Monday: headache
Tuesday: tummy ouchie
Wednesday: headache + tummy ouchie
Thursday: almost got into a car accident because some bitch ass dude didn't know how roundabouts work and almost hit me. then had the NERVE to blast his horn AT ME.
Friday: my manga orders arrived (#joy), 5 out of 7 of them were damaged (#despair)
Saturday: headache
Sunday: ...... 1 reply
Boring, unmotivated and also lowkey lonely. But also had the realization that if I don't put efforts into my friendship they will fizzle out but ya know idk if I should. I like my friends a lot but idk I feel like there's a bridge a very big gap between me and them and I don't think they will understand me, or worse my expectations of them will lea...... reply
Sooo unmotivated at everything so I try to at least do the bare minimum of it but then I just end up doing it half ass and i feel tired and bad but I'd feel worse if I didn't even do it, naamsayin guys hahahaha help (=・ω・=) reply
I literally feel like a sludge monster. or a cryptic that broke out of scp containment. yk what i feel like that mf from tusk. this was just to emphasize the fact that i was a useless human being the whole week. 1 reply
So I've kinda been taking a break from social media, I just feel so SO drained out by everything and wanted to rearrange my mind a little, I've seen some of the messages my friends are sending and I feel so bad for not having the energy to answer them, they get super worried because of my health complications and my habit of getting into trouble, e...... 2 reply
i got new dice!! :D
also i am debating cutting some ppl out of my life cause I'm getting tired of being messy with ppl im not even into and I'm busy ttrpg maxxing anyway, but those are problems for next week...
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its hot i’m melting af i can’t do shit bc of how hot it is. see this is men’s fault im telling u.
all i did was sleep at indecent hours ( why tf u sleep at 7 am bruh omfg ) play dbd and just dance and lay on my bed like an useless cockroach 1 reply
my friends have been annoying me so I blocked all of them bcuz I’m avoidant and insecure the doctor was trying to put me in rehab and now I feel depressed reply
Like i was fucking dragged through hell and back,my mental state has been torture the past few weeks to be honest,my poor boyfriend has been angel through it though so guess i have that reply
