Yâall really bother me. Yâall are all complaining about the fact that he is a host, heâs this, heâs that yada yada!
But you wonât even realize the fact that Haru is a sex worker⌠Two jobs who hold about an equal share of being frowned upon but which one do you think would get more frowned upon? (Hint!!!: you use your body for it sexually!)
Exactly, so why are you guys not upset at Haru for not communicating this concerns to Shinya when Shinya proved all his emotions to Haru in the best way he could EVEN INTRODUCED HIM TO THE FAMILY?!
Face it, Haru literally only sees Shinya as his job and not for him. What if it was the other way around? Shinya only seeing Haru as a slut, a whore, all because heâs a sex worker. You guys wouldâve swooped in and called the seme all types of names but you all are so quick to get on the wagon of âOh how dare he even treat him like that!!â After the way Haru treats Shinya?! Ugh. (︜︿︜)ďźĺ¸
i mean.. sex workers just have physical relationships with their clients. Hosts sweet talk them and manipulate their clients so they fall for them and pay them more
When it comes to emotional relationships a host is considered worse than a prostitute, especially w Haru who only tops for his clients. Since, again, a host is known for honeytrap their clients AND another host bluntly says that's his M.O., do you rlly think is so crazy for Haru to assumed that??
I donât think itâs crazy to assume that, and I think everyone has valid points, I just think people are forgetting that this whole relationship from the start has been really rushed (even for a sex worker and a host) so there hasnât been enough time for either party to build trust in character and word. Itâs like they instinctively know they love each other and the energy is magnetic but theyâre afraid because they donât know of what theyâre capable of and are now panicking because theyâre in too deep emotionally. So of course Haruâs biggest fear rn probably is to confront Shinya and have him say that Ginji was lying but then finding out that he wasnât. I think itâs valid to say that someone like haru whoâs closed off from bottoming at work because he wants to be topped genuinely and with someone he loves is very deeply afraid that the person heâs undeniably fixated on and already gave his virginity to is gonna break his heart into pieces. I think Haru avoiding Shinya is his way of avoiding finding out the truth because heâs pessimistic on the outcome. And I think him taking bottom requests is him trying to distract himself from the person he really wants to be his top/boyfriend. Now on Shinyaâs side: I believe its partially the same. Now I want to highlight to the authors characterization of him: thereâs a really subtle but evident straight man behavior that pokes his head everytime he takes the lead and is sort of clueless to what Haru is worried about . He knows heâs attracted to haru and his intentions are true therefore he pursues Haru diligently and loyally but the thing is Haru is unaware that this is Shinya showing his favor and loyalty to him because theyâve only just met and from his perspective heâs never seen any other side to Shinya so this is just who he is. Now it is true that Shinya payed for Haruâs time for sex so I donât really view this as S/A although a sec worker can say no at some point Haru even agrees to use sec toys so to some degree he is VERY into everything that Shinya is throwing his way. I think the author does a great job at demonstrating his battle with his pride about being not only a bottom but a masochist. Anyways sorry for this long text im just really interested to see where the author takes this next. I like that even though they had hot passionate sex theyâre still unsure of where the other stands.
??? Shinya is okay with Haru topping but not bottoming??? No matter what the position is, it's still sex. Shinya wasn't making sense. Haru thought about getting serious with his relationship with Haru and instead of asking why he wanted to quit his job, he was told that it's a rash decision. Of course Haru would be like??? and think "Shinya is fine with me having sex with others?" He prolly not gonna be jealous or serious with this relationship.
Thatâs true in a way. Like Japan has a very lax view on sex work. Like to a large amount of people thereâs this like acceptance of like idk their spouse âmeeting their needsâ with a sex worker. I guess thereâs some things in manga that would just be understood better if maybe I was living there.
you people will dick ride a fictional guy so hard that you refuse to see any of his faults Haru wasn't promised a relationship after going on a date or having his first time with Shinya, and when he is told by people who seem to know Shinya for a lot longer than he did that he is being scammed and used how tf was he supposed to react?! did you guys just forget that they have had like 3 full meetings till then...
Also he ASKED if Shinya wanted him to quit, which led to that miscommunication on both parts clearly. But Haru was again unrightfully punished for making decisions about his own body + got ghosted afterwards. Haru made assumptions about Shinya, but how tf was he supposed to know for sure that he wasn't being scammed? he aint a mind reader ffs. Shinya got offended after being accused but refused to elaborate or explain his pov until after Haru sought him out HIMSELF.. how is that logical at all
Yesss youâre the only other person whoâs mentioned how quick this all developed. Please read my comment on this thread but honestly itâs really long and I get it if you donât but that was one of my big points. Like of course theyâre not gonna communicate effectively; they barely know each other !
i read it! you make some great points, it does make their relationship seem intentional, like the author wanted them to get over the insecurities with their own effort. I think this could have worked out better if it was longer, having a single person pov doesn't really work well with stories like this, crammed in 6 chapters, it makes it seem forced and unnatural even with that pull they clearly have! The chemistry seems bland because instead of knowing what the characters are into we are thrust into sex scenes that seem horribly one sided, sometimes i feel its better to add an emotional scene instead of sex, or make an emotional sex, especially when both of these characters are somewhat sex workers. it just makes you hate the perpetrator more rather than empathise with them
Honestly I thought this story was going tot see a complete right turn and not a left at first. I thought the seme (black hair) was gonna bring out his dead body n in front of the uke (purple hair) idk.. maybe cook up his own body and serve it IDFK but not rape idk why that was not on my roster for a typical psychological BL
Wow. This was like a whiplash of emotions! Itâs soooo bittersweet but instead of the sweet it keeps getting bitter âĽďšâĽ The fact that heâs been restarting life over and over and his parents were baring the hurt that their son couldnât remember them anymore but they still loved him and did everything despite the situation!!! Mio doing above and beyond for him and just trying to help him out in doing things he couldnât do is just so touching. Literally 10/10 story
âPapa Thank you, From then, now, and forever I am happy because of you!â Oh my GOSH the tears I freaking cried!!! The fact that she got validation from one of her parents nonetheless her father and was able to be transparent with him was soooo healing. She was born into this cute girly girl because of her fatherâs effortâs into making her happy. That truly made me happy for her :)
Honestly Daichiâs behavior was a big pain in the arse. You can see he was puddled in internalized homophobia but he knew he loved Noburu he just couldnât handle being talked about by people and their opinions on them. It was very frustrating because I personally donât think any of the actions that Noburu showed were treating him as a girl rather just treating him like Daichi, not a guy, just Daichi. Iâm glad they were able to patch things up though and Daichiâs turning point and trying not to care so much because it is hard when your countryâs conservative. Loved this tho I give it a 7.5/10
Beware of the next few chapters they are NOT pretty
Girly.... You just switched my ghosting side... Now imma truly ignore 10 or sum chaps before I come back
It doesn't last 10 chapters, I'd say wait 2 more weeks
Okay that's reassuring thank you