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I need more opinions on this, I feel like maybe I was the one in the wrong. Background info!

Been friends with this trio for around three years, I developed feeling to one of them. But recently I've been starting to feel like a third wheel in a friend duo. I started drifting away and going into another friend trio I met this year. I stopped reaching out because I felt like "oh, they won't talk to me unless I text first" and they dont. It really hurts because I loved the girl, though onsidedly. I also loved being both of their friends. I started hanging out with the newer friend group more, but I'm really scared that they think I'm too much so I just listen to them more than speaking. I'm scared of losing more friends. I don't know if I was simply over thinking the older friend group because I have so many birthday gifts from them. I feel like maybe I shouldn't have slowly cut them off.

I wanted the novel izstastl to get a manhwa adaptation but I fear the fandom would be radioactive and filled with larpers… (not that I really care though) same with every romance leaves its trace novel. I also wanted popular mangaka x depressed mangaka to get an anime adaptation. (=・ω・=)

Just why does every damn yandere have to be so hot?? I don’t think I’ve ever seen an ugly yandere. Like, why are they always so attractive when their personality is completely psycho? I want a reason to hate them, but I just can’t.

It does say they’re kind and loving at first before they turn into obsessive, possessive, dangerous psychos, but nowhere does it say they’re supposed to look like freaking models. I did Not sign up for that.

I consider myself not the ordinary, I don't really see myself in mainstream spaces with the usual folks. I always see trends, new/ trending products and expensive items as a trap for ppl to consume and feed capitalism. My biggest worry is that I'm not very knowledgable with politics but I do very much hate our government.. I don't do big essays about the government, There's absolutely nothing I have done that is impactful for this generation that speaks out about our government, I can't attend protests (for my safety and mostly travel expenses) but I still stand for what they're protesting for.

It feels like I'm just folowing like a sheep because sometimes I just follow what my college classmates are doing when it comes to school work bcs I have no idea what we should be doing bcs our profs suck and I'm hk going through things and sometimes lazy so I dont take responsibility for organizations or anything TT and tbh college is a scam, it isn't for me and it's just a tactic made by the government but I still go to it anyway so I don't worry my family so I'm not really academically inclined.

My high-school classmates actually made me open minded that people can be different, they also made me more aware of our corrupted government.

I've also picked up projects like my diy flared jeans and rediscovered the fun of thrifting, I also do art and etc. But I don't smoke, go to parties, have dyed hair or facial peircings that kind of stuff but I want to go out and have fun but I'm kind of a shut in tbh and bcs I don't do any of those it feels like I can't be one of them.

Its like I'm too normal for the alt community but too weird for the non-alts.

Fashion wise, I want to dress different and want to embrace the feeling of being different instead of feeling ashamed of it (sometimes its hard), one time my sister called me alt but I didn't fully embrace it because what if I'm actually just a poser?

The reason why I changed is not from alt trends, I just saw my classmates dressing up and that's when I realized that's what I wanted to do and ever since then I just.. changed.

I went from repeated clothes, wearing the same white shorts for years, no accessories, embracing my "tomboy" nature, no make up into someone with a packed closet, dark eyeshadows, smudged smokey eye, diy painted shirts and pants and tbh I'm starting to embrace and treasure my interests more than ever.

I don't want to just say "I'm alt" because it feels like I'm a poser, but I can't help but see that my preferences and tastes aren't the ordinary and that I'm different.

Maybe being true "alt" is embracing that you're not the ordinary, and not just saying you're alt to brag about it/to look cool.

(I also took a test asking if I'm a poser and the results said I'm somewhat a Poser )

Help a poor soul out please. I would def prefer more yaoi recs but ya'll have been stingy with giving me recs recently. But this is super serious. I really need more or I'll burst

I love Yuri like I love Yaoi But why in this one Yuri I had read a while ago they where scissoring TMI
and rubbing beans and for a moment it just looked like a Defibrillator like the thing Doctors use
They rub it together and then yell "charge" and shock the Person back to life
SO what I'm thinking is I AM GONNA call it the "Vagina Shock" for Yuri when they cum and they
don't shock people back to life but its okay
Cause I think it is so funny to me to think while I'm scissoring My partner is about to cum and I yell
"CHARGE" and then thank her for the "Vagina shock"

Found this thread on Reddit and thought it was interesting and wanted to share it here.

https://www.reddit.com/r/Manhwa_BL/comments/1valmr5/name_me_a_prettier_top_ill_wait/?chainedPosts=t3_1tycn0g

Genuine question, why are people racist or homophobic? I really don't get it. I know some people point to "statistics," but I don't think race or ethnicity determines whether someone's a good person, a bad person is just a bad person, regardless of background.

Is it some kind of moral-superiority complex? There's a saying that fits, "a society of sinners judging others for sinning differently." So genuinely, what do people even get out of being racist or homophobic?

