It’s really unfair to Yuta that he has to carry yet another trauma after ten years of abandonment and suffering. Seunghyun was selfish back then, and deep down, he still is now.
Stfu whore
We did NOT read the same story bruh
Yuta deserves better than this manchild who once abandoned him and lived his life without guilt, after choosing to believe that lie out of selfishness and cowardice. Even now, what he’s doing feels driven by guilt, because deep down he knows he could have done better back then. He could have at least checked on Yuta once in those ten years, since Yuta was the one who shield a bullet for him. At the very least, out of gratitude, especially since, during those six months together, he knew how badly Yuta wanted to escape that hellhole and how harshly the people in Golden Pavilion were treated. And yet, he still chose to leave Yuta there, never went back to check on his well-being, and eventually forgot about him completely.
Now, after being abandoned by his owner, he’s alone and has no one, so he turns back to Yuta out of convenience. Do you think he would act this way if Jaeil hadn’t married someone else and left him? He never listens to Yuta about the Kujo situation—does he really think he’s powerful enough to take down the whole family or something?
And now, by blowing himself up, he’s only going to leave Yuta with even deeper trauma, whether he survives or not. He may think he’s doing it out of guilt and to ease his own heart, but he never truly considers what Yuta wants. He’s always cared about himself. He even admitted before that he always puts himself first and turns away from Yuta’s pain.
Yeah I ain’t reading allat but whatever makes you sleep at night girl
I hope somehow Yuta get surgery, lose his memory, forget about his painful past including Seunghyun, and finally live a normal life after this
Once the best chance passes, making things right is 100 times harder. Seunghyun's best time to save Yuta was 10 years ago. Back then, Yuta had only been abused "many" times, but now it's "countless". His psychological and physical trauma is beyond imagination
Yuta once said that Seunghyun was just unlucky to cross paths with him. Clearly, he never blamed Seunghyun for failing to save him. Yuta only used revenge as an excuse to lie to himself in reality, he just wanted to see Seunghyun and have him remember him before he died
How could someone like Yuta, who managed to survive until now, possibly need anyone to save him? For ten years, he had only himself to rely on. That is why he only trusts what he has verified himself and his own plans.
omg your analysis is absolutely correct!! i was thinking the same
I actually saw someone post this on X and thought, damn, she took the words right out of my mouth That's why I had to share it here.
Honestly, it feels like a lot of people don't understand Yuta's perspective at all. They expect him to trust Seunghyun completely and lean on him after only a month together, all because Seunghyun said some sweet things overnight. As if ten years of abandonment and abused can just be erased that easily.
Do you have the link to the tweet? I'd like to read them and I agree with you!
And do people really think Tetsu raping Yuta is some shocking new experience for him? He's been suffering abuse from that asshole for an entire decade while Seunghyun was out there living his life after forgetting all about him.
Now Seunghyun feels hurt because he sees Yuta with Tetsu? Sorry, but that's hard for me to sympathize with.
If Seunghyun were Dooshik, I'd understand being upset that Yuta didn't trust him. But unlike Dooshik, Seunghyun actually left. He abandoned Yuta for ten years. If I were in Yuta's position, I wouldn't believe that Seunghyun would choose me over the people he's loved and protected his whole life either.
“Now Seunghyun feels hurt because he sees Yuta with Tetsu?”
That’s clearly not what’s happening. Seunghyun is shocked because he literally just saw Yuta frozen on the ground with his clothes pulled down. I can guarantee you his first thought wasn’t, “Yuta chose Tetsu over me.”
It’s not like they got back together immediately after seeing each other again for the first time in ten years. And even now, they’re not really together. They’ve talked, Seunghyun has apologized a thousand times for something that happened in the past, but the life Yuta ended up living is not entirely his fault. Did he influence it? Absolutely, and in a major way. But he’s not responsible for everything that happened to Yuta.
After three chapters of them talking about their feelings, fears, and love for each other, it’s completely normal for Yuta not to trust him 100% yet. Seunghyun knows that, and now that he finally has the chance, he’s going to fight and do everything he can to prove that he genuinely wants to be with him.
