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imo honestly rereading this all in one go, lowkey hunter's behavior...the signs are so much more prominent earlier on in the series even before the art got really gorgeous, like calling yujin a "pet" before growing attached to him, same thing with yujin saying he'd run if he tried to tie him down. it's also interesting how both yujin and hunter's childhood's showthrough in their dynamic- yujin running away from things and quickly moves from place to place, never having one stable home... and obviously hunter struggling with his emotions from a young age (noted earlier in story possibility of psychopathy), it's just those two things collide so heavily and you got so different perspectives from the mc's. im still in shock about how yujin intially left so that he could protect hunter from his own bio dad...yet didn't really seem to trust for hunter's promise of protection. hunter wanting something for the first time in his life, a person & yujin recieving something similar to safety net both money and protection in different senses... i just wish the series didn't have to get super in the trenches of toxicity- like chaining someone up with no clothes is extremely traumatizing and stripped your sense of autonomy or even sense of self over time especially being isolated in a bedroom so unfamiliar. the measures taken are way past your average fear of abandonment trophe. it's honestly concerning like its starting to get into anatasia codename territory where i just can't see the storyline progressing in a healthy or even normal way even though i know there are novel chapters for these two apparently going through a top crying phase but im too scared lol!!!

GAHHHHH it only took like a full year or whatever but THE ART IMPROVED SO MUCH AND I CANT WITH THEM.

WHY CANT THIS BE SPED UP I NEED THE NEXT CHAPTER TOMORROW. LIKE NOWWWWWWWWWW UGHHH ;-; TILL THEN MY BABIES

hot take but... IMO im kinda liking this storyline...do i like it for ideum, no bc its confusing to receive it without any info. at the same time, as a reader, i do like the realistic aspect of the story. humans are messy, we get confused, we don't know why we behave the way we do until we realize later on. not everyone is able to confront their childhood wounds in a blink of an eye... and especially the whole reason i find this manga so interesting is because of its realistic parallels, from the drawings to the storyline. i do not think jaeyi would become like a black flag or anything... but i do like how sometimes when characters face high stakes or confusing moments that are the moments that show character! its not easy facing wounds that keep getting pressed on and in this case, its jaeyi feeling like the things he finds important are taken away from him, whether thats the time he has with them or just normal security (parents - childhood wound --> ideum = similar symbolism). if anything, it seems because of jaeyi's repitive asks to be seen as a child, its harder as an aduld to be direct about what he really wants and thats really showing up in this latest ch!

gonna be so honest after letting this marinate after seeing it blow up for awhile, it was worth it... there's also something i cant put my finger on when it comes to their sexual dynamic/scenes. its feels so second nature / comforting for both of them around each other...or idk if its just like smooth? idk but for some reason its soothing compared to a lot of rougher bl ive seen.

Four years ago, the idol group Dream Boy disbanded after a career-ending scandal, sending them down ...

Four years ago, the idol group Dream Boy disbanded after a career-ending scandal, sending them down ...

Four years ago, the idol group Dream Boy disbanded after a career-ending scandal, sending them down ...

Four years ago, the idol group Dream Boy disbanded after a career-ending scandal, sending them down ...

Four years ago, the idol group Dream Boy disbanded after a career-ending scandal, sending them down ...

what in the horrors of october did i just witness. no not my babies...

University student Saku longs to have a fairytale romance, but even though he has no trouble getting...

University student Saku longs to have a fairytale romance, but even though he has no trouble getting...