Unless I'm healthy and have freedom to stand, I will just think every time as recovery time that I deserve.
They said they have their own limits, I have my own obstacles.
Everyday what's on my mind is only about the virus but I'm scared to even just thinking, they like to be a hardship. My health is on the stake but it's my freedom of thought. But they are criminals, they can violate the laws easily. I wonder if they even have borders. They don't even admit the fact that I'm also a human. Still, I'm gonna think about the virus everyday, it's the reality I'm in, I need to heal from their virus.
I hate hardships and only like the easy way. I think I might find way to forgive the wrongdoers if they heal me and go back to my ground but I hate how disasters keep coming, do I have to get tangled with all of that? It's not even what I'm doing. They are the criminals. I will complaint, I deserve to complaints. It's what they did, I envied people who can be alive but why am I have to feel guilt when it's not me who do something wrong.
Saying I'm jealous to feed their egos but I'm really envied people who can be alive. Wish I don't get tangled with the virus from the start. My life will be normal. This is all C's fault. Such a criminal living a king life.
1. The place is too faraway (Actually not really, if our small airport alive again, the distance doesn't actually matter)
2. They won't let me (they are petty like that)
3. My family won't let me (they told my family to not letting me)
4. It's too hot, better here. And not doing anything isn't that bad. Competing will only give me too many words and differences to think about. Stagnant is better for a weak person
The thing to cry about: the ban might be forever
I'm in a recovery time, they don't even let me recovery in peace, giving me mess here, giving me mess there. Hey, I'm a sick person
At this point I want them to take their virus away and let me live in peace. My life without be tangled with all of them is what I deserved from the start.
Why are they being persistent in making my life difficult? After everything they still make my life difficult, they like to be a problem.
They said they are pitying me and will clearing me but I'm still not clean, and keep threatening to left me and keep pushing me away. If I'm healthy I wouldn't even care, it's too faraway. But I'm sick because of them from the start. I think I deserve to hate them, they are taking all my life. They don't deserve to hate me, I am the one sacrificed to build all that system, but they still hate me anyway, I ignore it but they keep coming, just disappear already. I'm happier when I am alone. I know I'm sick and I need them but they keep telling me to go away. What? They want me to go where? As if I can go anywhere.
I had long goodbyes, been 2 years now. All my sacrifices since I was 8 years old all became meaningless. And banned from industry, can't even start. I don't even know if I can live long like others until I can become a grandma, but they said they won't care anymore.
And all without my consents.
What is this about
what are we talking about here lmao did u post this on accident
About NU
What is NU? Nanchester United?
Koko Smoking, UN IT
I can't read a love story again
There are no love, it's made up
I used to believe that somewhere a love story really exist when I am young. But human is human. There are no such a story.
How to read, if love doesn't really exist, oh my god
lol this is so dramatic. Even if love does not exist, that is exactly why you should read, so that at least you feel it in some sort of way if you're so incapable of having it in real life.
While it is true that stories of love is different from real life, that doesn't necessarily put that love does not exists in other forms, it ofc won't look like the ones you expect it to be like reading some grand fairy tale but it's real, you probably just dont have it and this is coming from someone single and virgin.
Personally, i find true love in food. stop waiting for someone "real" and chase some other form of love
1. Family
2. My small store
3. City government keep prying on me
4. News keep talking
5. Ban
At this rate I'm gonna take a coping mechanism again. I wonder what it is.
Real
heyy
I am a mid, my money taken away, my phones been getting rid of, sent to psychiatric hospital and foundation, banned in industry, can't go to school, old, ugly, short.
The only left hope : become healthy. I am not 100% know about it, but a girl can hope.
I'm in market with no customer because the city government.
freelance artist with no customer
There is problem in the website, we can't add a page to the album anymore
it has been fixed actually