Jiho's POV might be this....her friend back in high school said she shouldn't stay being lesbian and Jiho when she started college made up her mind to live freely and sleep with whoever she wants to and now Brown is saying date me but a lesbian would think yeah you want us to date right now bit after college you can go back to being straight and leave me so while I date you in college it would be me wasting my time while I could be having sex with any woman I want to inclusive of Pink who actually is a lesbian.
Bisexual women don't get why most lesbians won't date them and this is what's happening with Jiho,when Bisexual women date lesbians they are more about the sex than actually loving the lesbina they are dating while on the other hand they love the men they date but the sex with men don't satisfy them and it's why they still try to sleep with other women secretly especially they go after lesbian women over Bisexual women.
Jiho is ok hiding her feelings and lieing to Brown because she's afraid to take it all as a long term relationship which is what she really wants but with a woman who'll stay for good and not sexually confused....BUT.....I think that Brown also needs to take some time to figure out if she's bi or actually a lesbian and I think maybe Pink can help her figure it out and i think Pink should try to sleep with Jiho again and only then Jiho would realise that she can't do it cause she might feel guilt and that's a way to move forward toward Brown seriously.
Hmm if the director starts treating Yeonwon sweetly I would like to see that a d see 2hat Yeonwon will do,she once had noone to love or even like her and now she has 2,the director is just a bit too rough and hot tempered and that's a turn off and she does need to be softer toward Yeonwon but right now Yeonwon is a bot freaked out which is so darn funny and makes me laugh...
So drunk sex which brown started and jiho finished,brown got her first time oral sex and after it all brown ask if this 2nd time is a mistake too and Jiho said yes so now brown says how can a person go down on someone and call it a mistake which jiho yells out YES IT WAS and in reply Brown says from now on she will nolonger trust Jiho...2 daft chickens they both are in my opinion...
Yeonwon thought it was her fault that her parents didn't want her and why they both left her,she blamed herself and I see that she needed to be told as a child that the choices of adults isn't a child fault and that why in seungji arms she was depicted as and felt like a child again,she grew up empttionally stunted cause she didn't learn how to love cause she never received it,I think she was even afraid to learn how to be loved actually looks like instead of her doing what she thought was her way of displaying love toward others so she gave of herself thinking it automatically will earn someone else's love and affection back to herself
I bet seungji mean that all Yeonwon should have done was refuse to lay the dept and go on with her life but instead she was so nieve that she felt like she had to pay the dept because it belonged yo her father and no matter how much part time work she did the money couldn't be enough and so when her aunt offered her the job she took it thinking she can pay off her father's dept and be loved by the aunt.
Her aunt maybe saw that Yeonwon wasn't cut out for the criminal life and also saw that she wasn't meshing with her and the rest of her family and how desperate she was to be loved that she wouldn't make it and so she maybe thought death would be better for a kid like that.The aunt love the adopted daughter because she choose her bit she didn't know about Yeonwon and so no bond was formed coupled with the aunt being a heartless criminal.
Yeonwon yelling at seungji is her basically saying....you mean I destroyed my life and youth when I could have just said NO,so she feels like an idiot that was so soft hearted and niave that her longing for love made her screw her life up and almost made her loose her life.
Seunji vows to protect Yeonwon and so she kills the aunt and got arrested and her lawyer friend defends her in court,her lawyer defends her well by stating she killed the aunt in self defense and since seungji has no criminal record and the aunt is a known criminal m,seungji only spends a short time in prison and both her and yeonwon live happily ever after.
I feel like Jiho doesn't want Brown to loose anything just like she did cause she likes women and I think it's why she just wants to be her friend and why she wants to try to keep brown " straight " by telling her she doesn't see her that way and why she told Pink that Brown isn't like her ( a lesbian ),Jiho rathers to be brown's friend that stays in her life forever over being her best friend that she may loose I time when Brown gets a serious relationship ( boyfriend ),Jiho is afraid to loose Brown because she doesn't want to live without her and she doesn't want to risk dating her and she gets bored or realise she does like men only afterall and goes back to men and Jiho's heart won't survive that type of hurt and loss once again...
Jiho fell in love with brown from day 1 and Pink knows Jiho's in love with Brown,Pink knows that Jiho's using her because she didn't have the guts to be honest with Brown,Jiho rejected Brown because I suspect that she also confessed to her high-school best friend and was rejected and left and then ridiculed by her for being a lesbian and so even though she fooled around with and then slept with Brown Jiho still believes that Brown is straight and was just sexually curious from the start.
Jiho can't take the chance to fully pursue Brown because she afraid she'll eventually come to her " straight " senses and leave her and that's why from the start Jiho lied to Brwon that she likes Pink so Brown would feel comfortable being friends with her knowing that she likes another girl who isn't Brown and sleeping with the girl she " really likes " which is Pink.
Pink knows Jiho is using her and so Pink is using Jiho back,Pink knows Jiho truly likes Brown but Pink I think also believes that Brown is straight and it's why she tested her at the batting cage to see if she would respond if she came onto her of which Brown instead showed no interest whatsoever and so Pink thinks Brown is straight so when Jiho told her they slept together after all those times Pink ask Jiho if she likes or has interest in Brown and Jiho said NO and that's why Pink slapped Jiho not just cause she slept with Brown but for all her lies and conformation she's using her and also for using her cause she's a coward.
Jiho is afraid of brown and the fact that if she leaves her she maynot be able to get over it and Pink is just a dead-end relationship which Jiho can afford to loose,she knows nomatter what she does Pink isn't her girlfriend and so if she leaves it won't hurt as much and so Jiho doesn't mind being with Pink because she knows it wouldn't last...but if she allows herself to fall completely in love with brown she maynot be able to recover,Jiho knows about loss,she lost her ability to sprint in high-school cause she broke her leg,she lost her school fame and her best friend and so she thought when she comes to university she could just live freely without connecting to anyone really but then brown came into her life out of nowhere and messed up her equilibrium and now Jiho doesn't know what to do....she doesn't want to fall in love with brown but she might already be there and is pushing it down by occupying herself with pink just like pink is using her as a replacement for her dead ex lover.