I’m looking for a manga, or well an author who wrote these mangas because I remember being in love with the art. It’s BL and one of the stories is about two high school students, they’re childhood friends but one day the mc realises the ml is dying different, then the ml introduces him to his “bf” and the mc is distraught. Wondering why the ml would fall for that guy over him. It’s like a gay awakening of sorts. They end up getting together but the ml is very pretty with black hair nd the mc has light hair but he’s not like…twinky. They have a similar build. Then another story- same author and artist. High school again, the high school bully has dyed blonde hair and he threatened the school nerd to sleep with him. It states of very red flag. The ml ends up going back to his black hair because he doesn’t want to look like a thug for his now bf the mc. Ends up becoming a model I believe in their future chapters.
It’s a guide verse bl manga, I don’t remember much but basically the esper has a lot of trauma regarding guiding because his previous guide he …ate. Or well he chewed his head off while he was in a very bad state, it’s very messed up but I remember the esper had like a black, monstrous form and whenever he’d go into over drive they’d lock his ah up
No but that’s what reminded me of it! The esper very legit bit the head off of his previous guide…. They were high school friends (esper and previous guide) they weren’t in love but they loved each other as esper/guide ig and well when the esper went beserk his past guide tried to him him, got killed and that’s why esper has trauma.

I’m looking for a bl manga by the same artist/author. One of the stories has the main characters s childhood friends, one day the mc best friend told him he had a bf. The mc gets upset and asks the ml why it couldn’t be him (the bf). The childhood best friend then basically comes onto him and I don’t remember to much more but they end up a couple. There is one scene I remember where the ml becomes another guys muse ie he sculptures him. This causes drama between the main couple as the artist very clearly desires the ml so the mc gets very upset.
Then another story by the same author and artist- school bully with blond hair who’s rich bully’s school nerd, they get into a fwb type relationship and they end up together as a couple. As the relationship goes on the ml dyes his hair back to black so that he doesn’t look like a thug, he even removes his piercings and eventually becomes a model. He was very well known for being the IT seme for a long time before jinx etc.
is this the second one?
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/hidoku_shinaide/
It is!! Tysm