The type that haven't been updated in 4+ months and aren't on hiatus. My two examples are https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/boku_to_koi_no_hanashi_wa_shinaika/ and https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/do_you_wanna_touch_my_tail/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/ghost_stories_game/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/bones/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/friendly_competition/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/so_that_s_how_the_saintess_became_the_devil_of_revenge/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/high_end_player_of_mystery/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/humanistic_sensibility/
I remember that it was full color, no more than 50 chapters, pretty sure it shounen ai, and generally a non stressful one. I remember specifically that there was some rich high school rival who came in around the last 10 chapters who kidnapped the bottom only for it to turn out that he was incompetent and the bottom just sort of walked out on his own because the light security. And then everyone around was saying how pathetic and petty he was. I remember it was surprisingly refreshing because it felt that it was going down the route of an overdramatic finale just for it to fizzle out.
I found it no thanks to you wieners https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/i_want_to_be_your_first_love/
A wanna say it was part of an anthology of 2-3 stories, about two chapters long. Think I found it on one of those "Adorable BL" user made lists. I read it around September of last year.
The MC was the top and he was a former nerd who got bullied in high school. I remember specifically he was in a gardening club and got his plants destroyed by bullies. In college he meets one of the bullies who fell in love with the now hot MC at first sight. The bottom is a airhead who had a weird fashion sense, had a weird vocabulary and had big blonde spiky hair. The MC wants revenge and is a douchebag. Eventually it is revealed that the bottom was in love with the MC in high school but was unaware that he was the same person he was now dating. This causes the MC to snap and reveal his plan to the bottom. I specifically remember the bottom saying something like "I'm kinda of dumb so *insert rest of sentence here*". I forget how but they wind up together.
I want to read it again because the bottom was cute in a dorky way and I love dorks. The plot genuinely wasn't the best but I just want to see that dork again.
Name more than two bl/yaoi where rape is depicted well. I can name one, I can barely name two, but I can't name a third.
Zankoku Na Kami Ga Shihai Sure (the best depiction of rape I've seen in media in general)
Boy meets Maria
(Honorable mention goes to J no Subete, it's listed as yaoi but the character identifies as a woman, so not really)
Not sure if I sent this link yet already cause mangago is kind of wack but
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/sheep_s_mask/
I read that one and I really dislike it because its essentially rape porn interspersed with a backstory. It feels gross to read without having any real appeal except revenge. And for killing stalking, I feel like the rape is sort of just another way of showing the guys being tortured by a psychopath
It's not that the rape itself is well depicted in terms of the emotional and psychological effects it has on the uke, but it does explore the toll it has on the seme later in the series. It was a refreshing point to see rape being addressed "properly" even if much later. In this case the seme is struck with huge feelings of guilt and self loathing for what he did to the uke, and spirals out mentally due to it. It's in hidoku shinaide (rape in volume 1, chapter 1 and the reflection in volume 6). The character development game there is great and one of the reasons why it's one of my favorite mangas and couples of all time.
I read it because of what you said and yeah the character development is well done, but he feels bad for the last few pages of one chapter and then half of another. He literally showed no remorse until a side character almost got raped as a plot device. Him refusing to have sex one time and acting moody isn't really the act of a penitent. And right afterwards they had sex and moved right on to the dad storyline. That's pretty much the author going "well we're going to have to address this at some point" and then moving on as soon as possible. I honestly feel like the story didn't need rape in it, if they wanted a redemption arc they could've just had the top be an asshole not a rapist bastard. He also just shifts from rapist bastard to a persistent sex fiend to emotionally abusive and cold to a doting possessive top. He goes from incredibly unlikable to a stand up guy within like 3 chapters. Honestly the handling of the rape really drags this from like an 8 to a 5 for me.
I just think that for a semi old school manga to even address it at all is great. Its actually not the only scene where they address it it's just the main one. An although I do agree the the seme was more than an asswipe at the first volume the more you read in the more grounded he gets. But at the end of the day this is just my two cents. If you agree with me of not is beyond my control ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭
What has signaled to you that a bl or yaoi just won't be enjoyable to read?
I did admit he was a jerk but where was the SA that you mentioned? Seems like he was only engaging in consensual sex. And when Dan and him were about to engage the first time, when Dan refused he instantly dropped the idea and was calling someone else. Dan was the one who stopped him and agreed for money. He never coerced him
Any recommendations for bls with average looking mcs with hot mls? Kinda like the side couple in The Man Who Can't Taste. Preferably completed, manga or manhwas are fine.
The magic soup
I don't know if you already read this but i recc
Never understand
Mr 100% perfect
Payback
Boku No Mama Chan (43) Kaihatsu Nikki (Yaoi) funny af