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any people here are suicidal? (sorry for such a sad question)
I've been suicidal for 2 years now and I'm feeling terribly alone in this experience. I know this isn't the site for this kind of stuff, but sites who relate to this topic are making me feel even worse. so this is site is kind of an outlet for me. I've been suicidal since I've finished high school 2 years ago because working makes me feel so much anxiety and depression, that I literally cannot do it. I have panic attacks from the stress of being at work and knowing I need to go to work. so basically I'm stressed out all day, and I tried different jobs. (and I'm talking about those "part-time" jobs.) I'm living with my parents who are very emotionally abusive towards me. and I know I'll get kicked out soon. : The reason why I haven't successfully succeed at killing myself yet was because I'm afraid of heights (which is the best way for me to actually succeed) again, I know this isn't the website for this kind of thing, but people here are nicer and more open-minded and accepting than the people who are "supposed to help me" or "know what they are doing". Thank you guys. I want you to know you are the best kind of people (=・ω・=)
yeah i feeled the same too, To be honest, i been suicidal for 3 years which the reason was i was living in another country but than i came back to live in my country for some reasons.
when i just came family matters started and i also haved emotionally abusive mother but thank god my father was supportive but that didn't help enough to make me fee...... 1 reply
Hi (=・ω・=)
Im so sorry to hear about your predicament. I'm also anxious and depressed right now but my reason is probably more petty than yours.
The reason I'm alive right now is because I still believe in hell and I'm scared of going there. If I'm atheist I would have probably killed myself.
I have PCOS and have issues with my appearance(p...... reply
Whoever you are man woman gay straight or lesbian I feel for you very much and I'm sorry that you going through what you are right now you have found that someone quite yet there will be someone who listens to you and will probably annoy the deal out of you trying to help you even when you don't want it I've personally been that person for 4 close ...... reply
yes T>T Having tourettes and ocd made every day feel like torture. Sometimes my new ticks would be hurting myself and there were so many times where I wanted to just end my life. My mom so ashamed of me having ticks and believed that I was just doing my ticks in order to piss her off, and that made me so sad because I thought she would at least und...... 1 reply
Kind of, I guess? I mean, I've stopped wanting to live when I was 11 (so ten years ago) but unfortunately at that time I swore to myself I wouldn't kill myself before *a special event that I won't name* happened... And it won't happen before at least 10 years ╮(￣▽￣")╭ Well, I can only hope I get caught in an accident...
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Hi. It may be rude of me to say that I know how you exactly feel but i have been suffering from depression for almost 3 years too. I have been in constant battle with myself trying to deny the fact that I am depressed and I feel lonely. Even though a lot of people surround me, whenever that depression kicks in I woud think/attempt to kill/hurt myse...... 1 reply
This may come off as pretentious coming from a complete stranger, but I just want to tell you the words that I've always wanted to hear during my rough patches: I know that you've been trying really hard to do your best everyday and I appreciate that. It's not easy to live in this world, but I am happy that you are still around and everything is go...... reply
I've struggled with depression for about a decade now, and only received proper treatment in the past year. I had a lot of suicidal ideation--never reached the point of attempting to or intending to commit suicide. But my great fear was, and still is, that sometime in the future, 10, 20 years from now, I will end up being unhappy for so long, and l...... reply
Although I have only mild depression and anxiety (From trivial reasons, it is absolutely nothing to what everyone else may be experiencing), I can more or less understand your thoughts. There are times where I have severe emotional episodes that come in the spur of the moment or are triggered by certain topics. I hate it when I cry in front of ever...... reply
Hey there, i actually have a couple of suicide attempts under my belt, and even thought that was long ago i still have a couple of scars that remind me of the helplessness and emptiness i felt back then, even thought i was sorrounded by loving friends, lover and family, i had everything i was supposed to have for being happy and yet there i was, si...... 1 reply