So don’t sympathize with him if you don’t want to, but there’s no need to turn Seunghyun into some kind of villain either.
And that's my point. I'm not saying Seunghyun was hurt because of jealousy or because Yuta "chose" Tetsu over him. He was hurt because Yuta was suffering.
But honestly, it's difficult for me to sympathize with him. Yuta spent a decade being abused by that asshole while Seunghyun was gone. If Seunghyun had checked on Yuta even once during those ten years, maybe things would have been different.
I'm not calling Seunghyun a villain. I don't think he's evil. What frustrates me is how the story is trying to position him as Yuta's savior now, when so much damage has already been done.
That's why I don't really want them to end up together anymore. I think they both deserve a fresh start with people who aren't connected to years of trauma and heartbreak.
Maybe that's an unpopular opinion, but I feel like no matter what happens, Yuta will never forget being abandoned, and Seunghyun will never forget that he was the one who left. The past will always be standing between them.
And that's my point. I'm not saying Seunghyun was hurt because of jealousy or because Yuta "chose" Tetsu over him. He was hurt because Yuta was suffering.
But honestly, it's difficult for me to sympathize with him. Yuta spent a decade being abused by that asshole while Seunghyun was gone. If Seunghyun had checked on Yuta even once during those ten years, maybe things would have been different.
I'm not calling Seunghyun a villain. I don't think he's evil. What frustrates me is how the story is trying to position him as Yuta's savior now, when so much damage has already been done.
That's why I don't really want them to end up together anymore. I think they both deserve a fresh start with people who aren't connected to years of trauma and heartbreak.
Maybe that's an unpopular opinion, but I feel like no matter what happens, Yuta will never forget being abandoned, and Seunghyun will never forget that he was the one who left. The past will always be standing between them
I understand your point, but I think I’ve moved past that perspective. Yes, they made a promise ten years ago, and because of circumstances, manipulation, and pride, Seunghyun broke it. And yes, the worst part is that he went on with his life and forgot about Yuta. Fair enough, I get that.
But at the same time, the person who truly made Yuta’s life a living hell was Tetsu. Because realistically, if Seunghyun had tried to go back for Yuta, the Kujo family would have killed him. As for the whole “if Seunghyun had remembered him” or “if he had helped Yuta” argument… those are all hypotheticals we’ll never know the answer to. And I genuinely understand where you’re coming from, but I also understand the kind of development the author wants them to have.
And the thing is, Seunghyun is Yuta’s savior. He always has been. The difference is that Yuta is an incredibly strong character, and the only reason he’s managed to keep going all these years is because of the hatred he carried toward Seunghyun. That’s why I keep saying that Yuta hasn’t made things easy for him, and he isn’t going to make them easy now either. Their story is a tragedy, and that’s what makes it so compelling.
That said, I completely respect your opinion. Personally, I do want them to end up together, because that’s what Yuta has always wanted. And in the end, Yuta is the one who deserves happiness the most. But as I’ve said before, everyone is free to interpret the story however they want.
I don't like where this story is heading either, but blaming Yuta for not trusting Seunghyun enough feels unfair.
It's been ten fucking years. Seunghyun left him behind for an entire decade, and now they've only been back in each other's lives for about a month. Why would Yuta suddenly believe that Seunghyun would choose him over the people he's spent his whole life protecting—Jaeil and his sisters?
Deep down, Yuta already knows who Seunghyun would choose if it ever came down to it, and it wouldn't be him. So why wait for that moment to arrive? Why not end everything now while he can still protect Seunghyun and spare himself the pain of being abandoned and not chosen all over again, just like he was ten years ago?
I'm more like blaming the author for this dragged nonsense at this point
I know I’m going against the majority here, but I seriously hope Yuta doesn’t forgive him that easily. Why can’t he just stay the red flag he’s supposed to be? At least then I wouldn’t have to feel bad for him. I hate when the uke turns into some angel who forgives the seme for all the abuse, abandonment, and betrayal just because the seme suddenly feels regret. There are already so many stories like that, and I’m tired of it. And let’s be real he’s only paying attention to Yuta now because he’s alone and got dumped.
