Please don't do it.Life gets so much better. Just give it some time. It gets soooo much better. I promise you. Give yourself a chance to see that; 1 reply
Well I can’t be dead knowing the people who caused me pain is still alive. My motivation is to pissed them off with my existence and watch them suffer. reply
you'll get to see the end of the world, could be an apocalypse because of biohazard chemicals and sht or because of war, either way, you're going to die eventually so why not live to the fullest until everything fall into chaos reply
Idk if this can help but i used to be suicidal 24/7
The reasons why i didn't was because i found something that interests me.
Some of them i want to finish ongoing manhwas (especially BLs) and know the ending.
I started to draw and i wanted to be good at it to the point that i can completely draw whats in my imagination.
I started to listen to ...... reply
For me as long as my death would affect some1 it erases the urge to want to die not because it'd be selfish to put some1 thru that but because the fact that I matter to that extent gives me a reason to keep going im in a relationship and it hasn't fixed my problems but now I have some1 by my side that supports me when I have si episodes and that's ...... reply
Deadass my reason was if Hayao Miyazaki comes out of retirement again and makes a new movie I want to be alive to watch it, if he dies then its lowkey game over reply
-Out of spite
-Curiosity; how else am I gonna know what happens next?
-My desire to end everything is never a consistent desire
-I like being delusional in thinking I have an unfulfilled purpose where I'll make some positive impact on the world reply
