Yeah, next ch he's gonna act weird and our boy is gonna feel like a prostitute because the alpha's going to vanish in the morning, pay for room service, make him stay (while the others fly away), then pay for the 1st class ticket and the boy is going to feel used
Low key miss Ghost's Nocturne
Um.. novel spoiler?
No...(TT)Is that spoiler?
This doesn't feel rewarding... seriously?
Since when melting from pleasure and experiencing orgasm after orgasm is not rewarding. I swear this thing in BL is the only thing that always annoys me... no stop I'm gonna come... bish that's the point! Enjoy the ride! And be grateful you're not a girl who needs a million things to come together to orgasm at least once (⌒▽⌒)
Cool, this answered the Yeon tied to another girl thing... though wait... does that mean that someone else is now tied to Yeon's only friend but can'tbe with them?....... oh well, let's hope they are living in Siberia or smth he he
Jaehyuk is actually very rational about their relationship and also willing to do everything, communicate, compromise and if Garam would let him I can totally see Jaehyuk literally carrying Garam in his arms everywhere all the time. Garam is stupid. Don't even try to change my mind, his reasoning comes from a place of fear and trauma so it's warped as shit.
Over acting asf. I really hate him these past few chapters
Those hands, those arms... author-nim I see what you're doing there
Hmm... still confused. Why does he care if a concubine does it with someone else? Is it a status thing? Like you're not supposed to? But he did let it happen once and it was the norm when his father was the ruler so it doesn't seem to be an issue. Shuraka doesn't care about the guy but still doesn't want him to take other men? Why? And also the concibine... what was he trying to do? Make Shuraka jealous? Seems stupid to believe that infidelity would work in your favor.
Idt its about the concubine fucking another guy. It was the "I love you" and the audacity to be chummy with him that pissed him off. Him killing off the other guy was a warning to not test him and not really out of jealousy.
I think also even if he's not interested in the concubines, he wants them to not engage in infidelity because in politics, it's basically questioning his authority as the owner of the harem. If he can't even control his harem, how can he control his kingdom. So it's like "I kept you alive with your high status as a concubine even if I don't want to. The least you could do is be obedient and loyal to the crown"
i saw it as the king doesn’t like how the concubine believes he can have power/control over him because he “loves him” meanwhile doing unfaithful things and talking down to his lover in the previous chapter. in comparison, the king’s lust is literally killing him yet he quells the desperation as much as he can. he’s not only waiting for the queen to want him back, but he feels his love and pleasure is reserved only for one special person
then it seems to be an issue because the king was fine with the concubine living quietly but he keeps doing things that interrupt or disturb his time with the queen/clearly making the queen disturbed. his spy most likely has been informing him of the queens reactions towards things including the concubines provocation. but we also have to remember the mental state he was in, believing the queen also thought he was disgusting and untouchable so he was already triggered and needed an outlet for his violence
he truly does not care about the concubine, and whether or not he’s unfaithful. the killing was a warning to stop being so bold and live without stirring up problems
the concubine probably thought his old tricks would work like it did on the last king, like he could weasel his way onto the throne using his sexual nature and body- but it completely backfired because shura doesn’t give a fuck and only care when it bothers his lover
Although he was a man, Tei believed he had a duty as the consort to the Emperor. Even if it meant his own destruction...
Who's destruction? Shuraka's or Tei's? And if Tei's what kind of destruction are we even talking about? Like anal destruction? Seriously, I like clever misunderstandings, this is just... makes me feel stupid and confused and hence annoyed. What even happened? What is even the issue? Because to me the issue is only that their first time didn't work out. That's it. That is the whole reason for both of them driving each other insane (and me too). My boys if at first you don't succeed TRY AGAIN!
Also Tei didn't want to have sex, he thought from the very beginning that Shuraka shld be with a woman. Now he's like "Wait, if I can't have sex with him I'm worthless", you literally never felt like that before, isn't it exactly the way you wanted? Feels like a plot hole (no hate towards BWAT just confusion). Obviously I'll keep on reading and obviously I still love the series, just expressing my opinion.
from my own understanding, Tei is a person who has no deep attachments hence he is only driven by a sense of purpose or any means to give him a sense of worth.
He is a man, and at the same time the consort of the emperor, he has duties he needs to fulfill even if they are against his will.
Many years ago, Tei never felt that way towards Shuraka, he only wanted to protect him against attempts to his life. now, the Shuraka presented before him was unfamiliar. He is now a person who sits on the highest authority, The Emperor, and he believe he must live up to the title next to him, but how? he cannot bear an heir nor is he a woman. Sure he can satisfy Shurakas desire with his body but what if he is simply not desirable? what would he become in that relationship?
Tei realized that the scent of one of the male concubines smelled exactly like the perfume on Shuraka the night before.His foundation and his standing on Shurakas favor was weak from the start. he deduced that since he was already brought back from Leracal, there is no need for Shuraka to seek him out anymore from all the company he already has.
I think he also mentioned about Shurakas type on mature women, he thinks he is ones of them(?) I dont rlly know I skimmed thought it but I'm pretty sure they might be the harem from the previous emperor or his diceased older brothers concubines but Tei would have no idea about any of that.
He still feel out of place and confused about the while thing
Yes, it's a very interesting story. And it's BWAT, I know we won't be let down.
It says To be continued right thereeeee! What the end? No, I do not accept no the ends!