And here I thought that after finding out about the baby there is gonna be a cute cat and puppy couple. So what is this contract for the baby shit? I was here genuinely thinking it was a cute romance story and now i feel betrayed ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭
PS. No shade on the author or the story, it's fully my fault starting reading story with like 5 cp and misunderstandings the plot trend ╥﹏╥
I feel so much for the poor ml, since childhood people around him systematically destroyed any self-esteem he had, so now he has zero confidence or trust in good things happening to him. I cried so much just because it was such a realistic self-hate that i couldn't take it. He really needed gentle and patient person in his life like mc to heal those wounds (even if it was not a lover). Thought I kinda feel a bit meh about him imprinting, in a way, to the first person who showed him unconditional trust and love, before emotionally healing personally.
PS. The author is trying to show that the siblings are good, but, if they care so much, how come they didn't try to defuse the situation whether with parents or at school. Instead the big brother doesn't care when the whole school is shitting on your beloved brother (and it's because of you) and just let it be? And leave him to his only 'friend' when it's so obvious from the body language than ml is super uncomfortable and avoidant of him. I can fucking see it from a couple panels, but the siblings can't in the prob close to 20y they were 'friends'? If they're only shown like pretty good people in ml's fucked up life then I wouldn't say anything, but they are SOOOOOO FAR from being good siblings that it's infuriating.
This whole story just felt so warm and comforting. Many realistic works show the pain of irl relationships and make the whole story intense, but this one somehow managed to not sugar coat anything, but still keep it gentle. Have to commend the writer, it's a masterpiece it that aspect.
PS. Would have love to have a novel of them, just to hear more of their inner worlds. (●'◡'●)











This is so messed up and creepy... Just how out of it was I to put it in my want to read....