being a loser (at love)

i love reading romance mangas and fanfics, watching romcom movies and shows, and listening to love songs like i consume every media about love imaginable yet i can never actually relate to them because unfortunately nobody's inlove with me and i'm not inlove with anyone at all and it's so embarrassing because normally when people listen to a love song with the most down bad lyrics ever they think of someone but no all i think about is how the song is really good i feel like such a loser

i probably just haven't found someone to be with i mean like i've tried but we never really hit it off like yknow the feeling of being an outsider in ur own relationship that's kinda how i felt with my past ones i've just never really felt connected with anyone before

has anyone felt like this before