I'm hella aroace with a dousing of social anxiety. So I have my work cut out for me.
Me: thinking what-ifs spins the narrative of a random person who has similar goals of like a business relationship, decent human behavior, etc.
Me: logic/conspiracy brain fears that if I find a person decent (online) that they'd be hella suspicious meeting in per...... reply
because im a sad ahh human who never had a lover. their first kiss and even a crush yet. im also very depressed and insecure too. i feel like i would either lose my virginity if i had enough confidence to hook up or actually somehow fall for someone reply
Why? Honestly I’m probably going to wait until I’m atleast married. I know protection exists and birth control exists but even those can fail you, I am not ready to have a child on accident with the possibility that the potential father of my child can run away.
Btw I am open to having a child with my future spouse, but I’d rather adopt tha...... 1 reply