Tbh the most unrealistic part of the manwha is how jiwooks anal fissure healed. I just got done shoving a suppository up my ass because I thought a rectal cream was enough…but NO! Apparently if you don’t get tiny buttplug pills as first choice of treatment u have to get ur asshole examined by a middle aged man (I usually get taken out for dinner first) because it didn’t WORK
There are ones with smaller sizes, but the reason they're huge is so they don't fall off easily. That's why they're called plugs.
Don't immediately get one and just expect to shove it up willy-nilly, you need to prepare yourself and experiment. Learn how to loosen yourself first before you decide to buy that. Be sure to get lube when you order it.
Also... Learn how to douche if you don't want a literal shit show the moment you pull it out.








Juyeon's complex feelings toward Jiwook are, in my opinion, a very good example of how complicated the rapist-survivor dynamic is. Many people look at their relationship one-dimensionally and don’t understand that, first of all, rape isn’t only committed by strangers, which makes things confusing and complicated for the survivor. You can feel hate and resentment toward your rapist but still have affection or at least a desire for their attention and approval. It feels confusing and disgusting, and Juyeon is not hiding these conflicting emotions, which is why he keeps abusing Jiwook. No rapist-survivor dynamic is a simple incident leading to a clean separation and hatred. In many ways, juyeons residual but very much real desire for jiwook— or his affection— is there.