people on this website r so fucking corny no ur not morally superior for telling me to get raped because idgaf ab fictional rape
right like tbh some woke people are sweet and I genuinely appreciate them trying to spread positivity, but most wokes are.. THESE types almost always have either internalized homophobia, transphobia, sexism, ableism and fucking racism, I've deadass experienced all from different people like ur life CANNOT be that bad son
I dunno if I should be happy or sad that my porn addiction is disappearing
like yay bad habit erased but now my life is so eventless like I have nothing to do I'm so bored
questioning if it really ever was an addiction, or just an interest
i'm learning arabic (the other option was french and i already attempted that like thrice and i never made any progress with it) and it is really eating into my free time but for some reason i always come out feeling calm and steady after my sessions. i'm having a bit of fun even tho i don't really get anything what's going on. anyways it really helped me with my phone addiction. well a porn addiction is different to a phone addiction but as long as you're having fun, these addictions aren't really that desirable anymore.
also should i try learning vietnamese?
I support carrotpie's opinion, I think trying to learn a language that you're genuinely interested in might help, it will keep you engaged and i think learning a new language from zero is fun and productive, even if u use your phone to get sources, at least you're using it for a good cause and time passes without you noticing it when you're trying to figure the pronunciation, writing, grammar and stuff, it's like a rabbit hole , you keep learning and you feel a sense of fulfillment and satisfaction as you progress, it's honestly so fun tho it may be tiring and frustrating at times
It used to give you a rush, didn't it? But you chased it so many times that even it lost its meaning. That's the curse of every high,you keep feeding it until it no longer feeds you.
If your life feels eventless why don't you engage yourself in some kinda sports like if you're not afraid of heights you can try paragliding, skydiving, or bungee jumping. If heights aren't your thing, try skating, drifting, or any sport that pushes your limits.
Trust me, a real adrenaline rush silences every thought. For a few fleeting moments, all that exists is your heartbeat.
oh shi shakespeare over here ... thank you too, (also ty to carrotpie and airplane) I used to be a big fan of skating but at some point of my life I started going downhill and ever since then dropped here , I'll try to get back to skating, ice skating, learning languages, drawing bla bla really just anything that'll pass the time, y'all r great for answering
eating really yummy dough balls with sugar and wanting to read something just as yummy -
rec me your favorite bl manhwas, can be any genre!
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/hyperventilation/ and https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/mignon_1/ => the same artist and you have the animations (this is reaaaaally good and beautiful)
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/checkmate_1/ => Goated enemies to lover, the tension was incredible
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/spinach_bouquet/ => beautiful countryside schoolife, it feels like you grow with the characters (spice later trust me hihi)
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/payback_1/ => OMG this one. IS. SO. HOT. + the plot is really good
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/the_pizza_delivery_man_and_the_gold_palace/ => beautiful art style, beautiful story, chief kiss
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/fate_makes_no_mistakes/ =>PEAK fantasy bl trust me
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/sketch_1/ => my confort story, the alchemy between these two is something !
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/night_song_mgs/ => another peak fantasy + OMG the art style is WOOOOW (waiting for S4...)
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/our_sunny_days/ => One of the BEST green forest bl (waiting for S4...)
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/love_sick_dog/ => and every stories by songhyel is OMGGGG emotional damage
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/bbanana_scandal/ => S2 and 3 have the BEST chasing arc everrrr
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/reunion/ => I never recovered from this one, felt like I was watching a masterpiece
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/tale_of_the_yellow_dragon/ => probably my favorite from BWAT (every stories from BWAT is excellent tbh)
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/incidentally_dyed_by_spring_s_love/ => office romance, re encounter beautifully written (try the other stories from park jiyeon cause its SO good, expecially momentum and wolf in the house)
Hope you like it ^^

I forgot what I was gonna ask