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Im having a depressive episode rn , i have bipolar , and also borderline , and im attached to someone even tho i tried not to get attached to one for years , so the person is busy rn and i am so depressed and borderline isn’t helping either , i cried finally after 3 years of not crying , im very tired mentally cause i have aggressive Homicidal thoughts and me trying to hold them back is hurting me more , and yes i am going to a psychiatrist but the visits are very little , they give me medicine escitalopram and mood stabilizer ( lithium ) , im feeling very tired i feel alone , i know im not , but i cant help but feel alone
Im not asking for friends or followers , i just wanna vent , and i cant keep humming forever , u can talk to me till i feel good and if you want you can leave , thank you for reading
If you want to talk to me please do here’s my insta : @bloody.shampoo

Hello there traveler, I am a messenger of the Anemo Yaksha, here to bring you the words and wisdom of our god, Xiao.

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Everyone is welcomed in this community. You don't have to change anything about yourself. You just have to adore Xiao.

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she ain’t dead she just ain’t fookin replying
i’ve tried demon rituals too, they don’t work

For me my step- dad used to get in to me because whenever I got out of the shower the mirror fogged up....like bitch you expect me to either take a cold ass shower or leave the door open. Neither of those options sounds very nice considering the bathroom door was only a corner away from the front door.

Do yall ever just get tired of your locals like i have so much i wanna talk about. like when i first discovered mdzs i was crying bc the story was so good and i watched and listened all the adaptations to the story and recommended it to every person i know but nobody took interest in it.

u know shut your phone throw it at the window/wall and go clear ur room, drink dettol, help ur mom, go take a shit, fold the dishes, vacuum ur ceiling, do ur math homework AND then come back but STILL cant get over to read the next panel because of the second hand embarrassment.

And that's okay
The haters may hate
but I love how he's gay


















Just fyi if you didn't get the joke I don't have a bRother and these are lyrics to a song that kept repeating in my head

so um I saw this on tik tok and it was this: 1f y0u h2ve pr05blem 0f m3 d01ng th1s th2n l3ave (i can't quite remember what she/him said that) and she/him didn't translate it at all and there were full hate comments on that post.
I think the comments said that very rude to do that from people who can't read the text and do not understand.

so what you guys think?





I translate what I said.:
if you have a problem of me doing this then leave

Does anyone want to play genshin with me and be friends I mean not right now cause I have to work on an essay but at some point or maybe tell me good artifacts that will go well with these characters
Jean
。using sourjner and 1 adventurer stats are atk 399 def 116 elemental 28
Kaeya
。3 adventure, 1 berserker, 1 traveling doctor. Atk 244 def is 309 and elemental is 21
Lisa
。Mariam artists and 1 berserker. Atk 236 def 240 and elemental 25
Traveler
。all berserker atk 239 def 276 elemental 0
Sucrose
。haven’t done really anything but she has all instructor atk 140 def 78 and elemental mastery is 91
Barbara
。also didn’t do much 3 exile 2 lucky dog, atk 95 def 260 elemental 34
Amber
。traveling doctor and 1 berserker, atk 303 def 231 elemental 0
I’m rank 22 and my UID is 618430121
I wanna build a good party so please help

that if you stop talking, we don't have to hear your annoying ass?

When a poc headcannons an anime character as a certain race

Today I wanted to make some tea. After I made the tea I picked it up, next thing I know I burned myself... I'm super annoyed at myself for being so clumsy most of the time. Does anyone experience unlucky things often as me? Or is it just karma. (￣∇￣")

I just realised I genuinely can't stand white American gays. Especially loud ones who use AAVE and idk if that's homophobic or they're just annoying. Especially Spencewuah/millz types. Even worse of they participate in yaoi/Bl discourse when their opinion is irrelevant because only East Asian men can tell us what East Asian media is correctly or incorrectly representing them. O the ones who use Fujoshi, (a word reclaimed by female Japanse BL readers )as an insult.

"I'm gonna sleep just three more minute"
"Ugh I'm done with that mf im gonna drop POTN after that chapter"
"Just one more chap/ep"
"I'm starting my diet tomorrow"

What's yours ? :-)

Who could ever have guessed that the phone would fall from the back pocket on your jeans!


Your 3rd pic is your reaction while you're taking your phone from the toilet.

Gl.

so....your younger sibling did something illegal online and you found out and it really fucked you up. me and my sister are making sure he doesn't go on any devices (we do allow him to watch shows with us or play games under our watch). but our mum...she doesn't even care. she even told our impressionable young 8 YEAR OLD brother THAT ITS OK AND EVERY KID DOES IT. i sorta thought it was my fault since he learnt some things from me but i now realise how negligent my mum is. me and my little brother had a fun time watching tv yesterday, i had to go do some stuff so i waited for my parents to come watch him. SHE LITERALLY GAVE HIM HER PHONE JUST SO SHE COULD WATCH SOME OVERDRAMATIC INDIAN DRAMA. my little brother was always a brat because of her. she always says shit like i could take care of my whole family when i was your age, why don't you teach me how to, then? she didn't even teach me proper hygiene or cooking? i only learnt that from my sisters and my school. today, my brother literally threatened to hit me with a badminton racket just to get his ipad. she didn't even do shit. fun fact: my mum used to work a lot before so i had to take care of his temper tantrums while my sister cooked. i prefer the way it was before because i could at least stop him from doing anything stupid. ugh sorry i ended up ranting about my mum. anyways, i've really changed recently. i've shown my aggression a lot recently. i do admit i used to show my aggression to my younger brother and i don't want to do that again. i shouted a lot today, i don't usually do that and i'm scared of taking it out on him even if he is part of the reason. i just feel like i might crack under all the pressure and might do something bad to myself or my brother.

can someone say some funny shit... i have no motivation to do my homework

What's your daily routine?




Also im really hungry
I would like to eat a cookie rn

So yesterday night around 2 am, I listen to a song and then I start to vibing, shaking my body, lip sync and swing my hand like a crazy girl, and then my older sis come to my room and peek me and then I realise that she peek me and then she said I'm watching you while smile like she want to laugh I was like "wtf so annoying ughh can you go away" I wish I had a real room ( my room is not like real room, my room didn't had door so my mom replaced it with a curtain *sob*) for me it's really embarrassing coz she saw me vibing lip sync and swing my hand i'm embarrass and mad last night ughhh ヽ(`Д´)ﾉ