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I wrote an AO3 fanfic bc I miss them

https://archiveofourown.org/works/79515761

Guys, I wrote a fanfic where they're dating each other. I don't know what's wrong with me - I'm obsessed with these two. You guys understand me right? I'm not crazy right?

Anyways, this is my first time doing this so I'm embarrassed. I don't know where else to put it so I'm putting it here.

Enjoy...







Incheol comes home late. The car door shuts with a dull thud. He stands there for a moment, jaw tight and shoulders stiff from the day’s weight. By the time he reaches the apartment door, his anger weighs heavy and unresolved beneath his skin.


He knocks once. There’s a pause. Then the door creaks open.

Pyeonghwa stands there in an oversized T-shirt and loose pajama pants, hair soft and slightly mussed. He steps aside to let him in.

“…You’re home late.”

Incheol doesn’t answer. He walks past him in silence. Pyeonghwa watches him closely as he enters, with the door clicking shut behind them.

Incheol shrugs off his coat, tosses his briefcase onto the couch. He loosens his tie with a sharp tug, and drops down heavily. He tips his head back and exhales, eyes closed, saying nothing.

“….”

Pyeonghwa doesn’t push. He moves quietly instead—hanging up the coat, taking the briefcase, and putting it away. He’s careful and deliberate, as if any wrong sound might shatter something fragile.

When he returns, Incheol hears soft footsteps. A faint shuffle. Then warmth. Two arms wrap around his leg. Incheol opens his eyes.

Pyeonghwa sits on his knees in before him, firmly holding onto his leg. He looks up at Incheol through long lashes, his expression calm and unreadable as always. His lashes flutter.

“Did something happen?”

Incheol stares down at him with that cold, impassive gaze Pyeonghwa knows so well—knows and loves. Heat curls low in Pyeonghwa’s stomach under the weight of it. Incheol tilts his head slightly, eyes distant and assessing. Then he shifts his foot forward and places it against Pyeonghwa’s groin. Pyeonghwa’s breath catches. His heart pounds loudly in his chest as he grips Incheol’s leg tighter and rolls his hips forward, grinding against the hard shoe.

“Ah…”

A breathy sound escapes him, relief flooding through his body. Incheol watches him closely. Pyeonghwa meets his gaze without hesitation. Incheol presses down. “Nh—!” Pyeonghwa moans, cheek resting against Incheol’s thigh. He melts into him, pliant and eager, basking in that piercing stare. As Incheol looks down at him—at the way he yields so willingly—his hands move to his belt. The buckle comes undone. Pyeonghwa’s eyes drop instantly, fixed on Incheol’s crotch, anticipation tightening in his chest. The zipper lowers slowly, painfully so. His mouth waters. He grinds faster against Incheol’s foot, panting, needy and feverish. Incheol frees himself from his trousers, hard and ready. He sits up and leans forward.

One hand comes down harshly, fingers tangling in the back of Pyeonghwa’s hair. He yanks him forward without warning. Pyeonghwa responds immediately, mouth opening as he presses his tongue along the base of Incheol’s length. One hand slips away from Incheol’s leg to wrap around him, stroking the shaft. His lips reach the tip, licking it slowly, teasing. “Ha…” Incheol exhales. Pyeonghwa takes him into his mouth, sucking skillfully.

Incheol’s brows draw together as quiet sounds slip past his lips. His grip loosens, fingers stroking gently through Pyeonghwa’s hair. Pyeonghwa looks up at him at the tender touch, eyes soft despite everything. Then Incheol shoves his head down, violently.

“Kkeugh!”

Pyeonghwa chokes, eyes watering as he takes him fully.

Both of Incheol’s hands hold the back of his head now. He then lifts his hips, thrusting slowly and deliberately. Their eyes stay locked—Incheol’s gaze narrowed and intent—as his thumbs press into Pyeonghwa’s temples. Heat leaks into Pyeonghwa’s underwear, his body responding helplessly.

