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ok, heres my part of the story.
i am SO tired of being alone, i read SO many GLs and BLs and SLs and all i see are couples, I GET SO JEALOUS EVEN ON TIK TOK PEOPLE ARE DATING, and im like, "why cant i have what they have?" ITS SO FRUSTRATING and i need to tell someone, please. im so frustrated, plz answer me if you have been feeling this way too because i know i cant be the only one.

usually most of the times im like, "ew, yuck, relationships suck" but other times im like, "I WANT TO HAVE A GF" its so sad and im so sad and i think we're all sad too

if ur in a relationship im happy for u but im so jealous too
i think reading all these mangas made me realize how lonely i really am
im gonna cry myself to sleep for the 38543785478th time

Hello everyone. This is going to be long, so I'm sorry. I always labeled myself as asexual and biromantic, but since many years I'm wondering if I might be aromantic as well. I had relationships, but unfortunately they were toxic because my girlfriends were bitches. I however don't think it entirely influenced me negatively, even if surely in the past it was easier for me to fall in love and trust love.

I wanna clarify one detail about myself. I'm an adult, so life is difficult between bills, work, rent, life problems, etc. I really lack of time, and when I have time I prefer to dedicate it to myself or my closest friends, but at the same time I dream of finding love once and for all. Also no, I don't want marriage or children, if that's a relevant detail.

Let's explain this: I DO want a romantic relationship, I DO like to fantasize about love and partners but...I find myself completely... uninterested when it comes to actually building it up in real life. To put it simple: it seems beautiful as long as it's in my head, but as soon as I start meeting people (it's the same whether they're men or women) I end up struggling with time or interest management. It's so hard to find time for other people, hang out with them, text them, call them, especially when it's a "new relationship". I really find myself struggling a lot, and I basically "lose interest". It doesn't help the fact that I'm asexual, so I only hang out with non sexual people ^^" (it's like fishing in a puddle, we're just few unfortunately).

I also noticed that I tend to value much more friendship than relationships in real life. Like a best friend for me comes first than a girlfriend. At this point my ideal life it's probably being with a stable job and having lots of friends :/.

I already read everything I could about aromantic people, and I even recently talked to a friend of mine. He thinks he's aromantic, so he gave me his opinion about it. But I'd like to hear more stories, so please...share with me how you understood you were aromantic! It would be helpful to clear my mind about the matter.

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I can't be the only one who has thought of purposely cutting my face
Just bc I think it would look cool
But I learned that it can professionally be done sooo.

okay so i blocked this dude on disc like yesterday and i been feeling guilty cuz that was the first time i blocked someone on discord. but like the shit he would say uh..

⦿ “it’s not like there’s anything wrong with being asexual”
➼ context : we were talking about sexualities and about coming out to our religious parents. idk if i’m just over thinking it but he made it seem like being bisexual was wrong. again, i’m probably overthinking.

⦿ he kept talking about flying overseas and marrying me i’m sorry we just met, he’s moving too fast + i’m a minor bro (he was 1 year older than. me btw) he said this like every 10 minutes

⦿ “uh, i say the n-word too. i have the n-word pass *proceeds to send me a pick of his black friend as proof*”
➼ context : i was complaining how my brother always said the n word even tho he wasn’t black.

⦿ “do you want to see?” he was offering to send another girl’s nudes :/
➼ context : he was complaining how this girl who had a crush on him kept sending him nudes even tho he was asexual. he asked if i wanted to see and said it was fine since i was a girl too but i refused. it didn’t sit right with me, obviously bc those pics were meant for his eyes only and the girl didn’t intend for other ppl to see. makes me worry if he has sent her nudes to someone before.

sex

Any of u guys watch sk8 the infinity? I recently just watched episode 7 and i literally want to yeet myself off a cliff now

Man, I don’t know about you guys, but mangago be more toxic than the danganronpa fandom. Everyone is just either arguing or talking about their depression, or making inappropriate jokes. There are some cases where it’s fairly normal but still.
anyway if you are truly happy here, I don’t have anything to say. just making sure everyone is alright

idk if this is just me but i get really weirded out when ppl overly sexualize ash.... like im pretty sure he was still 17 when he died?? but also ashs backstory just makes it weirder for ppl to say theyd fuck him or whatever

There’s this Manhwa I want to read it’s like True beauty and she like gets pretty with a face filter or something? And I can’t remember that name because I saw it on TikTok and now the video is deleted and I can’t find the name. Can someone help me find it ?

what's an anime or manga, manhwa, whatever scene that had you in tears?

you are a fujoshi. I'm not arguing or discoursing. you are by definition a fujoshi. refusing to accept the label of "rotten women" only gives power to the homophobic misogynists who invented the name.
btw the name was created bc men believed that women who read bl were corrupted and not fit for marriage., so they were rotten.
I am very tired of the western fandom refusing to use the label correctly too.

"JHSDJS Imma kill u bahahahahah KHBDFJWSDS"
Some user: Kill urself
"OMG REPORT HER OMG!!!"

https://vm.tiktok.com/ZMeFj9nRW/

school really be lying to us all the time.

if a man takes a pregnancy test and it comes out positive they have testicular cancer

i legit don't know how to feel about this

No let's start asking the real questions which one isn't ??

There used to be nine planets and now there's only eight
There will only be seven after I destroy Uranus

The mangas in question = TWO GAY MEN, TWO MEN OF HOMOSEXUAL EXPERIENCE, MEN X MEN, M4M, TWO MEN HOMOSEXUALING

but not you guys are not ready for that conversation, go ahead mackenzie go read a psychological romance involving a man and woman. GO AHEAD, since y'all love it. where is it? and before you say there is more psychological bl mangas, no there is not you are on mangago remember this BL world i have no problem with y'all reading psychological bls but when you guys are reading straight psychological mangas? when ? oh now it's bad? now it's 'misogynistic representation of women' i hate y'all. most annoying mfers

Name top 5 things you would bring with you.


1. A knife.
2. First aid kit.
3. Water.
4. Food.
5. Binoculars.

help I feel him mobobf