Your home had not been attacked. It was all planned of course- your travel to the mountains up north that crossed the Zenin abode, your mother having fabricated the news so that she had an excuse to find an honourable match for you from one of the most powerful clans. Her sly spies had already done the dirty work, providing you with two suitable men- even if one of them was twice your own age and the other known for his aggressiveness.
The white gown your mother had dolled you in and the orchids she had braided into your hair had every single eye focused on you as you made your way up to your chambers. You kept your head down, too nervous to meet the eye of anyone- hoping no older man took an interest in your facade of purity and innocence and decided to stake his claim on your body. Oh, how you wished you could get away from this life, get away from the wretched woman you had to call your mother, get away from all of it- the stupid clan- the stupid suitors- the stupi-
“Ah!”
You yelped as your body crashed into what seemed to be a rock hard wall of muscles, the scent of night chilled mist and cedar taking over your senses. You blinked.
Gulping, you moved back a step, ready to start sputtering apologies before your mother peeled your skin off for already having embarrassed yourself. Instead, your words stayed stuck in your throat as your gaze met with an intense pair of orbs- filled to the brim with the rage of achilles, but somehow also his sorrow. Your breath hitched in your throat, and in the back of your mind, you knew you should do something- move, apologise, scowl like a noble lady would if nothing else- but all you could do was stand there stunned, the man’s stance mirroring your own.
You flinched as the pot-bellied butler who was leading you down the hallway came back, and you thought the dark haired man might kill him right there for interrupting the burning moment between you two. Instead, you were shocked as he let himself get pushed to the side, stuffing his hands into his pockets, head down as he made a beeline towards the exit.
You barely felt the crescent moons being engraved into your skin as your mother dragged you to your room by the arm, a clipped smile on her face.
The white gown your mother had dolled you in and the orchids she had braided into your hair had every single eye focused on you as you made your way up to your chambers. You kept your head down, too nervous to meet the eye of anyone- hoping no older man took an interest in your facade of purity and innocence and decided to stake his claim on your body. Oh, how you wished you could get away from this life, get away from the wretched woman you had to call your mother, get away from all of it- the stupid clan- the stupid suitors- the stupi-
“Ah!”
You yelped as your body crashed into what seemed to be a rock hard wall of muscles, the scent of night chilled mist and cedar taking over your senses. You blinked.
Gulping, you moved back a step, ready to start sputtering apologies before your mother peeled your skin off for already having embarrassed yourself. Instead, your words stayed stuck in your throat as your gaze met with an intense pair of orbs- filled to the brim with the rage of achilles, but somehow also his sorrow. Your breath hitched in your throat, and in the back of your mind, you knew you should do something- move, apologise, scowl like a noble lady would if nothing else- but all you could do was stand there stunned, the man’s stance mirroring your own.
You flinched as the pot-bellied butler who was leading you down the hallway came back, and you thought the dark haired man might kill him right there for interrupting the burning moment between you two. Instead, you were shocked as he let himself get pushed to the side, stuffing his hands into his pockets, head down as he made a beeline towards the exit.
You barely felt the crescent moons being engraved into your skin as your mother dragged you to your room by the arm, a clipped smile on her face.
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My childhood crush was li Shang from Mulan like that mans chest made me feel some typa way and Mulan i wanted a pretty lady who could 100% overpower me I suppose and yes I am still crushing on both of them. Long story short I am attracted to anyone that can beat me in a fight and look hot while doing it
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Mine-
most fav: single/divorced daddies (they're so wholesome)
least fav: omegaverse (most are just pure rape)
hbu? (づ￣ ³￣)づ
most fav: single/divorced daddies (they're so wholesome)
least fav: omegaverse (most are just pure rape)
hbu? (づ￣ ³￣)づ
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Honestly, my grammar is a little bad but whatever, CONTEXT: Im bi but have a preference for girls.
I have this friend who always calls me and my friend (who is lesbian) “weird” and “not normal”, when we’re talking about girls and saying how they're so pretty. Most of my friends don’t say anything about it though cause they think it’s a "joke"(bullshit). And she always says to this guy “I bet you still gay!”, and "I hope your parent hate you for being gay". I feel is kinda bad cause you're using sexuality to make fun of someone so I’m kinda pissed about that. Plus they don't even know his sexuality?? So why tf are you saying that. I wanna tell her I'm bi but I'm kinda scared and don't know how to tell her. :(
I have this friend who always calls me and my friend (who is lesbian) “weird” and “not normal”, when we’re talking about girls and saying how they're so pretty. Most of my friends don’t say anything about it though cause they think it’s a "joke"(bullshit). And she always says to this guy “I bet you still gay!”, and "I hope your parent hate you for being gay". I feel is kinda bad cause you're using sexuality to make fun of someone so I’m kinda pissed about that. Plus they don't even know his sexuality?? So why tf are you saying that. I wanna tell her I'm bi but I'm kinda scared and don't know how to tell her. :(
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so i just wanted to ask smth to the people who are studying japanese here. can someone tell me if genki is good or bad?
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Can the image on top of the whatsApp delta theme can be changed? Yk like i don't like the current image and I have another pic which matches the theme more so can I change that?