Pyeonghwa grinds into Incheol’s foot, harder, more desperate. He matches his pace with Incheol’s thrusts, feeling his high approaching.

Incheol’s grip tightens. His pace quickens.

“...Ugh!”

His body tenses before he groans and releases, spilling down Pyeonghwa’s throat. Pyeonghwa cums shortly after, liquid spilling through his pants and sullying Incheol’s polished dress shoe.

He swallows eagerly, taking everything without complaint. When it’s over, Incheol relaxes back, breathing slowly and heavily. Pyeonghwa pulls away, wiping at the corners of his mouth. He licks his fingers clean, savoring the last traces, eyes still on Incheol.

The living room remains quiet, only filled with the sounds of their panting and moans.

Representative Lee and Kwonsoo purposefully exiled Incheol to Pyeonghwa with the intent that Pyeonghwa could direct his animosity and hatred towards Incheol. Waiting for the situation to eventually escalate, their goal was to get rid of Incheol (who mainly did the dirty work for them) by either having him thrown in jail or firing him.
This would redirect the blame for what happened to the residents from her to Incheol. She would end up walking away with her hands clean while Incheol talks the fall for all the crimes committed for the sake of the redevelopment project. Her choosing to exile Incheol is proof that, from the very beginning of his career, she was only going to utilize him as a scapegoat.
For the longest time, Incheol thought he stood beside Cha Kwonsoo and Rep. Lee. He naively thought his loyalty and obedience to her made him irreplaceable. But he was wrong. The people who are actually irreplaceable aren't loyal and obedient dogs like him. They’re cold-hearted, selfish, and opportunistic like Cha Kwonsoo.
It could be seen that Incheol is no better than Cha Kwonsoo, as he himself stepped over the lives of others for years to reach his very own goals. But, to me, what separates Cha Kwonsoo and Joo Incheol is that Incheol still has a heart.
Notice the difference between Incheol and others in chapter two. As the residents are protesting, you see Incheol among many men in suits behind the barricade of security guards. They indifferently dismiss the protests of the residents, thinking of them as nuisances. You can even see a few of them snickering to one another. Incheol, on the other hand, grimaces. His face is dark, and he can’t even bring himself to lift his head.
Incheol tries to desensitize himself - to be like them. So he can commit his sins without guilt. But he can’t be like them. Because he still has his humanity (though it’s been very numbed down), he is able to still feel guilt, and that is why the author made him our main character in the first place. But now, he has no choice but to face his wrongdoings.
Incheol told Pyeonghwa, “You sell this place, and I’ll help you live a normal life,” only to find out the reason why Pyeonghwa is living like this in the first place was part of his own work. He indirectly partook in the death of his mother and now wants to take the only thing he has left in this world - his gym.
Incheol, who once looked down on Pyeonghwa - thinking he was a foolish, stubborn, and abnormal sexual deviant - has to face him now. He has to face the product of what his hard work and dedication to Rep. Lee has done to himself and others.
I believe Pyeonghwa will be both Incheol’s karma and salvation… punishing him for his crimes yet saving him from the blackhole of the political world.

The fact that Incheol's whole character is basically: "If it's for the sake of my career(more specifically, Rep. Lee), I can do anything." puts him in positions where he can easily become the villain or the victim in this story. He's both willing to harm others and allow harm to himself.

When Hyori told him that he'd even die if Rep. Lee told him to die, I thought it was an exaggeration. An empty insult that was said out of disappointment towards Incheol being an insincere and dishonest partner. But, she's actually right - if she were to tell him to jump off a building, he'd literally ask, "...How many stories high?"

This is so abnormal. Even when he's being subjected to such torture and humiliation, the first thing he thinks of is her cold and harsh words. Like wow.

Who is Rep. Lee, and why is she actually such a terrifying character? We barely see her, but she's so domineering; every couple of chapters, her presence is hard to ignore. Even sending one little text, telling Incheol, "Don't come up for now ^^," puts so much pressure and stress on him.

