everyone has a fear. whether it's big or small, it has a huge meaning and impact on/to a person
fear does scary things to a person. even if someone acts strong or shows no emotions, something that they fear can turn them into someone else in one's eyes
there's that... myth you could call it, that like how the birthmarks we have received since birth could be the scar or the reason we have died in our past lives, just like our biggest phobias/ fears are because of what had happened to us or how we died in our past lives.
i find it really interesting that such ideas were thought of and spread, believed and thought so thoroughly of by many.
one of my biggest fears is the dark. it sounds so simple and anyone could think it is stupid. i once read somewhere:
"people fear the darkness because they do not know what lurks in the shadows."
and i feel like i can relate to that completely, not being able to see what is in front or behind me or beside me, it's just scary.
i also have a fear of clustered holes, or as some of you may have heard of- trypophobia: an aversion to the sight of irregular patterns or clusters of small holes, or bumps. it's not like all holes make me so scared that when i see one i scream and run away. it's only certain patterns and images make me feel repulsive, disgusted.
so what's a phobia or fear of yours, i would really like to know and see who else can also relate to yours! maybe your causes or reason are similar!!
A question I occasionally ask myself. All I know for sure is:
1. Despite being straight I am not interested in straight romance
2. This might sound ridiculous but in both fiction and irl I'm easily jealous of the girl who receives the attention and affection of the guy I like, with yaoi those feelings aren’t there because there isn’t a female t...... reply
Yeah, because in my opinion, there are many relationships that I personally should have been better with guyxguy but y'know some media isn't very keen on that so. And when there is I enjoy it maybe even a little more than straight relationships b/c fuck idk, they seem more intimate and more connection? Also the good BL stories have such good plot a...... 1 reply
"So you're a narcissist?" Just cuz I don't hate myself and I love myself doesn't mean I have the personality disorder "narcissism". Some people find it so hard to believe there are people who can love themselves/be confident and not be a narcissist. reply
Idk, i just like it. i like Shoujo but if I'm honest I get bored by a lot of them and drop them, Yaoi for some reason, no. It's not just the fact it's guy on guy, it's something about the genre itself, like it's just got a different feel to Shoujo or Yuri or any other type of romance, it's just something about it hahaha, idk how to describe it. reply
“I think you’re just innocent.”
That’s like my biggest pet peeve ever. I’m aromantic asexual. Yes, I’ve never dated. Yes, I like reading yaoi and romance stories. I’m not sex repulsed. Yes, I experiment with myself. No, I’m not interested in trying it out once with another person. Especially not with you. My god, I’m 27 and I kno...... reply
I'm gonna be completely honest here. I have two reasons:
1) When it comes to the more intimate scenes such as heavy kissing and having sex, these scenes somehow made my ovaries tingle. It was a weird feeling but I didn't mind it because it felt good.
2) I like seeing the tough guy be dominated by a tougher guy. reply
My immediate family? No, I love them all. We're crazy and get in arguments but in the end we've got each others backs. Now, my mom's side of the family is a different story...
My grandma has been good to us and has pulled us out of bad places but when I get my own place she's not getting my address. Her whole way of life is scamming people for ev...... reply
I hate my dad so much, I found out he hit and raped my mom multiples times
I feel so bad for her bc he knows she was raped when she was 7 and used that to manipulate her and cheat on her
Thanks God they're divorced
Sometimes I wish I could kill him 1 reply
I hate pretty much all my family.
I hate my mother even though she have changed a lot of recent and become a somewhat decent person, i will never be able to forgive what she did in the past. She was the kind of person who would call the cop on me for stupid reason, was leaving for weeks will leaving 20$ behind to buy the stuffs we needed. Sent all...... 1 reply
I just do. I think some boys look good together.
I find my yaoi by looking at the picture then reading the summary, then i read it and think about what I should do with it next. 3 reply
My hobbies/interest/likes are:
Reading, writing, crotching, knitting, playing card and puzzle games, dancing, cooking, role playing, taking pictures and money. reply
Well yes and no, but I have myself to blame. Love and hate is a strong word.
My mom makes my biological dad seem bad. I doubt what she says, but i can't help, but feel he's maybe a bad person. My mom has filled my head will things, that have made me mentally go through some stuff while I was young.
I wrote on my walls, talked to myself both out...... 1 reply
Being born. Ever since that happened, everything has just gone wrong. I tried to think about what happened that triggered all these other things in my life and the source was my mom/my birth. Cause & effect people. reply
I was born in Syria so i kinda know how to speak and write a little Arabic. I grew up in Greece and i learned English and i am trying to learn Chinese and Korean. reply
'Things' are your daily life experiences by which you get to know the world around you. Tell others about the things you did, may it be cool, sad, crazy or funny. You can also find things that you might want to do and a friend to do it with!
