Hi, i’m turning 22 this year and for my sexual orientation has been confusing me up for the past few years. I don’t really like labels my sexuality but mostly people guessed that I’m lesbian or either pansexual.
First when I discovered my sexuality as a pansexual back in 2021 after i broke up with my ex who cheated on me, and i was pretty much fallen into depression for a long period of time.
Then I met someone that made me feel happy again, that was a trans man, he was sweet to me and first but I fell in love with him when I was barely hitting 18 and he’s 27 at that time (Yes I am aware I was groomed cuz I was pretty much young and naive) He liked me back and we pretty much didn’t last long because he was rushing our relationships into marriage. We broke up and I decided I don’t feel like love is real anymore.
By 2023, I started my new life avoiding love in college but instead I had a crush on a girl who look butch/masc. Things aren’t going well because i was afraid they start loosing interest in me if I do like someone, instead of liking them, i’d rather just admired them from afar.
Sudden change on my second semester on my second year, my friend introduced me a guy and ive been pretty much testing myself if i still like guys or not so I decided why not introduce himself for it? Turns out he was a narcissist asshole who was full of himself thinking i would give him a chances. That situation settle with confrontation of course. After that, I went for another guy I met in… tinder app ofc… We hit off, we talked about sex life and all that like we understood each other needs but when we first met, I feel sick and disappointed because I don’t really feel the spark in us, and more likely I feel ick. So of course we disclose our feelings and thoughts and decide not to contact each other anymore.
But somehow I still attracted to something beautiful, no matter the gender but I still can’t get the fact I had the idea of dating them makes me feel wary. I love masculine girls especially because they actually make me feel nervous and same goes of guys who have a feminine features .
I am maybe avoidant, it’s just when I’m trying to like someone makes me feels empty inside.
Hi I may struggle with something related to my trauma, maybe I’m a weirdo at this point but rapeplay/rape in any manga/manhwa always turned me or idk maybe some of them do not really turned me on since it’s wrong when characters vulnerability things to other character and i can imagine that i got raped like this. i hate this feeling kinda way and im ashamed to share this to my therapist or friends. is there a person related as this?
BWAT will always be my biggest admiration and crush.
The angst between them is stabbing me so much #angstcity
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- Author: 一十四洲,tba,尉迟金泽
- Genres: Sci-fi / Webtoons / Romance / Shounen Ai
Sorry but I see a lot of comments that you guys has been shitting on a new style, imagine this, if it's your job to take this and your art get shitted, would you be hurt by those words too right? I'm saying they're doing what they can to keep up with the manhwa, be grateful it updated like you wished. You can move on and shit like that, you'll live ☠ Some of these comments are non-artist, you wouldn't understand the concept of being artist is like, sure it is gonna be "They should hired a talented ass artist!" You know some of the talented artist are making their own money? Of course they gonna give it to someone who really need this opportunity to make money, let the small artist who had that good talent art do the job. Never shitted on artist's creative that they can do.
bro i hope skylar actually not listening to people cuz this going to be chaotic going on soon
Holy shit, they do really need to stay away from each other and heal ☠
CSA is the most traumatic thing to experience and I've been there, when I read it, I can't even continue and comprehended the situation. Hope you guys stay safe and keep yourself tuck in <3
