Deiji's question page 2 (40)

So I've kind of always been a person that hasn't had the closest relationship to family, and haven't seen my mom's side in pretty much a decade, especially due to the fact that we left the country they're at because of.. reasons... and here we haven't seen my dad's side in 6 years... My mom and I haven't been close to them in the begging honestly, since they probably don't care about us much, but I was with my cousins, and always got happy to stay over with them, which is why i'm upset since i'm nervous that I'm gonna meet them again after such a long time... I'm afraid i'll be awkward, and i'm noticing I'm getting worse since in 2017 a cousin I haven't seen since I was very little came over and I was okay with it... This year... idk what's going on with me... I hate being like this too, when I was a kid I was super confident, and I know exactly what changed that, although that was years ago, and I dont want this post to be longer than it already is.... So if anyone else experiences the same things as me, or could help me, please do

Yeah, its wrong to do this to anyone especially directly, but haven't men done this to us girls too?... It is shown with how we are portrayed in the media such as anime, music videos, television etc.. Lesbians aren't safe either, in fact its a fetish (if u go on porn hub lesbians are on the straight section :/) most ecci Yuri's and ecchis animes make me very uncomfy so when ppl say "stop supporting yaoi" because it oversexualizes them sometimes I remember how men do this to us too..... Isn't us reading bl empowering in some ways? We take the misoginy out the picture there and it feels safer to forget about how we get treated

This Saturday at 2pm (pm me to know where), my parents think I've had a bf for long that i'm gonna have to get married to (it was actually my bias) and its happening this weekend but I lied!!.... someone help :(

This is something that constantly bothers me , which is also why I don't try out new bl or yuri mangas to read anymore as it kinda makes things unrealistic at times... If you dont know what straight washing is, then some examples that we see often would be when either everyone is okay with homosexuality (yeah not so true in some asian countries such as Korea, Japan, and China---) , every character is gay, the couple are open to their relationship in public and never get discriminated, that whole uke and seme dynamic where the uke is thin and small (looks like a child basically and not a man) and the seme is all big and manly I guess.... Oh and the unrealistic sex parts we see sometimes.. Not a big issue I guess but still-

I got so fat I grew booobssss! (I was nearly flat before) And I mean they're small but I can definitely hear the difference... I have a soft belly but trying to find time during next week's break but I eat hella lot..... Anyone else with weight problems?

Basically who were they and what fandom r they from? The first fandom where I had yaoi pairings was South Park, U loved the show alot, and then discovered the anime fanart and shipped a-l-o-t of em', Stan x Kyle, Kyle x Kenny, craig x tweek (and more but) lastly Kyle x Eric, my otp

Then Hetalia I got into too UsUk was always my favorite but GerIta always won

I know what i'll do, although the perspective could change a lot.. If it's gonna be the ukes perspective, the story would still be sad, yet longer since it'll talk about how he cheats and deals with it all, then an alright kind of wholesome ending with his new man and family.. If its the semes perspective it will be maybe shorter and darker about this man who has issues going on, and can't help be abusive towards the man he loves... Then he'll eventually kill him because he's cheating on him accidentally again out of anger.. Which do you like more, or should I just make two separate stories off these ideas

I know, im such a loser and I should have tried harder to be more social and kept ppl in contactI've lost friends for reasons (they moved or i listened to the wrong people) and my friends stopped talking to me (im a senior so never going back to real school to make new friends :( ) and guess what- im going to a community college and it is said its harder to make friends there so yeah im fucked and i'll never make new real friends again and wont get to hang out with people :,(( my teen years are WASTED

So I wanna draw a coming of age story about this girl going to her grandmas over summer and blah blah blah- anyways she meets a boy there and..... Like will it be bad if that is her new step cousin she hasn't met and will fall for him? Or will that be gross and replace him with something else... Kinda wanna make it as a forbidden love typa thing but not too wrong either....

For me when in the story the uke unrealistically acts as a girl, and ESPECIALLY when the seme's dick is too damn big for a lil petite uke... I mean seriously that's an ass he boutta fuck, like I don't enjoy that because the uke will only feel pain and i'm sure it won't really be pleasurable--- share your turn off or dislikes lmao

Its kinda sad because I actually loved mha when I was getting into anime again recently, but as I watched more animes I realized how boring and generic this one actually is... No wonder why my friends who also liked it dropped it.. Like noone fails at the exams, the villains are trash, the characters have poor writting and their super powers r pretty lame honestly, I think even I could rewrite and improve them... Not worth watching rlly

I'm not crazy about it anymore, but I like it, and do get invested in such stories, such as Given, sorta/Heartstopper (ion watch the show, just the webtoon)/and ig the Gumlee moments were cute lol. I still rewatch Yuri on Ice, and write my own BLS as a hobby, which focus more on social issues/drama honestly.

