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Suggest me manwhas with beautiful and strong daddies like him, pls~ ⁄(⁄ ⁄·⁄ω⁄·⁄ ⁄)⁄

I screamed like crazy at the last part. I looove the adorable, cute, and super sincere baby MC and our gang boss is just the hottest and cutest as well. I can't ship them more, and a part of me wants to tell to our ML "pls choke me daddy"ლ(´ڡ`ლ), but I'm gonna chill now, lol.

And yeah same, the crush is a nasty rat. Hope he'll get lost soon. (๑•ㅂ•)و✧

Well, seeing the latest chapters and the last one from the raws, I think that the dude (Mr. Han) probably (?) has some real feelings towards Param, so I feel like if he doesn't do anything bad again, I'll probably stop disliking him (lol). Anyway, we can't really tell how much of him is real or if he is a snake (personally, I think he's 50% snake, 40% a capable businessman, and 10% an honest man with the capability of love sincerely), especially because he's so good at hiding everything, so it's not like we who doesn't like him/trust him, can be blamed.

Letting that aside, the reason why he's been so disliked (IMO) and I truly rejected him in the past (I still don't like him, but maybe my opinion on him will change in the future, idk), it's because he never treated Param with the respect, care, and consideration that he deserved, and because of the type of dude he was in his private life and with his previous lover (that was the turning point for me and when I decided I'd reject him yes or yes. From that moment I knew he was scum and that's when I decided I wouldn't ship him with Param, EVER).

In general, I don't like how the CEO relates to Param. Mr. Han has been constantly abusing the power of his position to put Param in uncomfortable/stressful/distressful situations (the examples begun from ch. 1) or to force him somehow, even when it was obvious that it'll displease/affect Param (and he still does it, you can go and check the latest chapters of the raws). Anyway, Mr. Han has really never cared about Param's pov or feelings; their relationship is 100% superficial and that's why, despite knowing the crisis our MC was going through at the beginning of the story, he decided to keep playing blind and pushing our MC over and over again, just to have 'fun' with his reactions.

Mr. Han has been a twisted cheeky b4sta4rd since the very beginning and the only reason he "changed", was because he knew there was competition with Hwi. That's enough reason to dislike him, and IMO what he did to his ex-lover is enough to hate him as well. Or are we going to forget that he kept sleeping with other men while continuing to pretending to be the perfect man who was unaware of Param's feelings just to keep toying with him? Or are we going to forget how he just "kissed" Param when he was drugged because he thought our MC was in such bad state to even be able to remember? Or are we going to forget he just went directly to sleep with another guy after forcing that kiss and then treated that poor bottom in such a disgusting way?

I MEAN, Mr. Han tried as much as possible to run away from any emotional attachment and that includes Param as well, that would be fair if it wasn't because the dude kept playing with Param's feelings towards him, and then he suddenly changes his decision of not having anything serious, just because there was someone else playing with his toy. How does that type of "feelings" can be trusted? He's never been honest with anyone and yeah, maybe he's not the worst, but he's certainly not the best either.

The reason why the CEO kissed Param in the pub's exit when he was drugged, it was because he didn't want to be accountable for what he's done; he didn't want Param to know the truth, because he didn't want to give Param's an answer, he didn't want to be accountable of what he's done because that would mean he wouldn't be able to continue playing with Param's feelings.

Idk how you felt about it, but when we discovered that he always knew how Param felt about him I felt bad (just like Param did9. The dude has been playing with Param's feelings from the very beginning; instead of respecting his feelings, talking with Param about the conflict that our boy was going through at the beginning of the story (Mr. Han was aware, he didn't care but kept attacking that inner conflict), or maybe do something to stop playing with him; he just ignored everything to continue holding his position of power over our MC.

Maybe those situations I'm talking about of Mr. Han playing with Param are not such a big deal now, but at the beginning of the story, our MC was a baby who was in such a vulnerable and sensible state. which is why it was worse that Mr. Han was just toying with him. Param used to see Mr. Han not just as his boss but as his model role, it wasn't just his ideal man for his body, he truly admired him and respected him, but Mr. Han, instead of responding with respect, care, and consideration to all that, he decided to mock Param's feelings by continuing teasing him (not just when they were just the two together, but also when they were in front of others -I'm talking about this because this has always been important for Param-); he purposefully mocked Param about situations the boy hasn't even figured it out how to deal with yet by putting him under stressful situations and playing with his anxiety over and over again. Do we need more reasons to dislike/hating him?

