Question

I was in a trio and we got saperated after we went to college, we talked and made time for eachother but then it got to a point where I was the only one asking them to meet up or atleast voice call in the gc. They always said they were busy and yeah it gets busy I understand, but it gets to a point....
One time I asked her if we could just call casually and she said she had an assignment so I got kinda mad and asked her if she's ever gonna put an effort to meet up (context: she never made time for us even before college and didn't even try to hang out with me and the other person)
She said that I can think whatever I want
So I just said "ok if you're always busy I'll just gtfo" and blocked both of them on every single social media platform.
What frustrated me the most was that my ex, MY EX. texted me saying I should talk to them because they're not doing well. I actually left him on good terms and we were friends, he asked me and I told him CASUALLY that I'm not talking to them anymore and he does this shit. as much as I don't care I hate the fact he even has nicknames for my ex friends, like......
Idk I feel like the bad guy now I literally don't know what to do

I'll be the alpha sigma male ganster ceo, who is 9 foot tall, has a arm's length cock and which no one can handle (literally, they all die) I wake up in rut, I eat in rut, I sleep in rut. What's work? Fuck that I'll kill them all but the balance in my credit card has no limits (obviously duh) I've so much trauma, my parents are filthy rich but they refuse to let me do what I really want to do (be a gangster) my dad used to abuse me as a child (refused to give me candies cus I'd get cavities) I'm so broken on the inside, the world is shit

Where is my petite little omega with vanilla strawberry carmel pheromones who'll truly understand me for who I am and heal me for greater good and let me have all his candies and get wet for me from all his glands.

You guys can be the omega, omega's abusive parents, my abusive parents, my secretary who's fed up with me, my ex omega boyfriend who is jealous of my current omega or whatever