not studied(?) but still kinda the same? anw i was literally crying like a damn baby (im 21 back then) crying so hard bc my presentation not good enough and i dont understand shit basically (i lit dont sleep for almost 2 days bc of that shit) and the lecturer literally a devil from hell and that presentation kinda like final exam, imagine the stre...... reply
Yes I do. It's normal for me in college that's why I learned to take care of myself while doing time management, it is a huge responsibility to cut things in order to fit in. I personally don't eat healthy, and barely sleep but I do know vitamins will eventually make myself okay. Getting sick is something you'll eventually learn how to avoid in the...... 1 reply
It's not sensitivity to change. It's either being jealous or that you think your only safe zone is the same space you always felt, so being different scares you. Get the wording right you'll start to understand the meaning better. You're worried that the change would've give you the safe space you've always felt, so changing must've scared you so m...... 1 reply
I have tried to hang myself multiple times but I just somewhat see a light then suddenly come back to myself, so everytime I didn't die I hide my rope cause I'm scared of my parents getting mad. I did one time stab myself but confused that my clothes only got ripped off. It felt like a curse for me to be alive, this was years ago, I was depressed f...... reply
well i did try and still wanna but the only thing stopping me is that my parents will do my last rites mostly and they r mostly the reason for my PTSD and depression so i dont want my body which has suffered enough from them to uk suffer even more so but if i can go to a remote place where no one can find my body i would fs cuz honestly i dont have...... 1 reply
I had a whole thing with sh for a while but it was probably more to do with ocd and no impulse control than wanting to die (although I did think that things might be easier for people around me if I wasn’t there, I didn’t actually feel strongly enough about it to be suicidal) I never seriously injured myself ignoring the argument that any amoun...... reply