i have so much i want to do, i want to feel alive and live like a reckless teenager, i want to someday remember my golden days and regret nothing, its literally the only thing i look forward to in life now, but i always catch myself freezing up when even just the thought of being involved with society, being seen, or just being outside in the open....... 1 reply
If I stab myself, jump of a building or overdose,
Maybe my mom will understand that my mental health can have effect on my grades and that I'm not just being lazy and that everything isn't because I spend time on my laptop and phone.
And maybe just maybe my dad will understand that I'm not just a little kid complaining bout life and the fact that...... 1 reply
And they'd be like: why dont you open up to us?
Like bitch have you heard of yourself talkin about phone just made us depressed, clearly that you are the reason and you say that now? Wtf reply
No no don't ever tell parents your mental problems or any sensitive issue they won't understand it even a tiny bit they will compare to their past and said a lot of things that won't make we feel better but worse our moods just do something we enjoyed to lessen our pain and depression only depends on ourselves that is all OwO reply
personally im a very grade oriented person but my mindset is pretty sexy atm. besides the lighthearted approach to your question, your mom clearly isn't willing to listen to your emotions, and is most likely disregarding your words bc she cares more about education than your well-being. if you ever do need someone to talk to, feel free to pm me or ...... reply
Me too ヽ(`Д´)ﾉ Only two times I opened up to her, when I was 11 also with my sexual abuse and she fucking dares to brush it off, then now a couple of months ago about maybe taking me to a psychologist and she dares make it all about her like *sigh* I decided i'm too old for taking her bullshit, I hope your situation improves and take care of...... reply
