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I personally cannot take someone serious if they claim to be in love but are sleeping around, and that’s because I personally won’t even consider sleeping with someone unless there’s feelings, but we are all different and I understand there are many others in this world that don’t feel the way I do, so I have to accept he has had past relations whilst claiming to be in love. What I have a problem with is that he hid the fact that he had been in a sexual relationship with blue all that time, not only that but he’s his first and they had been practically in a relationship right up to MC seeing them kissing. Even I felt blindsided by it because the ML minimized the kiss, it seemed like he was just messing around but instead there was more to it. I thought ML had multiple one night stands, but instead he’s been with blue the whole time. Now I understand why he refused to give him a goodnight kiss too, he was drawing a line that they are not like that anymore, but because I hadn’t caught on they were in that type of relationship I thought he was just maintaining boundaries to show sincerity to MC, I didn’t realize the significance of it. Then we find ML was still meeting up with blue without MC knowing, and their interaction looked suspicious enough between the two that the friend caught on straight away that there was more between them than friendship. The MC not being comfortable about the blue anymore is completely understandable. I feel bad for Blue though because none of it is his fault. ML should have been honest from the beginning.

At this point it very much looks to me personally that Toono sees Kashima in a romantic light even if he is not aware of it, he is always more drawn to him, where he seems more like he is humouring Yacchan because he values him as a friend and doesn’t want to hurt his feelings.

I don’t like that that Lasil woman didn’t get any consequences for her actions, I don’t mean anything serious but she got out of that clean, especially with them passing it off as psychological – no it’s the hole in his chest! She was intentionally causing trouble before the fight broke out, and I believe she really did intent to hurt Kassan with that arrow because it was too close to the heart, as the brother wanted an audience first she had time to shoot the arrow anywhere on the body and she chose right next to his heart. It's not like the heart caused instant death because he fell back and held onto Kassans hair, that could have been achieved with other parts of the body too, so she did have a choice. She clearly intended harm to Kassan or at least didn’t care if he got killed in the process, because it is only after Igen’s reaction did she change her tune.

Everything is starting to make more sense now, now we know who is who, because that was making everything more confusing. If I am understanding correctly the Master wants to do the ritual again and that is why he bound their souls, but surely if that happens the MC will doom himself because the Master only wants the half dead Muni, so he’ll be half dead and merged with the snake never to be reborn again I take it. So it is not a matter of breaking the curse by the master's love as they have been making it out to be to the MC. So if that is correct, that means the Sharman wants MC to sacrifice themselves to free the Sharman of the curse their ancestor created. I just don't see how completing the ritual is of any benefit to MC, maybe it will make his soul whole again but he'll be forever bound to the snake. MC doesn’t even have full control over his body. Mc is up against everyone, i don't know how he is going to come out of this.

‘’Fleeting feelings like love will eventually fade’’ SO he is telling us he doesn’t love his wife and settled for her because he had ‘’the shape of a family’’ with her. And now he is enforcing that misery on his children and at the same time claiming he doesn’t want his son to be unhappy. And what right does he have to demand grandchildren, even if his son has a heterosexual relationship, it still doesn’t give him the right to expect his children to give him grandchildren. Is he going to pay for them and raise them, I think not! So selfish!

Seeing Muni in the past he is just like the snake is now. Seeing the shadow watching the master in the bedroom in the past life, now makes me understand that the elevator shadow must be a replay of that. The snake boss is taking on the personality of the master rather than the boss because that is what Muni remembers. It now makes sense why he kept hiding from the elevator shadow - this is what the master did with Muni. I found that confusing, as the snake said they were one who created the snake boss, so why would he hide, but it's because snake boss is playing the character of the past life Master. So the extra master from the last episode must have come forward from within the boss then i am guessing.

I am glad the author skipped over them being separated, but I would have liked to see Zhang xi and Lil Mo bonding over being left behind.

You know I am actually surprised by the comments, I actually found the seme of the first story loyal where the uke is not. The uke has cheating trauma but he always flirting about with others even if it’s in a provocative way, like in another story he was drunk flirting with one of the co-workers and they were about to kiss when the seme walked in, and even in this story he should not have gone to the ex’s bar that night. The uke likes making the seme jealous and the seme counters it beautifully by his attitude to make sure a line is drawn. I would not feel safe in a relationship with the uke but I would with the seme.

I understand the back story but what is confusing me is the present, mainly because there are too many versions of the MC and ML that I am getting confused. So what am I gathering so far, and please can someone who understands who is who please confirm, I will be super grateful:

MC:
1. Snake MC that loves ML – this one is the shadow/scribble and possesses the Sharman and the other office worker that ended up in hospital

2. Present day human MC who doesn’t have a clue what is going on and feels nothing toward ML

3. Inside MC is the past MC who hates ML for how he treated him.

Are there any more MC’s I am missing because sometimes the MC is blushing at the ML so I wonder if there is another one as well?


