what makes you feel nice, even if you’re not going anywhere. even dressing out of your pjs could be good!
I believe in you! positive wishes coming towards you :)
What the title says. Example of stories i like so anything like these is welcome: https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/non_tua/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/gorae_byul_the_gyeongseong_mermaid/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/a_stepmother_s_m_rchen/
(I tried reading secret lady but it wasn't for me so not that)
What the title says. Example of stories i like and would like to read more alike https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/non_tua/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/gorae_byul_the_gyeongseong_mermaid/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/a_stepmother_s_m_rchen/
I tried reading secret lady but it wasn't for me so not that
Gotta get this off my chest, i hate when "evil" ukes or whatever tf have genuinely kind and understanding mls like idc about changing up the trope i cant stand when one of the leads is so obviously in love with someone who's playing them idgaf about no "regret arc" or whatever. Give evil top evil bottoms! Enough with the one sided torture
no fr, and a lot of these 'evil' ukes and semes are so stereotypical. they give off Disney villain vibes. then the MC is always such a bird for their evil ML, like bro, have some backbone. it gets repetitive really quick. I've only read one BL where they're both genuinely evil and I never got over it
In Zombie Stories, Trash Always Survives the Longest, it’s a novel where both leads are literal degenerates and mentally ill. There's a bit of a power imbalance since the ml is worse than the mc, but the mc is evil and selfish af too and you see that in later chapters. TW tho, it has a lot of disturbing themes, but it's not romanticized at all. If you like psychological horror BL, you might like it.
Stories about depressed ppl
I’ve been into that genre lately ngl
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/undecided/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/shibou_to_iu_na_no_fuku_o_kite/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/hikaru_no_go_thorn_doujinshi/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/pieces_of_you/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/shi_ni_itaru_yamai/ (This one is prob the best)
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/urekko_mangaka_x_utsubyou_mangaka/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/hankon/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/the_broken_ring_this_marriage_will_fail_anyway/

What is your favorite one shot guys?
The Last Two (shounen; available on Comix)
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/adabana_no_yakusoku/ (GL)
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/belladonna_no_koibito/ (GL)
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/spring_a_minuet/ (GL)
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/this_irreplaceable_hell/ (GL)
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/the_day_before_summer_vacation/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/holiday_part_2/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/tukikage_cafe/
my childhood friend was a god