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i feel like a lot stories' art style depend on where it came from. a lot of times i can look at an art style and guess if its from a manhua, manhwa, or a manga. i dont know, just for some reason theres some sort of vibe from the art style that makes you think, "oh thats from a manhwa" or "that looks like its from a manga"
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Lol not too be very dramatic, but these days, i've been thinking 'bout this.
Am i the only one who's physically alive, but already dead inside?
Am i the only one who's physically alive, but already dead inside?
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idk if its weird but sometimes i just cant believe that ppl actually conceived a baby like- get pregnant
i went to my gramma house a cp days ago n my aunt was like "flash news folks, im pregnant" i was like "omg congratulations" but then my dumbass cant escape the thoughts like... "wtf dat means she did the deed right????" "omf how tf" "did she get rawdogged or sum" "means she needs to give birth right" "they'll raise a baby..." n stuff LIKE IM NOT TRYING TO BE RUDE BUT SOMETIMES I FORGOT THAT HUMANS R BREEDING TOO
i went to my gramma house a cp days ago n my aunt was like "flash news folks, im pregnant" i was like "omg congratulations" but then my dumbass cant escape the thoughts like... "wtf dat means she did the deed right????" "omf how tf" "did she get rawdogged or sum" "means she needs to give birth right" "they'll raise a baby..." n stuff LIKE IM NOT TRYING TO BE RUDE BUT SOMETIMES I FORGOT THAT HUMANS R BREEDING TOO
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Guys
I just watched the latest movie and now I'm like ◉_◉
I don't wanna spoil it tho.
Ppl who have watched it, thoughts?
I just watched the latest movie and now I'm like ◉_◉
I don't wanna spoil it tho.
Ppl who have watched it, thoughts?
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Is it just me or is every time a man is compared to a woman in BL just super insulting on all accounts? Like, I get it, almost all BL is written by women for women, so you'd want to compare your characters to your audience so your readers can live vicariously through the story or whatever, but I've always found it to be really irritating rather than relatable? Because it's always one of two things. Either Character A says "you can do _____ to me because I'm not a woman," in which case, fuck off, some girls like those things too, not every woman is a delicate flower that needs to be treated like glass. Or, Character A says something along the lines of "make me a woman" or "do _____ to me like I'm a woman" which...No??? A gay man isn't a woman just because he's also sexually attracted to men. A big part of the whole genre is that the main characters are very specifically NOT women, and to treat them like they're just stand-ins for female characters has always felt super disrespectful to me. Has this ever bothered anybody else? Or am I taking an inherently somewhat problematic genre too seriously and ruining what should be an otherwise fun time by thinking too hard about meaningless things?
Did I do something wrong? How did I end up in this position? These thoughts circle my brain as the man sitting opposite me stared directly at me. I couldn’t look away. It was like he was drawing me into his snowlike eyes. How could I get out of this?
“Let’s begin, shall we?”
Begin what? I just wanted to leave and run and escape. Get out of there. But something was keeping me there, attracting me to this man.
“What do you want?” I asked him.
He smiled softly at me. “Are you ready to go?”
“Go...where?”
“The afterlife, of course.”
I stumbled backwards and fell out of my chair. “T-the afterlife??”
“Yes. It’s time.”
“N-no! I’m not ready to go!”
The man chuckled. “I’m sorry. Would you like to see how you’re family is dealing with their loss? Maybe it would give you more closure.”
“No I want to stay alive! I have so much more to do I can’t die yet.”
“What did you have to do?”
“I-I was busy. I have a girlfriend, I was going to propose to her tomorrow. I even bought a ring and reserved a restaurant.”
“That’s lovely. Congratulations.”
“See I can’t die yet. She would be so upset.”
“Do you want to see her again?”
I nodded. “Yes. Bring me back to earth.”
The man smiled sadly. “I can’t. You can’t go back to living. Would you like to see how everyone is doing?” He offered again.
I began tearing up. “Okay...” I still had so much to live for why am I dead? How could this have happened?
The man took my hand and a bright light shined. Suddenly we were at my parents house. I went inside and tried to hug them, but instead I went right through them. “Mom... dad...”
“He’s dead?” My mom shouted into a phone. “Are you serious? Uh huh. Oh. Well thank you for letting me know.” She hung up and I expected her to fall to the ground in tears. I felt so bad for them.
“Mom-“
My father walked up and said “Good riddance am I right?”
“What?” I whispered softly.
“Yea I mean I was going to flush him anyway but it was too late for that.”
“Now he can stop wasting my money. You know he bought a ring for his girlfriend? I found that on the hill this month.”
“What? Oh god, those things are expensive. And it would’ve been pointless anyway she had been texting me she was going to break up with him.”
“Wait didn’t they-“
I stumbled back in shock and fell out the house.
“Are you alright?” The man asked me.
I shook my head slowly in disbelief. “C-can we go see her?” There was something I couldn’t quite remember and wanted to confirm.
“Of course.” We were suddenly at our house. She was packing up her things. That broke me, and I started crying.
Her phone rang and I didn’t hear anything accept her saying “I didn’t know he would take it that hard.”
