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Ispeaktomuch September 2, 2026 2:28 pm

Everyone’s hating on the ml but hear me out…when he found out his lover was being blackmailed, he didn’t freak out and accuse him of cheating (cuz face it some people would) instead he was concerned and only wanted to help his bf. He never once thought about himself in that situation only his lover. Then the lover breaks up with him, he still doesn’t blame him and isn’t getting into rows etc he’s just there, thinking how he can help and then! His lover disappeared. He wasn’t sure what happened but he really thought about what the mc said and somehow became a ceo (lol). Yet when he finds his ex his ex is well…prostituting himself. I was getting the feeling that he’d have had smex with anyone that the father of the second ml would have wanted.ml didn’t blame him again tho, he’s just wanting him back. He’s blaming the right people and he’s not necessarily going about it the right way but genuinely I think he deserves to be angry a little bit. Yes the omega is a victim but at some point the omega chose that life. He chose it for his mother I suppose and to “atone “ for his brothers death. But a choice nonetheless. At first it was rape, then it became consensual (makes my stomach turn saying it but it is). The omega has shown concern for the other alpha as well and THAT is what might be making the ml play up more. In all of those ten years, I don’t think he ever thought the mc was willing and to see the mc not running to him now he has all that power to “protect” him must be triggering to some degree.

    tintin00 September 5, 2026 2:22 pm

    Yes MC did make a choice but we need to understand the circumstances that led to make the choice. He pushed ML away 10 years ago cuz he felt that he cheated on ML by getting assaulted by that POS and he's already been emotionally abused by his family and his brother's death caused him grief cuz the last interaction was them fighting and he didnt want ML who was powerless at that time to get tangled in his mess.

    Another thing, ML did wrong. He may not know about circumstances initially and even if he did, what he did is heinous. ML chose a path of not reconciliation with MC but forced reunion with him. In the initial meeting, ML practically sprayed his pheremones to get a rise out of MC and used his power as an advantage to force MC into sexual relation to get the contract signed. He's aware of MC's situation but slutshamed MC and forced MC to be with him even though MC was getting abused

    ML now being in a position of power easily could have paid off debt or handled Jinsung directly but he didnt do that. instead he used his power to force MC into relation which actually pushed MC to play by Jinsung and his family's rules. ML could have easily done something that would have provided stability for MC, but he's more interested in tying him down so that he wont be able to thrive on his own. basically stability on his terms which is practically coercion. He even blocked the hospitals to provide medical care MC is seeking. He's using his power to tie down and dictate they way MC lives. He never really apologizes to him nor is willing to talk about the past to resolve the issues. If he really cared, he would have made some attempts to talk about the misunderstandings but he did not. He's more than happy to keep the status quo that is, he's powerful and rich CEO and is 'saving' the poor MC from his troubles and not as past lovers who still have feelings for each other and he certainly enjoys this dynamic. I'm sorry but ML is a major red flag and is not worth defending

    I come in peace September 14, 2026 9:07 pm

    This had always been raped, what they're doing to Mc, no matter how long is coercion. Coercion is raped

    tintin00 September 15, 2026 9:43 am
    This had always been raped, what they're doing to Mc, no matter how long is coercion. Coercion is raped I come in peace

    The choice I was referring to is when MC pushed away ML 10 years ago when MC brother's friend assaulted him. Though tough, I still think MC had alternative choice to tell ML or someone what that POS did to him perhaps he could have gotten help but he didnt

    However, I DO agree that whatever occured to MC was done under coercion. He had to take on burden because he had no choice and is forced to carry it however taxing it is on him. ML doesnt deserve MC and whatever grand gestures he did or how serious he got hurt when trying to save MC, the fact is, ML asshole took advantage of MC's circumstance and used it to soothe his desire

Ispeaktomuch August 25, 2026 2:21 pm

It’s obvious that they’re childhood friends, it’s also obvious that team leader is either the boss or a relative of the “boss”. I also suspect he’s got his own spies in the police force, there’s no way the shot showed the camera for no reason so I think team leader is watching. The gun was also 100% a test for him, which he passed. The omegas choices have now been made a lot easier for him, one guy is very obvious and clear with his intent. The other one hides behind a false sense of self righteousness. If my HA is honest with him in the next couple of chapters then it’s a gg for mr cop.

    Tomme August 26, 2026 4:56 am

    Yes the MC and ML seems to be childhood friends and the hyung looks questionable tbh.

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Ispeaktomuch April 30, 2026 4:17 pm

I’m looking for a bl manga by the same artist/author. One of the stories has the main characters s childhood friends, one day the mc best friend told him he had a bf. The mc gets upset and asks the ml why it couldn’t be him (the bf). The childhood best friend then basically comes onto him and I don’t remember to much more but they end up a couple. There is one scene I remember where the ml becomes another guys muse ie he sculptures him. This causes drama between the main couple as the artist very clearly desires the ml so the mc gets very upset.
Then another story by the same author and artist- school bully with blond hair who’s rich bully’s school nerd, they get into a fwb type relationship and they end up together as a couple. As the relationship goes on the ml dyes his hair back to black so that he doesn’t look like a thug, he even removes his piercings and eventually becomes a model. He was very well known for being the IT seme for a long time before jinx etc.

Ispeaktomuch April 30, 2026 3:21 pm

I’m looking for a manga, or well an author who wrote these mangas because I remember being in love with the art. It’s BL and one of the stories is about two high school students, they’re childhood friends but one day the mc realises the ml is dying different, then the ml introduces him to his “bf” and the mc is distraught. Wondering why the ml would fall for that guy over him. It’s like a gay awakening of sorts. They end up getting together but the ml is very pretty with black hair nd the mc has light hair but he’s not like…twinky. They have a similar build. Then another story- same author and artist. High school again, the high school bully has dyed blonde hair and he threatened the school nerd to sleep with him. It states of very red flag. The ml ends up going back to his black hair because he doesn’t want to look like a thug for his now bf the mc. Ends up becoming a model I believe in their future chapters.

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