Him pulling when I was trying to cut, then pushing when I was hooked again. That longing suffocating me for years. And he knew. He really knew. But I was best friend, free housing, free food, gaming, free therapist. Why mess with all this? And at some point that I had enough he told me "you are my best friend, we can't mess with that and risk our friendship ". A month or two later he fell in love (again) with a hot bimbo and disappeared completely. I am not judging ML, too soon for that. He does though fuel MC feelings. Whether he is aware of them I don't know.
Him pulling when I was trying to cut, then pushing when I was hooked again. That longing suffocating me for years. And he knew. He really knew. But I was best friend, free housing, free food, gaming, free therapist. Why mess with all this? And at some point that I had enough he told me "you are my best friend, we can't mess with that and risk our friendship ". A month or two later he fell in love (again) with a hot bimbo and disappeared completely.
I am not judging ML, too soon for that. He does though fuel MC feelings. Whether he is aware of them I don't know.