I was getting into the moment, actually feeling bad AND THEN HE TALKED ABOUT BALLS. THEN NAMING NANJO’s BALLS. AND KEPT GOING ABOUT BALLS and I just lost it lmaooo. Bc wtf was that turn of events.
The end part got me screaming “FINA-FKN-LY” he said everything I’ve been yapping about. He finally acknowledges and sees things for what they actually are. He acknowledged that he was just making excuses for himself and that he admits he was wrong. Gosh that was like finally being able to breathe.










This got me all choked up. It’s the twisted yearning that Aaron has. His love borderlines hate at this point, when he said “I’ll never give you anything you desire” and the craving of wanting to hurt him, yet, loses the the moment he sees him hurt. The tremble of his hands when he finally touches him, the choked up voice he had and Yujin just not believing Aaron can ever be that vulnerable. It’s in these little things that we see, despite the hate Aaron has or Yujin’s plan, they do love each other. Aaron not being able to say what he wants bc Yujin hugs him had me in my feelings. Yujin saying being in his arms feels like finally being able to breathe. They love and obsessed over each other.
I’m hoping it doesn’t end in SA or him physically abusing Yujin. I just don’t see him hurting Yujin. Yujin might cave in like he always has when Aaron wants to do it. It might seem like Yujin has the control, but when you really think about it, he always caters to Aaron’s needs.
yeah i really, really hope this doesn't end up in SA my god