I'm not saying Mr. Han is the worst male character ever, I mean, gladly he hasn't r*ped/didn't Param or did something atrocious for example; but the man has a big flaw and is what the author already wrote: his facade is the most important thing for him (for good -he's a good boss, I won't take that from his character- or for bad -he never truly shows his sincerity, and the lowest part of that, it was the way he treated his previous lover. Agaaaain, idk if people are forgetting that because I don't-). Who knows what kind of thoughts or intentions he had while putting Param under those situations, maybe he's not that bad of a dude and maybe he'll give us a nice surprise in the future WHO KNOWS, but the reality is that in front of Hwi, Mr. Han's flaws have become more and more obvious, he becomes less and less attractive, his feelings look so bland, so immature, just like a kid playing with a toy, a toy who won't even take care of and it'll probably be broken because he doesn't know how to have something of value. So yeah, basically there's no way that he'll ever shine as bright as our ML.

In that regard, I'm pretty open to see Mr. Han's development, but I truly doubt we'll have a meaningful one or something truly relevant coming from him. I mean, even now when it seems the CEO is no longer trying to play with Param, he still does it. The dude doesn't understand how to relate with someone without being overbearing, or pushy, or cynical with that "perfect" face; he doesn't understand either how to relate to Param as equals or without taking advantage of his position as his superior (which makes it harder for him to break the game he put Param into from the beginning). In other stories, maybe a type of guy like Mr. Han would have bigger chances, or even would be our ML (let's be honest); but in this story, he definitely doesn't look good.

In general, I simply can't imagine a relationship between ParamXCEO, when Hwi is there. Param's emotional needs fit perfectly well with what Hwi naturally is, both of them relate to each other in a way that allows them to get closer without fear, both respect and care for each other, and everything grows smoothly; but Mr. Han it's a different case. The CEO does pay attention to Param, but he doesn't do it with the intention to know him/understand better/to get close to each other TO BE HAPPY TOGETHER, he does it to know how to toy with him better, or to tease him differently to have fun. Despite the current intents of Mr. Han to get closer to Param, I still think he's not enough for Param; the dude it's not truly interested in Param as a person, he doesn't want to discover what does he like, what does he think, what's important for him, what are his boundaries or how does he like to handle his private life and the public, etc. etc. (or if he truly wants that, then he's pretty bad at showing it, to be fair it seems that he just wants to have fun and showcase himself in front of Param because he wants to keep feeling superior).

Even when Param and Hwi didn't get along together, the reality is that Hwi never treated Param badly in front of others, he never exposed him, he either went too far with him nor did he put him under stressful situations, and he certainly never took for granted our MC's feelings. It doesn't matter how much Hwi could have teased Param at the beginning of the story, he's always been extremely considerate towards Param's boundaries, especially when related to other people (which is something truly important for Param, especially because how important is his job for him and how vulnerable he felt at the beginning of the story because he didn't know how to deal with his emotions and his body situation at first), but obviously, Mr. Han doesn't understand that.

This is way more wholesome than what I expected; also, Yoon is lowkey a big boss and I'm so proud of my baby bottom, Kami is freaking cool in the important moments and somehow he's such a classy mafia boss. I stan this couple. ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶

I knew that their very first night must be something epic and beautiful for him to act like that towards her. She's hilarious and chapter after chapter I see her prettier and prettier, the last chapter just made me think he's beautiful as well, what a great couple! ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶<3

Mr. Han is horrible and I hope he'll get lost forever. He seriously gives me psycho vibes but letting that aside, let's admit that the main reason why he doesn't deserve our MC at all it's because he has no real respect for Param.

I don't think he's the scummiest scum (yet), but he's not good either. He doesn't try to understand Param as a real person with feelings, boundaries, and an intelligent mind; he simply sees him and treats him as his new puppy, a peculiar and special one but a pet at the end of the day.

