The first yaoi I ever watched was Sekaiichi Hatsukoi. I was weirded out and ashamed at first and immediately turned it off. But I felt a strange attraction to it and kept going back to watch it. Though I don’t know if that was before or after my first ship of Eren x Levi came to be... lol. reply
I totally agree. There are so many people trying to gatekeep yaoi content to feel superior to others. Honestly, I don't find anything wrong with fetishization as long as it does not affect real-life people. Fantasies are great. I enjoy yaoi content and find it pleasurable. This is largely due to many hentai and smut being unsatisfying with women th...... reply
I also feel the same way. When I hear of a friend liking me in that way I actually feel kind of violated. However, at the same time, I wish to pursue a relationship with someone I know almost everything about. I want my lover to be my best friend as well.
We should keep open minds though because there is nothing sweeter than a childhood friend ro...... reply
Totally normal! I also like this appeal despite being a total bottom lol. I believe it has something to do with the concept of control. I wish to completely give up my control over my body and pleasure to a partner while you wish to control your partner's pleasure.
About your sexual assaults, I am incredibly sorry you had to experience such things...... reply
Most likely it is more of a cognitive aspect rather than sexual attraction. I do suggest therapy because the experimentation is most likely holding you back from moving forward in your life. Fantasies are one thing, however actual attraction to a real sibling is not a good thing. reply