Over the years I went through some rough things due to a physical illness and though I was able to recover from the illness, I never really fully recovered. I hope that makes sense. I lost confidence in the people around me as well as my own abilities. I feel as if I'm no longer able to trust the world around me and I am always second-guessing eve...... reply
Well i'm single cause I've been sick mentally and physically and partially cause guys took advantage of me now i'm healthier but I live in a rural area I don't know how to drive and all the options I have are guys that aren't good or their simply friend material or not interested that and I'm not sure if I am or will ever truly be ready to date aga...... reply
So a few years ago i dated this guy at it lasted for a few months until he ended it with a text saying he wasn't ready for a relationship when he met me and that it wasn't him but me and me being in the emotional state I was and way too young to have been dating I didn't let it go and about couple months later I confronted in one worst way possible over text with my bipolar like personality that changed drastically and we fought and I felt that it was my fault that I chased him away causing him to brake up with me as soon as possible over text. But there were instances when I wasn't too sure. He always agreed to things. He bashed his exes a lot and there was a lot of them. His exes had things to contradict his words. He said things that didn't match. Is this me still not getting over this or was he really lying when he said he loved me? Anyways the reason I'm asking this is because, for one I'm in a better state than I was then and also a few months before quarantine He and I had a confrontation that was awkward but mostly confusing and I'm not sure if he wanted me back or not. To be clear I have no intention of going back but I just can't get over whether it was simply my fault. What are your thoughts?
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did live in a bad country