The only thing he does is playing with him, putting/exposing him to several stressful situations, to see how he'll react and have fun with that. His actions and words feel forced and fake as well and he sometimes forces Param to be/stay with him or act at his own piece, WITHOUT REALLY CARE ABOUT OUR MC'S OPINION.

At this point, his facade is too strong and disgusting for me to even want to know his real self. He simply doesn't care about Param's wellbeing, he doesn't care how our MC's would feel while facing the situations he's exposed to and, in fact, the CEO truly enjoys to put him under stressful situations where he'll keep constantly thinking about him (as if Param solely purpose was just to put attention to him, which ofc sucks).

He just acts as if everything were a twisted game and I won't forget ever what he did to the other smol uke who was dating him. How could we like that type of scum for our innocent soft and sweet puppy Param? It makes no sense. Also, let's admit that he holds zero chances against our precious, sweet, caring, beautiful, respectful, honest, loyal, wholesome, and hot Hwi, haha. <3(๑•ㅂ•)و✧

Mmmm, the story ain't that bad but I think it lacks storyline and substance, everything just ended as something boring (even if there's sm*t), plain and dull.

The ML's situation could have been more explored, I think his story had potential (why did he lost the purpose of his life, why did he drop everything, how on earth a famous mangaka ended up working with a girl like him, etc. etc); same case with her, she's supposed to be the MC with fears and things to work on but she overcome all her problems (which btw I couldn't get to empathize with her) with the magic of someone's d*ck?

Also the way everything started between them was kinda rapy so that ain't nice neither. I don't reccomend this, it needs more work. (︶︿︶)

Ok, for the way it started this, I thought this was going to be awesome and wholesome story and it kinda is, lol. Right now there's a misunderstanding about the state of their relationship and some can be annoyed at that, but I'm really enjoying it over all.

Can we talk about how wholesome this is? I love how respectful they are of each other feelings, boundaries and in general everything. This is consensual and cute and they're using protection, I like it! ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ﾉ~

Quick sumary:

This is the story of Masaki, a girl who's moving out from her home to study university. When she gets to her new apartment, she discovers a big hole in the wall and a familiar face.

OKK. There's many things wrong in this story, the biggest one ofc, is that this is not consensual. He's always forcing himself on her and so far, he's been about to r*pe her like 3 or 4 times? Which yeah, is sick af (it includes your typical psychological abuse when the b4stard makes the victim believe is her fault, but here is worse since he plays with that and with their childhood memories. He used them to make her feel bad/guilty whenever she says no or express something that go against his abuse).

Other things that annoyed me:

- The people sorrounding her makes her believe that this guy ain't bad and that her feelings aren't valid or real (there's a moment when she tries to ask her uncle for help, but he ignores her and tells her that she's obviously wrong since she's "misunderstanding him").

- The bro supposedly left the house before her (we don't know exactly how long that lapse was), but suddenly when they met again, he starts touching her without her consent and using his force to control her (he said it was because she got "sexier" but it's weird, because then he'd touch any girl as long as he thinks they're "sexy"? And if that's not the case, then it means he waited for her to leave their parents' house to start abusing her, which is horrible no matter how u see it).

- He plays the victim-card after almost rap*ng her and then he manipulates her through their childhood memories (like buying her a cake, wich btw reminds me to those abusers who buy flowers for the woman after almost killing her with punches, the only difference is that he sexually abused her, oh yay ._.)

- She doesn't take care of herself (she couldn't have done anything at the beggining, how would she know her bro is a r*ptist? But after so many times, she should have just run away or stay in a hotel for a week, it wasn't a big deal but it'd make him understand that she doesn't want to be close to him. I don't blame the character because this stupid behaviour is promoted by some japanese authors but still).

I'm gonna stop my rant here because I'm too lazy to write more, I don't know wtf is inside this dude's mind but he's trash, the smut may look good but I can't ignore so many red lights (it doesn't matter if it's just a story, is sick anyways ). I don't reccomend it, but if you're gonna read it, at least be aware.