Sorry, guys! During system maintenance, some functions like comment are unavailable.
any people here are suicidal? (sorry for such a sad question)
I've been suicidal for 2 years now and I'm feeling terribly alone in this experience. I know this isn't the site for this kind of stuff, but sites who relate to this topic are making me feel even worse. so this is site is kind of an outlet for me. I've been suicidal since I've finished high school 2 years ago because working makes me feel so much anxiety and depression, that I literally cannot do it. I have panic attacks from the stress of being at work and knowing I need to go to work. so basically I'm stressed out all day, and I tried different jobs. (and I'm talking about those "part-time" jobs.) I'm living with my parents who are very emotionally abusive towards me. and I know I'll get kicked out soon. : The reason why I haven't successfully succeed at killing myself yet was because I'm afraid of heights (which is the best way for me to actually succeed) again, I know this isn't the website for this kind of thing, but people here are nicer and more open-minded and accepting than the people who are "supposed to help me" or "know what they are doing". Thank you guys. I want you to know you are the best kind of people (=・ω・=)
i've been suicidal since I was in 4th grade.
I was neglected my my bio-dad (Who is a piece of trash)
and just before I went into 4th my mom divorced my step-dad
who I considered my real father, etc. Im 16 now and a bit better I don't cry myself to sleep anymore ╮(￣ , ￣)╭ but I did start cutting ┑(￣Д ￣)┍
so your not alone?(�...... 2 reply
I'm not suicidal but I wanted to say that it is all gonna be alright. At times it is hard to find reasons and have hope in tomorrow especially for those who do not have someone personally cheering them on. However do not continue to feel down and sad as I'm positively sure that somebody or something out there will happen. Despite how small it is fr...... reply
Well I'm no longer suicidal but when I went through a mild depression because me and my family had moved to a new country and I've also been diagnosed as epileptic. I did consider killing myself because I felt like a burden to my parents and I couldn't bear seeing them go through so much trouble for me plus I was ashamed of my condition (and I stil...... reply
I have tried to take my own life 3 times so far. I know it's hard and it can feel really lonely at times and I'm all down for all of the support. Just please don't end up like me. I have been in an institution. it was horrible. It's not something I would wish on my worst enemy! You are WAY stronger than you think! And you are way more beautiful tha...... reply
yeah i feeled the same too, To be honest, i been suicidal for 3 years which the reason was i was living in another country but than i came back to live in my country for some reasons.
when i just came family matters started and i also haved emotionally abusive mother but thank god my father was supportive but that didn't help enough to make me fee...... 1 reply
Hi (=・ω・=)
Im so sorry to hear about your predicament. I'm also anxious and depressed right now but my reason is probably more petty than yours.
The reason I'm alive right now is because I still believe in hell and I'm scared of going there. If I'm atheist I would have probably killed myself.
I have PCOS and have issues with my appearance(p...... reply
Whoever you are man woman gay straight or lesbian I feel for you very much and I'm sorry that you going through what you are right now you have found that someone quite yet there will be someone who listens to you and will probably annoy the deal out of you trying to help you even when you don't want it I've personally been that person for 4 close ...... reply
yes T>T Having tourettes and ocd made every day feel like torture. Sometimes my new ticks would be hurting myself and there were so many times where I wanted to just end my life. My mom so ashamed of me having ticks and believed that I was just doing my ticks in order to piss her off, and that made me so sad because I thought she would at least und...... 1 reply
Kind of, I guess? I mean, I've stopped wanting to live when I was 11 (so ten years ago) but unfortunately at that time I swore to myself I wouldn't kill myself before *a special event that I won't name* happened... And it won't happen before at least 10 years ╮(￣▽￣")╭ Well, I can only hope I get caught in an accident...
I can't really ...... reply