I just always roll my eyes whenever rape comes up, and it's brushed aside very easily, and never dealt with correctly, unlike in Banana Fish for instance, or I suppose Heartstopper too... No rape happened, but this one guy forced himself on Charlie w a kiss, and didn't become his love interest or anything like that.... He was very disliked by the author, which was nice to see.

I just really hate when characters who do rlly bad things (rape), are romanticized by the author??? (looking at you Jinx) and the fandom r ok w it... Like srsly??... Also the artstyles recently look rlly bad too... I cannot get into them. I don't mind the typical uke/seme artstyle, but yeah.

Anyone else feel the same? Mby it's just us feeling tired of these oversused formulas in stories...

Talking to you shitty BL fangirls... (my acc may seem like I am too, but I had this when I was 15, so still gotta edit some things out).

Yall only thirst for any average ass looking female, but when ya''ll see a hottie in a str8 erotic male gaze pornhwa, yall say eww, like u are not attracted to female bodies?...

Tf? I am lesbian and I eat that shit up... Ya'll r just a bunch of attention whores who fake being gay for acceptance/all that bl yall read cause ya'll hate women in reality, and are nothiing but straight cis het women...

When me and my bf were about to to date/in the beginning I was so happy , but through time that's changed, and I hate it... He's perfect, nice, and my type, but I think it started ever since I joked saying how we'd be cute if we were "lesbians" because it made me feel a certain way.... I like Yuri too, and whenever we make "future" plans it doesn't feel as legit as it once did... We're perfect for each other, and I hate feeling this way, because it's happened before, and whenever I break up with guys I regret it after... What should I do, I don't wanna use him , but finding a gf is hard.... I'm pan too, so maybe it's just a lesbian phase? It's never been this long though :( I think i'll be happier with a girl but idk....

I want to know how it ends. I have been re-reading it recently along with many other manhwas, however I just realized it goes up to chapter 74 here in mangago, yet I am seeing comments about the ending on this website, so I just wanted to know where exactly r u guys reading the ending...

Unless u guys r going on another website and then coming back here to comment on it?... Doesn't make sense honestly....

I mean straight is a sexuality after all, and (most) aren't saying "oooh fuck trannies" or any offensive stuff rlly, It's just a preference, just how lesbians prefer women, gay men prefer men, and some people prefer tall people over short ones excluding other groups.. There's a bunch of other ridiculous sexualities out there, I bet if this was 'Super gay' or 'Super lesbians' ya'll wouldn't care much and would say (ThEY cAN dAte WHoEveR thEy WanT)

Honestly i'm in between being more confident, looking the way I desire, (i'd say have Namjoon fall in love with me but... I wanna be pretty enough so--) or just plain off be a male... I'm not sure about that thought of wanting to be a man anymore (ill talk about it more on another question thingy uwu) but im sure that's one of them... Anyways what are or is your wishes you'd definetly want to have?

Hello there, I am a depressed, lonely person who frequently doesnt wanna exist anymore ( :( ) and so I wanna read something for comfort... It used to be killing stalking but now it got old i guess.... any yaoi stories with a character dealing with deppresive or social problems l?.... I need something else to find comfort in

Asking because I just realized I like old fashioned bls, even if they are toxic or cheesy (which somehow, I don't like when it comes to the newer bls lol). I also really like the art style of 2000's/90s anime and Mangas in general, so if ya'll got any good recomendations, or bls u enjoy from this era, lmk <3.

I dont mean this in an ' I wish I had her figure' or 'she looks good :)' typa way since I do feel that way at times.. If I see bare boobs or a nude woman, both hentai or irl i get so horny... Those tits and everything else I wanna do things to which makes me feel bad because I'm objectifying girls :( but I'm also a girl?-- and ig some girls ive liked (im pan ig) i wouldn't wanna do that too... And men hmm they're hot too but girls hit different.. Theyre hot and now I see why boys like them so much... Lucky bastards. Anyone else feel this way?