ML:
1. Snake ML with yellow eyes. What confuses me here is the yellow eyes ML and the shadow snake act like two different entities, but it said they are the same one, and the snake created him after finding out the MC is the real reincarnation. So why did yellow eyes hide from the elevator shadow at the beginning if they are the same entity?

2. Present day human ML who doesn’t have a clue what is going on like MC, but he does have an attraction towards the MC so that is why the snake stepped in to stop their relationship before the snake learnt that MC is the real reincarnation.

3. Now there is this new ML who it seems is the past ML that fell in love with the dying MC? Is he within the ML, like the one who hates ML is in MC?

Am I on the right track? I think if I can get my head around who is who I will able to understand better.

Is it so wrong for two abandoned souls to fall in love? Kuroda catches his boyfriend cheating and ge...

Do we find out who that Dad is? I see he ends up with Martin (i think that is the right name) because i had a nosy and there are scenes with them together even at the end, but i can't tell who the Dad is? It seems implied its Martin but he said he was staying beside him regardless who the Dad is, so that doesn't tell us anything other than he wasn't lying.

I have a memory of a new volume where they are in a fully established relationship living together, I think they move to a new area maybe and find a new café for the ice cream. The owner of the café fancies the uke and they get close making the seme jealous but they talk it out and he finds out them getting close was innocent. I can’t remember details, just that. But I looked it up and there are only 2 volumes, and the story is the second volume they are not that far into the relationship, so does anyone else remember this volume I’m describing because I don’t see it? I feel weird that I cannot see anything about this, not just on here but I searched online as well and it says only 2 volumes, the first being 6.5 chapters so I presume the other chapters are volume 2???(⊙…⊙ )

It really bugs me in Manga’s and the like that the r*pist etc are rarely held accountable. I mean more often than not we have to experience this blow in real life so why can’t we at least enjoy them being held accountable in fictional stories! Booooo!

I can actually understand why Inseo is so insecure, it’s being overshadowed because he’s responding to that insecurity in a really toxic way. I think everything that went down with the boss did a number on him. I am not condoning his actions, they are messed up. Inseo’s feelings are intense to the point of suffocation, which makes him even more insecure because Yi-Hyeok feelings are healthy, so it results in him doubting his feelings. How Inseo is loving Yi-Hyeok is probably how he would feel more secure if Yi-Hyeok was the same, but that is not healthy long term. Also Yi-Hyeok has little self awareness which is exasperating it all - would he be ok if Inseo let someone touch his body?! No he wouldn’t, most people wouldn't unless they were into that.

********----Spoilers: Even though i didn't like how they all minimised the main loosing his sight and made it seem like he was just having a tantrum, i actually really enjoyed it. The third wheel didn't cause too much drama, but how that piece of shit can call the main guy a coward after his dirty tricks that leads to him loosing his sight, and the husband let him too, not ok. It is unsatisfying that there were no consequences for him. I like how the doctor didn't push and was respectful that his feelings weren't returned. He may be a good guy but the main didn't have feelings for him. I like how the doctor called the husband out too. I like how the main was honest and straight up as soon as he found out about the doctors feelings. The husband had lost sight of what was important to him. Maybe that was a metaphor for the loss of eyesight, the husband had lost sight of why he was working so hard and the main guy had been turning a blind eye to his own pain and staying silent, pretending everything was ok. The butlers words to him really hit home to me because i too stay silent and put up with it hoping they'll care enough to know they are hurting me and stop, but we are all different, them not seeing it doesn't necessarily mean they don't care, they could just genuinely not know until we speak up. The husbands behaviour was not ok at all, and its because of him that the villain guy got away with disrespecting the main to the point it ended up with his loss of eye sight. The husband was expecting the main to put up and shut up, but i do feel that he genuinely saw the error of his ways in the end. So yes the story was flawed but i enjoyed it :)

I prefer when he calls him pup, it just doesn't sound right calling him boy. Pup is more fitting. Loved all the same thank you!

These parents forcing their children to get married and give them grandchildren always say it’s because they want their child to be happy, but they are just thinking about themselves, because if it was really about their child’s happiness they would listen and accept what the child wishes for their own life even if it is not the image they see for themselves.

They talk about Benny as if he is part of lucifer, Lucifer said he looks like his younger self, Benny never had fully forming wings like other angels and when they pulled off the wings that had formed on Benny to save him, lucifer said they held his memories, so was Benny created from Lucifer's wings? I can't seem to wrap my head around this.

He ended up causing the very pain he is accusing them of causing!

I am a bit confused after they meet the brother the seme starts avoiding the uke and hanging round with his ex and the brother instead, getting a new hair cut, cologne and cloths, why did meeting the brother make him to decide to do this?