"i wanna date someone"→"but im scared of intimacy and don't really think i can ever have sex"→"but i also want a close connection"→"but i cant really fully ever trust men and idk if i will be ever able to be strong enough to date a woman openly im scared of judgement→"but i think dating isn't worth the hassle"→"maybe im js on aro/ace spec...... 1 reply
Get a break > start working again > be lazy and fall behind > stress to catch up > hate myself for falling behind > finish subpar > get a break> repeat reply
during periods where my love life is zero and I consume tons of romance manhwas I keep craving some action, but then when I get some action I realise would rather lay in my bed reading my manhwa slop and the cycle repeats. like what’s the satisfying end goal, what am i really craving reply