So a few years ago i dated this guy at it lasted for a few months until he ended it with a text saying he wasn't ready for a relationship when he met me and that it wasn't him but me and me being in the emotional state I was and way too young to have been dating I didn't let it go and about couple months later I confronted in one worst way possible over text with my bipolar like personality that changed drastically and we fought and I felt that it was my fault that I chased him away causing him to brake up with me as soon as possible over text. But there were instances when I wasn't too sure. He always agreed to things. He bashed his exes a lot and there was a lot of them. His exes had things to contradict his words. He said things that didn't match. Is this me still not getting over this or was he really lying when he said he loved me? Anyways the reason I'm asking this is because, for one I'm in a better state than I was then and also a few months before quarantine He and I had a confrontation that was awkward but mostly confusing and I'm not sure if he wanted me back or not. To be clear I have no intention of going back but I just can't get over whether it was simply my fault. What are your thoughts?
Hell if I know. The first I watched was probably "Gravitation" but read? "Seven Days" is as far back as my memory goes. My first gay ship must've been Sebastian/Grell in "Black Butler" because I thought he was a girl lol. 2 reply
I am a middle child, but I honestly feel like my dad (who raised me and my siblings primarily) treated all of us like crap. If one person fucked up, we were all essentially punished. I definitely fell that my older brother and younger brother got a lot of the attention. My dad would always set up extra curricular activities (like football for my ol...... 1 reply
Well. I only have one older brother. However, I do have two baby cousins. Everybody has their attention on them. Which I'm glad for. I like being left alone. If I was to summerise how I feel into two words, it would be "mixed emotions". On one hand I wished that my parents pay attention to me in a good way, while on the other hand, when they get to...... reply
I mean it kinda sucks but it could've been worse? My older sister got a huge quinceañera she didn't want but got because she was the first girl in the family. I begged for one and didn't get it. They did a huge party for her high school graduation because she was the first in our family to graduate... I got a small barbecue. My younger brothers th...... 1 reply
I agree with everyone. It sucks to be the middle child. Even when my friends came over to my house they would point out the fact that I was obviously not the favourite. It was honestly so embarrassing. I always get blamed and at one point every time I even laughed I would get criticized. I was called fat and ugly by my family even infront of people...... reply
OH HELL NO ... my mother knows that I am watches anime and manga and everytime she is angry with me she keeps Insulting me about it and one time I tried asking her about the LGBT+ community she completely freaked out so I think NO I WILL NOT TELL HER and my father doesn't give a damn about me I didn't even see him for a year he doen't even know my ...... reply
Honestly being a middle child is the worst. All the love goes to my youngest sibling and all the praises go to my oldest sibling, no matter what I try to do I never get anything. I'm always blamed for stuff I never did and I'm mostly ignored otherwise. I honestly wished I was born a only child. reply
So, sorry breaking the rules here but I'm the youngest in my family. I am not as doted on as people would think. My older sister who is a middle child cuts me off at almost every sentence since I'm soft-spoken and will retain my parent's attention. I'm not going to say I'm perfect I have cut her off a few times myself but it's usually because I say...... 1 reply
