Throughout your marriage, he showered you with sincere love and care, always showing jealousy towards everyone and everything like a kid without even trying to hide it. What kind of blind and dense person would think it was all an act?
Even after you abandoned him and distanced yourself without giving any explanation, he has kept expressing his love unconditionally.
Then why the fu*k would you refuse to believe him, refuse to even explain, and deliberately utter such insensitive and insulting words when there was absolutely no need to hurt him? Wtf did he even do wrong to you?
Wth would the author need to hurt such a truly sincere and loving ML in totally unnecessary and undeserved way like this...?
Seriously, just stop it already... I'm extremely tired of crying for being-tortured-for-nothing type ML that exists too many in the webtoon lately...
Exactly, the Top is trying and figuring things out while bottom is like a lifeless doll who doesn’t even explain things and ehen he open his mouth its full of bullshit and lies lol. Felt bad for ML tho assurance is all he wants for their relationship
Yep. If you truly deeply love someone, you would desperately prioritize treating them honestly and never hurting them.
While telling himself, "It's for his own good," MC actually does the exact opposite. He treats ML in a completely unnecessary and inappropriate way, even insulting and hurting not only his affection but also his upbringing and his life itself.
What a contradiction. He definitely has been doing all of this just for own sake, just because he doesn't want to get hurt. His claim of "love" is a complete bullshit.
How difficult to find BL webtoon which is written things make sense even at least the lowest level...
Up until now, no matter how horny ML was, he would always ask MC, "I won't do it if you don't want to." Which was depicted in past chapters.
He had never forced his body, or even his feelings, onto MC.
And NOW, MC just learned firsthand that ALPHAs can HANDLE their desires and CONTROL their actions if they TRULY want to, even while drowning in the intense HEAT pheromones, and even being affected by their own alpha pheromones, right?
And yet, immediately afterward, despite facing a situation MC had long DETESTED and even seriously considered DYING to AVOID—a situation where his strangely-super-trustworthy ALPHA drugged and raped him and even cum inside, completely ignoring MC's desperate resistance, earnest pleas, distress of being an OMEGA and dignity (things ML had desperately tried to protect all this time)—he even forgot what he learned through the time with ML from just a few hours earlier and
reacted to RAPIST ALPHA in such an extremely insane way...??
Who the f*ck are you, then?
And someone who took the birth control pill right in front of ML when they had sex before, this time he won't take it when this disgusting m*therfucker of all people forcibly cum inside him ...????
GTH rn
with your f*ckin beloved RAPIST ALPHA GARBAGE
The author should immediately refund everyone who want and NEVER FU*KIN COME BACK.
Never lay your nauseous malicious hands on ML again. FOREVER
Thank you for summarizing this trash story so coherently.
This started okay, considering, wow a BAMF Omega who takes no shit from everyone including his childhood friend/2nd-in-command job rival THEN does nothing but punch his some-year ago Secretary who should have known better.
I liked this cause it got potential, but no, we ended up with grape, as always. As if there's no other plot conflict other than SA.
i’m sorry but wdym reacted? he was drugged by the alpha whom he treated as younger brother. i know his action is really stupid but him being raped was never his fault. i’m not on his side btw, just saying that he didn’t want that to happen, he only reacted cause of the drugs that was given to him, not by his own will. and if he was not drugged in the first place, that’ll never happen.
Yeah but after being raped he punched the secretary and then treated his wounds too. He can't forgive ml for not giving up his chairman position rights but he forgive his rapist..
Sorry but can't you understand that from the context...?
I wasn't talking about physical reactions.
Everyone understands that except you.
You wouldn't describe a physical reaction as "insane way," would you?
Who would blame someone who felt pleasure after being drugged?
How can you interpret it that way after reading the context?
You've lost your composure in your eagerness to defend MC.
Also, you seem to want to argue that he's not at fault, but if he truly despises alphas who target their bodies and genuinely hates being raped to death, and if he truly cares about protecting his dignity and physical and mental well-being as an omega, he wouldn't stay overnight at the house of an alpha who almost raped him.
Even in the real world, if you're attacked while walking around a dangerous area in your underwear, people say it's "a natural consequence."
And that's even more critical in the deadly relationship between an omega and an alpha, isn't it?
