A love trope

i don't know i am feeling
i don't know how to say about the things i feeling now days but it's like there is friend of mine we are so good friends but there was a girl is like when we were in school. i don't like that but when we came in 11 class my friend leaves school that girl she like we happens to be in same class in some time we become so good friends she has own group of friends but she told be things about her life she was not able to tell anyone till now it's not like i meant too much in her life but she prioritize me too we became too good with each other she is one of them who tells me about the things i don't know about myself and i think i fell in love with her
But they both now days like each other too they do things like couple do online taking loving prioritizing each other and fights too break each other heart while saying abusing things, words that can shake your whole soul but still came back to each other. i am friends with both of them it's not that i am not happy about them but there is lump in my throat that achs that i am not the who should be there and i know that i would never be able to because my friends love her too much that maybe i am never be able too love her like she do
So the things should i just being friends with them and never tell how i fell
or should i go tell her leaves my both friends and never look back again