Free manhua raws for anyone that wants it -
http://m.kuman56.com/24234/
(It has free raws until 35 chapters.)
That aside, this manhua is really cute and silly. Bai tong is sooo cute, the best omega (>ڡ<)づ~
Ahhh...This was really heavy...Reading this made me feel so many emotions. Sadness for how the people died and how their past were before they were forced to live like this, sometimes anxious, sometimes relieved when nothing went the way I imagined they would go, hopelessness when something unexpected happens to take away the little happiness they felt in this painful situation (I was actually thinking that the author was playing with our feelings by making them die like this), happiness when they cared about each other and loved each other, their warmth made me feel like humanity still exists even in this kind of situation...not everyone is selfish to live for sake of sacrificing others and I felt painful thinking about how such little kids were forced to see the world in this kind of wicked way. I was introduced with different kind peoples, kids with different kind of stories and thoughts. This story felt like a big rollercoaster for me. At the end I'm still hopeful because the end is not that bad, even though those people died. For me It's a happy ending in a different kind of way from what I was thinking. There is still light in darkness, not everything stays hopeless forever. (・◡・)
Haruhi was seeing the world with a pessimistic viewpoint, only after meeting Tachibana did he get to see the world in an entirety different view from before. Every character feels very real here, even his family and his little brother. The other friends who didn't approach him because of his indifferent attitude, everyone. Many people will relate with him because of his low self-esteem and youthful nature for sure. I didn't like how everyone kept comparing him with his little brother, same goes for his little brother... I felt bad for him and his brother, that was one of the main reason for his bad self-esteem (Comparing each other strains their good relationship). When he finally started to smile, everything slowly got better. I felt very happy for him when he finally got to have his own happy ending and became his own person. That aside, Tachibana is such a gentle, kind and respectful person, I want more seme like this in mangas!
(Sorry for the big essay!)( ̄∇ ̄")
Damn it, I hated reading this so much. This is not sxm, this is straight up abuse. Punching your lover because you're mad he's not doing what you want him to do and calling them a good-for-nothing repeatedly is not normal, it's a toxic and unhealthy relationship. Controlling them and not making them talk with their friends because you're jealous is not normal, it's straight up manipulation. Also how can someone live like this? Isn't dying better than living everyday like this? I think this chapter wanted to go for a deep and twisted plot but it didn't have enough depth and backstory so it failed and why is the chapter so short for such complicated plots? I only read chapter - 5 because of the comments, not going to read other chapters.
Everything was fluffy until chapter 5. I came for fluff and got it but chapter 5 made me feel so disturbed as well as disgusted, that mentally ill uke was the primary reason for it. I actually thought that was sexcest at first...(was it?)
I should've read these comments before reading ch-5 so I wouldn't have to read something so twisted like this now. (At least I would be mentally prepared before reading it.)
That aside, the main couple are really so damn cute. I was thinking that Misashi was a really well written tsundere. Usually I hate tsunderes in animes and mangas but Misashi was just simply adorable (≧∀≦), (the way he comforted Taira saying he was weak.(︶w︶)~ ) Also even though Taira was pretty much like a stalker, he wasn't extreme and everything felt pretty much comedic( He was like a puppy(=・ω・=)).
I'm happy that disgusting teacher got arrested, Usually in this type of stories attempted rape get brushed off like nothing. The friends were cute and non judgemental. They were very supportive, I liked them.
Wait...didn't the ml kinda rape the mc? I'm kinda bothered by the chapter so that's why I'm just saying it. I mean ml put the collar on mc so that mc can't resist or use magic against him then ml went full mode yandere on mc and did him without the mc's consent? Like typical stories mc said "stop" to the ml multiple times when the ml was doing him but like typical stories ml ignored what mc was saying and did "that" saying that mc wanted this too?
Mc raised child(ml) to give him the best thing ever possible (according to him) so that ml can have happiness and not suffer again and this is the way the ml repaid him? By raping him? If the mc didn't have feelings for the ml then would not it be Imprisoning the mc against his will? Also ml used the collar on the mc so mc can't defy him and has to stay with the ml forever and accept whatever the ml says? I like the other chapters better...I was kinda put off by this chapter. I know this is just fiction but It's my opinion so please don't come at me lol...