Besides, it's absolutely crazy to keep an alpha from the company that tried to kill you in such a deadly position as secretary in the first place.
Not just as an Omega, but as a CEO.
He deserve to be CHAIRMAN? What a joke.
He hate Alphas so much that he hysterically stormed off the dinner table with his father and ML, refusing to even listen to the true meaning of father's words, claiming "ALL ALPHAS ARE THE SAME."
Yet, immediately afterward, he try to stay the night with the ALPHA who attempted to rape him a few days earlier (that POS even tried to stop him from leaving that day without any reflection). Don't you understand how nonsensical that is?
MC said, "I'd rather die right now than be fucked by an Alpha I don't love at all someday."
He trusted him like a brother? Then the shock and trauma of his betrayal should be more extreme and drive you insane, shouldn't it?
As I've clearly explained above, if an Alpha, like ML, truly intends, they can control their actions no matter how much pheromones they're exposed to. And this happened right after MC experienced THAT firsthand.
You don't have to deal with some weired like me anymore. TY
Right this is just pure stupidity..he don't deserve the ml
“everyone understands it except you” you didn’t even elaborate hello? everyone has diff interpretations tf
i’m just stating what i’ve said cause ur tone feels like you’re blaming the mc for being raped when no one wants that to happen. i know what he did is STUPID, for staying after getting raped and that’s why i told you it’s because his blind and stupid trust cause he treats him like a younger brother (younger brother is dongsaeng in Korean and that’s how they treat a subordinate younger than them / it’s Korean culture thing), can’t you read? that’s literally the reason he undermined what happened earlier cause he was too confident he can take him down or wtvr bs he was thinking. mf thought the alpha secretary is some weakass nobody and he was deadass stupid for that, learned his lesson the hard way.
Also “the shock and trauma part” you mean, that’s the point why he stayed and ask for explanation. HE WAS. and that’s STUPID AF I KNOW. But that’s the reason why he then went to ask for explanation, which fs he knew why cause that sun of a btch do that because of his father (and also because of his fckass jealousy) which ofc idk if he’s gonna admit.
i’m just explaining why he did what he did, not because i want to defend him. i’m explaining the story line
Nope. No one is blaming MC for being raped. We're all just pointing out how inconsistent his character is.
For all his talk about him not wanting to be with some rando alpha just because he's an Omega and would just be a "stepping-stone" for the chairmanship, his reaction to the Secretary (after the Secretary's initial attempt at coercion, the ch before this rape scene) is not congruent with his character.
Trusting his Secretary more who did all of that rather than the childhood ML who never did force himself is crazy work for some boss man Omega who is supposed to be crazy strong and intelligent.
What you're doing isn't an explanation.
It's just a forced interpretation.
MC's actions, words, and decisions throughout the season are full of contradictions that deviate from his character setting and his own lines. This work doesn't even function as a 'story'.
Even before considering the story itself, the character itself is broken from the very beginning.
Because the author only cared about forcibly leading to the goal of "having MC raped and got cum inside by his secretary, impregnating MC with a child whose father is unknown, and driving ML, who has dedicated his life to MC, to despair," completely ignoring the setting, logic, legitimacy, and realism.
I have no idea what's the point of trying to justify such a thing by forcibly interpreting it tbh. Only the author herself can find meaning in such action.
I'm not into trying to have a dialogue with someone who only sees things the way they want to see them, so I'm not going to explain or smt anymore. That's why I said you shouldn't be deal with a prick like me.
But let me just say this one last thing :
You didn't understand the clear intent of the other person's writing and said "don't blame rape victims," but YOU yourself are the one who is downplaying the impact and gravity of rape and insulting the victims.
Goodbye.
yes i understand
what mental gymnastics is this? wdym forced interpretation are you dumb? it’s literally in the story, did you read with your eyes closed? everything i said isn’t from my own interpretation but thru the story line what bs are tryna say? and if you find loopholes to what i said then THAT’S THE POINT. A WRITING ISSUE AND INCONSISTENCY.
in what way did i even downplay victim, you be saying shit now. the problem with someone like you is your brain is so closed to other people’s views you resorted to having mental gymnastics.
[I got stupidly upset over a mere comic that this post ended up being insanely long, so please skip it lol]
You've been telling yourself from the beginning that "All alphas are the same. When an alpha says they like you, they just want to have sex with you," and you've reaffirmed THAT just now, haven't you?
