even though everyone's pissed at MC for going back to the reverend, i think it makes sense for his character. he's always seemed pretty dependent on people he's close to, esp since the reverend has been manipulating him for so long, and MC is def not exactly the mentally stable type.
he doesn't really have anyone else to go to, since him and gabriella are on kinda strained terms and she obv doesn't know he's a serial killer (though she's suspecting he has some kinda involvment w them)
although we def can be annoyed at him as impartial omniscient observers lol
i think that shinagawa (the girl) might have started cutting deeper or bleeding more bc she feels like it's helping MC (she said smth along the lines of i don't want to see people grow weaker again), which combined with MC sleeping on tranqs ended up killing her.
in the end my theory on why MC gave his brother the blood was bc
1) he was always thinking abt how it's unfair that sai was the only one who didn't have the 'curse'/desire, and
2) so that sai would be unable to leave him/it would be harder for him to leave since he now also wants blood.
i'm guessing that MC dgaf abt cutting himself and since sai is already doing it for MC i'm sure MC could push him into taking his blood
i really wish we got to see what happened after but the author left it open on purpose i think.
well sai cares abt his brother too much to just leave him so ig they'll be codependent forever
maybe they'll streamline it by getting some blood drawing equipment so they don't have open wounds all over the place. would the taste of cold or congealed not be good for them? since MC was always eating sweets maybe they'll make food outta blood idk there's also things like blood sausage and ox blood soup that they could try making with their own blood
also sai's gf seemed to have a lot of personality for a very minor character
ok so 182's timeline is confusing rn, this is what i think
his number is 182 and has been for 22 years? but they said he looks really young for his age, and he doesn't seem 22... the info broker said the admins never reissued that number, and his identity was kept hidden on purpose by them, so then he's not 22???
he was once a kid with the other girl (maybe sister), seems like they were test subjects with the other kids (from the shower room? only he and the other girl had white hair but when meeting R.R. there were two other ppl w/white hair), then he was wearing military gear like a soldier in the desert, R.R. came to pick him up or something. is he older than he appears??
the person (could be R.R.) said 50 years have already passed; they are no longer the pitiful civilians you once knew, but that also implies that he knew them as civilians before, but R.R. states 'do you think the prisoners are a joke?' so were they always prisoners? maybe 182 was in stasis or a coma for a while? or maybe R.R. is just referring to civilians generalized and not specific people he knew, just saying that times have changed.
then it looks like 182 lost his arm (he still had it in the desert meeting R.R.)and then he was chained up missing the arm (the picture the backpacker showed everyone) so he was in admin custody for a while? he lost the arm somewhere between then, maybe R.R. cut it off? i can't tell if R.R. was speaking to him at the end or if that's what 182 thinks R.R. would think.
then he probably escaped into the prison. hiding for a while, did he pick up 182 or was he assigned it when he was with the admins, they know about it bc it hasn't been reissued right? but if they gave him that number/know about it did they send him into prison or did he escape, they're looking for him and he's avoiding them but what about the number?did he take it and then they covered it up while searching for him? i think they gave it to him when he was born/little tho. i mean it doesn't look like they're searching for him that hard, maybe it has to do with them learning that there's only 5 years left so now they're searching harder? but R.R. said backpacker has been searching for a year sooo... and it's a valid number bc he got new clothes when going to dante's class. could they not just catch him there? they have a way of checking somehow bc the info brokers know...
hayren was dispatched 4 years ago, 182 met him after he was stitched up around 2 years ago, something happened to make him want/need another arm. 182 was also still carrying around that bag.
