The MC will have "new flesh" with yin energy? That smells like male pregnancy. Please tell me I'm wrong and I'm overanalyzing; otherwise I'm dropping it. Like, it will suck to read a manhwa again where the author drops male pregnancy in the middle of the manhwa, AGAIN. Like, I read 55 chapters of this.
So are you telling me—(I'm sorry, guys, I will use the top/bottom thing—the MC and ML don't work on this one because the top is the MC, and you just keep getting things confused)—that the bottom was staring so hard at those man arms and still won't call himself gay or bi or something? Do the authors even know what these words mean? Like, I'm sorry, but if you like a huge man's arm, then you are gay or bi, aka you find men sexually appealing. It doesn't matter if he "is the only man. " Never mind the sexual assault thing, but since the bottom is doing the SA, no one gives a shit, I guess. I can't believe I was waiting for this for a whole ass year. Such a disappointment. I was looking forward to it so much; BL with Top as MCs is so rare to find .
I stopped reading at chapter one. At first, I thought the story was interesting; it would be interesting if the manhwa tackled subjects about the lover's death and saving a kid from suicide and its results, but instead, it's turned into Dear Teddy Bear V2, at least Dear Teddy Bear had a bad ending for the ML. I don't think it will happen the same with this one. I think it's a wasted potential.
It's cute. But are you telling me the ML remembered the guy's username and him having earrings just by watching him once, while he said he didn't even enjoy the stream? huh? It would have made more sense if the author had made him bi or gay and he just happened to like his streams, but I don't know why authors avoid this kind of plot like a plague. It's always because "he just happened to stumble on it once." "This is not the first time an author is guilty of that.
Finally, Twink x Twink. They are so rare to find in BL; for some reason people keep complaining about twinks in BL and make it their whole personality how they hate twinks because of "heteronormativity" when, in fact, the men that BL can't get rid of are the big masculine men. But whatever, I'm not surprised; feminine men always get shit. Anyway, I'm getting off topic. I like the stories where ML is being a loser and lives miserably but has a turnaround to fix their life, it's weirdly comforting You know, stories like those give some hope, and it feels like you are not alone. I have some hope for this story.
So the ML killed/zombified a guy while that guy's 3-4-year-old son was behind the door, and the ML decided to tie that guy by the neck on that damn door, the door that kid was behind. The kid is now without a father. Holy shit, the ML is a psychopath. It's beyond me how anyone can root for this guy to get a happy ending. And the more messed-up thing is if the author swept this under a rug and made the kid grow with the ML, That would be fucking disgusting. I'm fine with psychology stuff, but the author needs to treat it right instead of making it kids' play and romanticizing it.
Well, I wish I could say this in the comments instead of topics, but whatever. wasted premise, Instead of the author letting their characters' relationship develop, they resorted to sexual assault instead. Like, are BL fans THAT horny that they can't read the first 10 chapters without sex, so the author needs to think of a way for the characters to do sex in the first 10 chapters? And most of the time they are raping each other because it doesn't make sense why one side would consent to it when he never thought that he would be with a man anyway because, God forbid we have two sides who had experience with men. And for people who are celebrating pegging, just read Josei; there's plenty of pegging representation there, I don't know why people are clapping for this, but I get it, The mangago tagging system sucks; they wouldn't let people find stuff easier. Also, the "bisexuality representation is so rare in BL" comment is not true, Maybe it was true two years ago, but I'm seeing plenty of it these days, so I don't know what you are talking about. I really liked the first 5 chapters, but after the hostess club thing? It's all gone downhill for me. It's really interesting to see people barely talk about the story or premise but instead magnify the pegging and bisexuality representation, making it seem like it's a big deal and never done before when it's done many, many times before.