This author is sooo fucking good at making readers feeeeel. Most manhwas I practically skim through, and this is the first time I've actively kept up with an unfinished BL like this. She actually makes me want to think, theorize, speculate, and analyze every action and word from these characters. Sssssoooo goooooood.

Choking him while jerking him off... the way his whole face gets red and travels down to his neck... this is just so fucking disgustingly perverted. Fucking perfect.

I’m noticing everyone is arguing about whose on the top and whose on the bottom or not lmao. I get it, to be honest, Pyeonghwa would probably look really cute getting f*cked however I’m pretty sure there is an actual reason as to why Pyeonghwa wants to f*ck Incheol rather than being f*cked by Incheol. This is very long and all based on my assumptions and theories btw guys. I feel like I’m overthinking it but this author is very intentional with every single detail so…

I’ve seen some speculation online on how Pyeonghwa may have been a victim of sexual abuse as a child regarding his hypersexual behavior. It’s not uncommon for childhood sexual trauma to lead to hypersexuality or addiction to sex. If this is true, I suspect that Officer Park was the one who molested Pyeonghwa throughout his adolescence. He could have also been the person who helped coach Pyeonghwa in his boxing as, I suspect, he was a father figure to Pyeonghwa.

When we saw Pyeonghwa’s flashback of Officer Park in chapter 16, we can see he shares a resemblance with Incheol. That polished authoritative figure, paired with the way he soothes Pyeonghwa, telling him “Pyeonghwa-ah… you’re okay.” The way Pyeonghwa woke up looking uncomfortable by the flashback, further makes me feel his relationship with him was not a good one.

Pyeonghwa’s attraction to Incheol is so interesting to me and I think it stems from his previous relationship with Officer Park. He wants to be hurt by Incheol, he wants to f*ck Incheol rather than get f*cked by him. When Incheol harshly grabs Pyeonghwa’s face and tells him to shut his mouth, Pyeonghwa’s first thought is “I want to f*ck him” rather than “I want to be f*cked by him”. There’s this desire to both get hit by and to dominate Incheol. It’s as though he wants to be physically hurt by a man (especially a man with qualities like Officer Park) who probably hurt him emotionally, but also to dominate and f*ck them as well. And then there’s that quiet side of him who wants to be cared for. The way he buries his face into Incheol’s back, clinging onto him like some kid. All of these desires deep inside him come out so intensely when it comes to Incheol.

If you compare how Incheol “hurts” Pyeonghwa to his other sexual partners or even his opponents in the boxing matches, there is a huge difference. After Pyeonghwa gets beat up in the ring, he leaves with scratches, bruises, and all sorts of open wounds. As opposed to Incheol, who knocks him out with one good punch. A punch that Pyeonghwa even feels refreshed from after waking up. Incheol chokes Pyeonghwa with his hands wrapped completely around his neck, squeezing so hard that Pyeonghwa’s eyes roll back. On the other hand, when Pyeonghwa’s sexual partners choke him during sex, (refer to chapter 16) they leave scratches from their nails digging into his neck. When Incheol punches Pyeonghwa in chapter 18, he aims solely for the side of his face and Pyeonghwa dazes and bleeds from the impact. He avoids his nose and teeth, making sure not to actually break anything despite being in a fit of rage. It’s as though he hurts him… but with care? And in chapter 15, when we see the flashbacks from Pyeonghwa’s POV, it’s all a mix of the tender and caring moments of Incheol (carrying him on his back, kissing him) as well as the moments where Incheol was rough with him (grabbing him by his shirt, choking him). For a hardcore masochist like Pyeonghwa, Incheol is practically the ideal partner, no? And not to mention, a handsome, older, and stronger man like Incheol is probably Pyeonghwa’s type to a T… It hasn’t happened yet, but I feel like Pyeonghwa is going to become almost obsessed with Incheol. He hits him and it quite literally does feel like a kiss lol.