182 ALSO has a connection to the hollow ones/gargoyles, he wanted to show the sweet potato to it, the same one that tried to kill dante w/lychee n rambutan (its teeth grew back somehow) he talks to it, asks for it to 'come back' and asked for a way to stop the storm whatever that means
there's the beating heart looking red sound 182 can hear, maybe it's from the center? he always seems to be aware of it, is it the same red glow that appears sometimes
ps judging by how big it looks and lychees map it looks like there could be more than 100k people (idk im really not good at estimates) so i wonder how they number them, like prisoner 123a, prisoner 123b, or just prisoner 123456
anyways holy yap that's it for now
hmm my theory is that victor accidentally killed henry and is repressing his memory of it and that's why he rejects heart's love bc if he accepted that henry really did love him then A) he killed the one he loved and the one who loved him, and/or B) accepting that henry did love him but was a shitty bumass doodoo lover. and maybe that's why he drunkenly revived those 3 guys bc if he revived a "whole" henry then henry would remember what happened? bc theres no way cutting and stitching henry's body parts into/onto someone and then reviving them would be easier. well anyway that's just my 2 cents
and maybe possibly that's a part of why he likes head so much (other than the face and memories [well obv memories make up who you are so for me he's the 'most' henry]) bc it's easier to love a henry who (he believes) doesn't love him back rather than acknowledging that maybe henry did love him but also sucked idk
although it seems like victor has very low self-worth/self-esteem and never voiced his feelings so maybe henry was trying to make him jealous (seeing that one panel where v was watching henry with others and when he left it seemed like henry was looking at the door)
maybe i'm reading too much into it and victor just doesn't love heart bc he doesn't look like henry??
fyi this is a short story with only 6 chaps :')
It's not really a paywall, they force you to make an account and leave as much comments as you can to collect the points. But, i'm sure they're going to monetize it in the meantime because the drop points were too low, you're going to spam comments just to open a chapter
Actually i'm concerned if that will be some kind of AI learning shit, that's creepy tho...
mb i didn't wanna make an acc
and yeah since it's not the og so much content is gone since people don't rip the whole site that often and all the new sites are prob scams or even more shady + all the other sites like wfwf just crawled ntoki so...
what i hope is that they just stay down the route of just keeping the flashy walls of ugly ai gambling ads











uhh it's nice that they're on good terms now but are they gonna address the elephant in the room? (mokyeons suicide attempt, severe attachment issues, and extreme reliance on nanjo)
hopefully they talk abt this soon bc mokyeon's prob gonna have an anxious attachment style after this and i don't think nanjo would like feeling suffocated like that. also i'm pretty worried abt mokyeon's wound bc a wound that bled that much has to be deeper than fat + all the crucial veins are clustered there + loss of blood flow to his hand. plus the guaranteed nerve damage that'll impact his fine motor functions and send random pain signals around his wrist when it's not all numb. the author obv wouldn't have mokyeon get gangrene or necrosis and lose his hand but the wound will probably cause AT LEAST minor motor and sensory issues and i hope that'll be touched upon even slightly bc self harm always never seems to have any long term relevance in most stories
even though it seems around 24 hrs passed since the initial cut, the hospital would still prob suture his wound up and clear up any budding infection w/medication though rn it feels like mokyeons gonna pop his sutures since the wrist has a lot of stress points nd mobile skin
anyways holy yap pls excuse any incorrent medical info this just personal experience
Days/weeks passed between his suicide attempt (Mokyeon changes several outfits waiting for Nanjo outside of his work, suggesting some time passed, he also changes his wrist bandages until he isn't wearing one anymore) and rn the wrist cut is a scar, you can see it in chapter 39 when he's wiping his eyes. I hope they'll eventually talk about Mokyeon's problems but the wrist isn't going to be one of them presumably...
The wrist wound is really important... it's a sign for help so I don't think Nanjo is going to ignore it. But I predict that Nanjo is going to fatten Mok up as his first task. We will probably see a lot of sweets in the next chapters. What I really hope for is Nanjos thoughts... from the first meeting until now...like really!
prolly gonna happen after the sex scene
I personally didn't mean Nanjo is going to ignore the wound, he noticed the scar on his thigh before so that means that he pays attention to Mok's body, but the wound itself probably won't have medical consequences as op suggested because it's already healing. Mokyeon must've forgotten he had the scar too because he was exposing it pretty obviously in chapter 41 too right in front of Nanjo so it's highly unlikely that Nanjo hasn't seen it, tho I don't think he's going to ask about it out of nowhere because I don't think he's that insensitive.
Seriously mok has serious mental health issues. Nanjo should address and communicate cause mok is in no position for all of this. I just want them properly addressing all the miscommunications bw them and telling each other's story. Instead just communicating with dih they should use mouth
100% agreed