Something added up to me.
“I remember now.” I stood up and looked at the man directly in the eyes. “We already broke up. That’s the last thing I remember before I died.”
“Do you remember how you died?”
I nodded and smiled at him, tears still in my eyes. “I guess... no one needed me anyway.”
He smiled softly. “Are you ok now? Would you like to see your body?”
A faint memory of a gun to my head ran through my mind. “No. I remember everything now. I’m ready to go.”
The man opened a portal. “Just go through there and you’ll find the afterlife. I’m sorry that all happened to you.”
“It’s all good. I was worthless anyway. Thank you. I hope I see you again.” And I walked through the portal.
I never saw the man again, but I hope i never forget what he said as I walked through the portal and I hope no one does. I never regretted much, but even a random guy caring in some way about me made me regret dying so much, I wanted to turn back around. I wanted to scream, to tell him I’m not ready to leave, I don’t want to die. Too bad no one told me this on earth. If someone did, maybe I would still be alive. The man told me “No one is worthless I’m glad you lived.” And with that, I became one with the universe.
Hiiii it’s setton this is my first one shot alone without my writing buddies lmk what you think
“Let’s begin, shall we?”
Begin what? I just wanted to leave and run and escape. Get out of there. But something was keeping me there, attracting me to this man.
“What do you want?” I asked him.
He smiled softly at me. “Are you ready to go?”
“Go...where?”
“The afterlife, of course.”
I stumbled backwards and fell out of my chair. “T-the afterlife??”
“Yes. It’s time.”
“N-no! I’m not ready to go!”
The man chuckled. “I’m sorry. Would you like to see how you’re family is dealing with their loss? Maybe it would give you more closure.”
“No I want to stay alive! I have so much more to do I can’t die yet.”
“What did you have to do?”
“I-I was busy. I have a girlfriend, I was going to propose to her tomorrow. I even bought a ring and reserved a restaurant.”
“That’s lovely. Congratulations.”
“See I can’t die yet. She would be so upset.”
“Do you want to see her again?”
I nodded. “Yes. Bring me back to earth.”
The man smiled sadly. “I can’t. You can’t go back to living. Would you like to see how everyone is doing?” He offered again.
I began tearing up. “Okay...” I still had so much to live for why am I dead? How could this have happened?
The man took my hand and a bright light shined. Suddenly we were at my parents house. I went inside and tried to hug them, but instead I went right through them. “Mom... dad...”
“He’s dead?” My mom shouted into a phone. “Are you serious? Uh huh. Oh. Well thank you for letting me know.” She hung up and I expected her to fall to the ground in tears. I felt so bad for them.
“Mom-“
My father walked up and said “Good riddance am I right?”
“What?” I whispered softly.
“Yea I mean I was going to flush him anyway but it was too late for that.”
“Now he can stop wasting my money. You know he bought a ring for his girlfriend? I found that on the hill this month.”
“What? Oh god, those things are expensive. And it would’ve been pointless anyway she had been texting me she was going to break up with him.”
“Wait didn’t they-“
I stumbled back in shock and fell out the house.
“Are you alright?” The man asked me.
I shook my head slowly in disbelief. “C-can we go see her?” There was something I couldn’t quite remember and wanted to confirm.
“Of course.” We were suddenly at our house. She was packing up her things. That broke me, and I started crying.
Her phone rang and I didn’t hear anything accept her saying “I didn’t know he would take it that hard.”
Something added up to me.
“I remember now.” I stood up and looked at the man directly in the eyes. “We already broke up. That’s the last thing I remember before I died.”
“Do you remember how you died?”
I nodded and smiled at him, tears still in my eyes. “I guess... no one needed me anyway.”
He smiled softly. “Are you ok now? Would you like to see your body?”
A faint memory of a gun to my head ran through my mind. “No. I remember everything now. I’m ready to go.”
The man opened a portal. “Just go through there and you’ll find the afterlife. I’m sorry that all happened to you.”
“It’s all good. I was worthless anyway. Thank you. I hope I see you again.” And I walked through the portal.
I never saw the man again, but I hope i never forget what he said as I walked through the portal and I hope no one does. I never regretted much, but even a random guy caring in some way about me made me regret dying so much, I wanted to turn back around. I wanted to scream, to tell him I’m not ready to leave, I don’t want to die. Too bad no one told me this on earth. If someone did, maybe I would still be alive. The man told me “No one is worthless I’m glad you lived.” And with that, I became one with the universe.
Hiiii it’s setton this is my first one shot alone without my writing buddies lmk what you think
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You're 7th pic is the person who caught u
And the 11th pic is their reaction
And the 11th pic is their reaction
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I CALL UPON UR GREAT ADVICE IN MY TIME IN NEED. MY FRIEND SAID HOW MUCH SHE HATED THIS ONE GIRL HANNAH BUT NOW IS HANGING OUT WITH HER AND IGNORING OUR TEXTS??? WTF AM I SUPPOSED TO DO
Im using zhongli as my main i just randomly co-op with a childe main, she then started flirting w me without greeting me first lmao. She asked me if im uke or seme and immediately left