He left Yuta behind and completely forgot about him when he still had his hyung back then. He didn’t even care that Yuta was still being used, abused, raped and he chose to believe a lie and used that lie as an excuse to live guilt-free, even though deep down he knew he could’ve at least checked.
I feel like Yuta is so unpredictable that just bc he loves SH now doesn’t mean he trusts him and we have no idea what he’s gonna do to SH (what kind of tests) until he finally feels ready to trust him. I do like their relationship dynamic but I am a Yuta supporter thru and thru so however badly he treats SH is # deserved
If the author is determined to make them end up together, then she seriously needs to make Seunghyun suffer through a proper regret arc. Abandoning and forgetting Yuta for an entire decade isn't something that should be brushed aside with a few apologies and emotional scenes
Even now, I don't see much evidence that Seunghyun has truly chosen Yuta. Most of his actions come across as guilt-driven rather than love-driven. It feels like he wants Yuta to survive because he couldn't live with the guilt if Yuta died, not because he's reached the point where he genuinely can't imagine a future without him.
I feel relieved and frustrated at the same time. I’m glad Yuta survived, but I’m so pissed that Seunghyun is suddenly playing the “hero saving the beauty.” Where was he ten years ago when Yuta needed him the most? Back when Yuta was still the real Yuta? This isn’t salvation—it’s too late for that. I honestly hope Yuta beats his ass again like in that one chapter.
He has no right to act like Yuta’s life is such a waste when he himself could’ve gotten him out of that miserable situation ten years ago. But he didn’t. He chose to believe whatever was convenient for him because he was cowardly and selfish. And now he wants to act like the good guy? Thinking he can give Yuta a “better life”? Please. Better life my ass.
And if you noticed… Yuta’s eyesight is getting worse. It’s probably from the bullet damage, since the secretary said 1–2 months ago that Yuta only had 6–12 months left without surgery. So yeah, his body is starting to deteriorate again. Let me guess— the author is going to torture her uke again just so the seme can “redeem himself” by caring for a dying or weakened patient. Yuta will probably go blind or fall into a coma or something dramatic like that. It’s hard not to think the author is using Yuta’s pain as a tool for Seunghyun’s character development.
I swear I hate this author so much. All she ever does is torture her bottom. Even the top’s redemption arc is built from the bottom’s suffering. I’m already invested in Yuta and can’t stop reading, but if I could go back in time, I wouldn’t have started this at all. What kind of author hates her character this much and always gives him the worst?
You have no idea how badly I don’t want them to be together. I’d rather accept Yuta’s death than see him end up with Seunghyun. Let Seunghyun rot single forever. Yuta deserves to reincarnate and find a love that actually treats him right and love him wholeheartedly.
THIS!!! U R SO TRUEE!!! dw n the author plan to make yuta died btw so ye
Why would Yuta have to end up with someone who chose to leave him behind and completely forgot about him for an entire decade? If he hadn’t approached him first, Yuta would’ve died alone anyway… If you want to pair Seunghyun with someone just because he was heartbroken over his boss (I don’t even know whether that was a platonic or romantic crush but idc), then why not pair him with someone new? Someone he hasn’t met before? If he’s that stubborn, then just let him stay single for the rest of his life.
And Yuta also needs someone who isn’t tied to his past, someone who can help him heal all those wounds. He deserves someone better than Seunghyun. I’m starting to hate the author now, she just loves torturing her uke. At least those other two, Jooha and Daekwang, still have semes who never left them and always came to save them. But what about Yuta? Does she hate him so much that she has to pair him with Seunghyun?
Honestly, just let his old boss divorce his wife or make Seunghyun his mistress, then give Yuta a new, younger puppy seme who’ll cherish and love him properly. Don’t make an uke who has already suffered his whole life end up with someone who only ever saw him as a second choice. Sorry if this comes off as offensive... I just needed to vent a little lol
Yuta is the most pitiful bottom, even the author hates him.