When I see someone of a different color walking down the street, I don't think "ew, they're this or that." I really don't get it, and honestly I'm kind of confused. I have a hard time understanding things and emotions sometimes, but genuinely, what's wrong with having a different skin tone, or being LGBTQ?

I know certain skin colors are treated as a beauty standard in certain countries, and I've heard some people are racist because certain ethnicities or races don't fit those standards. But I think beauty standards are idealistic and nonsensical, I genuinely believe everyone is beautiful in their own way. I think people care too much about what others think. The only way to truly know whether you're attractive is by forming your own perception of yourself. If you think you're ugly, you're ugly. If you think you're beautiful, you're beautiful. Nobody can deem someone else attractive or unattractive, because beauty is subjective, everyone has different views and opinions. But still, I really don't get it, what's wrong with being a different ethnicity or sexuality? What’s your opinions and thoughts on this.

Is anybody on here living or have lived in a girls hostel in an indian med school (doing mbbs) and is attracted to women? Or like just living in a girls hostel in general but ur attracted to women?

I wanna ask how do u feel? Its fcking lonely and all my frnds r lowke homophobic. And also, i feel like im an imposster or sum cos like obv we're living in a girls hostel cos girls n boys shudnt live tgt n shit n like im equivalent to a boy cos i like girls and that makes me feel like im doing wrong and it amkes me feel guilty. So anybody who feels me, pls share ur experiences n thoughts as well

So i have severe thanatophobia/ death anxiety which pisses me off because my mind randomly decides when I'm trying to sleep this is the best time to think about all my loved ones dying and that is probably one of the main reasons why i'm sleep deprived, and another one is a specific fear of IVs? idk if that's counted as trypanophobia though, but the size of the needle lwk gives me a panic attack because wym your going to shove it up my vein... and well my fear of IVs originally came from seeing a dude getting an IV before me strapped down and screaming bloody murder while the curtains were drawn so yeah... that's something... and the last one which isn't really a fear but just random intrusive thoughts, which is my liking of yaoi getting discovered because I'd probably be disowned on the spot

I feel like a lot of people said to not worry and to just wait until you get your already read/still reading/want to read back when the 'wipeout' happened. I can't be bothered to reorganize them, but I know I've lost a lot of hidden gems and great reviews that I had saved up for years. I can't be the only one that was affected, right?

I live in a society where a " man " went viral for posting a video on Facebook saying that a 6 years old girl that entered his shop today is " a little whore " because he can see her underwear, and the people said that he's RIGHT because what kind of mothers let her daughter goes outside dressing this short, one of the people who said that is my mother of course . I'm just so fucking mad of how everyone thinks here and when i say so i get all the hate , saying that i don't understand .
I realized how much bad is the situation when three years ago an 8 years old girl got raped by a 30 years old " man " and my mother and her friends said " what an agly world, poor thing has no future now " , they fucking heard that a child was sexually assaulted and went " who's gonna marry this poor thing in the future " because we all know that you fucking monsters think that a woman is only a baby machine, you don't know how people look at me when i get mad over this , they treat me like a crazy

Can someone please tell me how to get update notification for the bookmark mangas or any easier way to know ur bookmark mangas have been updated without clicking on it?

I think i went by something like Agape from the Greek love type it means something like "Selfless, unconditional love for all people. It requires deliberate sacrifice for the greater good" one of my friends needed a username so i searched up "cool words" and found the word mania and from that i found about the word agape

Have you ever made a friend and they turned out to be a weirdo? I found out one of my friends that I really enjoyed talking to was a racist and pedophile but drew the line at homophobia… I think she was what you call a “Koreaboo” because she liked Asians but disliked black people? anyways safe to say I blocked her. Has this ever happened to you?

People who write stories... I'm starving, gimme spicy fanfics you've written preferably mlm or Yuri...any fandom is cool, I could practically read the story just to understand the context of your fanfic.
AI slop on Webnovel has made me desperate to see some human writeup.... pulezzzz...

Rating things my parents did:

1. Hand me a rope and make me take accountability when they found out I do self harm. 1/10 (that was over dramatic asf)

2. Throw my sketches, paintings and craft works in trash when I was a kid, twice. 10/10 (I'd do that too if I saw my old artworks lol)

3. Harm me with a knife when I lost a shuttle cork while playing badminton. 1/10 (plus one cus it left a beautiful scar)

4. Tell me to die. Almost everyday? 5/10 (it's a necessary reminder soo)

5. Pretend to act like a happy family infront of others. 9/10 (lol pretending to be happy after getting beaten is funny asf)

6. Take me to waterpark 10/10 (experienced peak happiness)

7. Never appreciate me 4/10 (I get it father, you give away black cat energy.)

8. They provided for me for past 19 years. 3/10 (doesn't it get exhausting? I could never pretend that long to be happy with someone I don't like if if my own child (I'm never having one but lol?))

Lol I'm js so filled with rage rn I wanted to vent pfft

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Genuinely asking because I’m trying to get into gaming. Never played in my life and can’t understand shit. So explain to me like I’m a dumbass