If I keep adding stuff to my want to read, eventually I'll have to read them all and until then I can't give up because I don't like doing something and finishing halfway, so I'm really just forcing myself to continue existing.
I also keep telling myself, "If I can stay strong for just one year, I can keep going for another year or so." which make...... reply
oh I saw that facebook post where it says the earth only have 9 years left since global warming is really really bad rn. if this continues, then by 2030 were all gonna die. so im using that as my inspiration. 1 reply
my friend just asked the guy i got a crush on to greet for my bday through voice message tf. iwas shocked idk how to react i wanna die bcs rly I DONT LIKE HIM THAT MUCH ENOUGH TO BE "THNKFUL" FOR THAT AND ITS AN OLD STORY of me crushing on him. I EVEN FORGOT I HAD A CRUSH ON HIM. were both strangers but i think he now know me (the least thing i wan...... 2 reply
Joining modular/online classes because Ive been so devastated lately and I cant even take care of myself because of it. I was like in an unusual state since I like starving myself more and....thinking of death. And was having more emotional breakdowns simultaneously.
And guess what? In my country, theres no chance of bringing back face to face cl...... 2 reply