So why are you coming to the place of an ALPHA who actually almost RAPED YOU not long ago??? And especially after you've even realized that this POS might have suddenly become rut because he likes you.
Aren't you smart and capable enough that people around you didn't notice you were an omega?
Not only has ML never forced himself on you, but he's devotedly helped you get and implement ways to control your heat without relying on sex or powerful suppressants ever since you two found out your secondary genders in high school.
You've forever only seen him through the filter of an alpha, while he has hated it more than anyone else for himself or others to treat you as an omega.
He's stubbornly refusing to dropout because he knows that if he gives up the chairman position to you, you'll be mocked by those around you for only winning because a powerful alpha stepped down, and that would be the most despairing outcome for you, right?
And his only hope is the promise you forgot : you'll be his lover if he become chairman.
After 10 years of being rejected and dismissed as a joke, with no words or actions believed because he was an alpha, he have no choice but to cling to that childhood promise. YOU are the one who pushed him into thinking that nothing he said or did would work on you, and created the situation you're in now.
Meanwhile, your secretary only sees you as an omega, both as his subordinate and as an alpha yet he acts like not.
You can't trust even ML, who understands you more than anyone and has devoted himself to you in every way for many years, but why can you trust a rapist who has always treated you as an omega and only desires you sexually?
It's insane that no one on the production side stepped in to stop such a crazy plot.
Ever since this POS masturbated while listening to MC's moans, and then touched the drunk MC's body and rubbed their foreheads together, I've felt like throwing up every time this filthy alpha comes up.
If MC says "I can't get any work done in a hotel," then YOU should be the one to stay at a hotel. That's the bare minimum responsibility of a rapist.
The reason you don't do that is because you want to rape MC if possible. GTH fr
You could have adequately depicted the progression between MCML without using such a filthy cheap stage prop even deliberately turning MC into a stupid omega full of contradictions. Why ruin it all?
I've never seen an alpha as devoted as this ML, yet so thoughtful and patient that he has continued to behave for many years in a way that doesn't make MC feel burdened or force his feelings on MC. [What's more, he was even willing to wait much longer if MC's father hadn't said he wanted to see his grandchild.]
I'm reading it because I really love him and want him to be rewarded. That's why I'm so disgusted by MC and this MFing secretary that it's driving me crazy.
I thought the flashback had been ages because the author wanted to carefully depict the process of the two of them getting closer (Saejin falling in love with MC and growing up as a person) and then have them become lovers, but who would have imagined that the moment he realized Sejin's feelings, he would coldly dismiss him like THIS??
Did MC suddenly get swapped with someone else in this chapter?
If he don't wanna Sejin to fall for him, he shouldn't have been clinging him and taking care of him that much in the first place. He has a history of doing the same thing to other juniors and misleading them, so why does he never change his risky behavior?
I used to really like MC, but now I suddenly hate him... "Saint" is bullshit...wtf...
Of all MCs and 2nd-dudes I've ever seen, these two are the most disgusting. Why doesn't MC have the slightest consideration that ML lost his memory and even his personality changed BECAUSE he sacrificed his LIFE to protect YOU?! Dare to run away just because you are tired, and then, of all people, why r u clinging to his brother?
What's most nauseous is that despite MC has been making the choices that ML would hate the most if he were to regain his memories and that would hurt ML so much he would want to die, MC keeps justifying them by saying "I'm doing this FOR HWAN'S SAKE."
That 2nd who acts like a savior and a knight while exploiting his little brother's tragedy to fulfill own desire for MC and own social status is f*ckin disgusting to hell.
Bi*ch and Pedophile, you selfish bastards...
I regret reading this whole spiteful story. It was a real waste of time.
They are my absolute favorite MCML and manhwa right now... The vibes between them, and the true feelings or thoughtfullness they secretly have for each other, are the kindest and warmest... And above all, I can feel that the author's eyes and affection for them are truly sincere. It's super rare recently.
Every time I touch upon the beautiful heart of Pilsang who is timid, clumsy, and too selfless, tears literally well up in my eyes. I really hope THAT scene was actually real, and that Pilsang's consciousness was just confused with a dream.